Huishan

2010-05-05T22:15:00.001+08:00

Im feeling terrible now.
I feel like you are not giving as much as I do. It sucks. More than half of a time I dont know what are you thinking.

Perhaps Im really just a fling to you. :(

2010-04-25T12:51:00.001+08:00

I just need a listening ear. Why cant anyone hear me talk?

2010-04-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

I am a terrible person. I hate myself. Why am I so weak? I detest myself.

2010-04-12T17:10:00.003+08:00

I really cannot stand it. You think I am earning a million per month?

You say you want to apply for credit card to pay your son's laptop?

May i know whos gonna pay for it?

Have you ever think of the consequences before making any decision? How many more sacrifices should i make before you understand?

2010-04-05T01:52:00.002+08:00

OMG.

I think my 1/4 pessimism is building up in. I feel that everything cannot work out. I feel that everything is not turning out in my way. I feel the pressure, the stress, the unfriendlyness and more. I feel that my work is stressful and I feel that I have phobia stepping into the office.

OMG.
Can i survive?

2010-03-23T15:51:00.002+08:00

Treasure what you have now, because at times, people just dont see how lucky they are.

2010-03-20T03:03:00.001+08:00

I HATE MIO!

I truly hate it. Im so gonna terminate their service if they are not going to improve on their internet service. :(

2010-03-19T03:23:00.002+08:00

OMG.

Ages since i updated my blog. Dust has piled up.

Met up with my girlfriends. Loads of fun and crap in it. We should meet up more often. :)

Im waiting for employment. Keppel, please call me soon! LOL.

And my results are gonna be out in like say, 6hours? Peeps, bless me. :(

2010-02-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

FYP IS OFFICIALLY OVER! :))
I need a break. From family, from problems, from everything.

I need to talk to people. This is my way of getting it off my chest. Talking to people makes me feel better. But this time round, i couldnt. Because there are some things that you simply cannot get it off your chest, no matter what.

Sickening unsolvable problems, go away! :(

2010-02-07T14:54:00.002+08:00

Im going to have a mental breakdown soon.

I dont know what to do. I need to have a definite job soon. I want to have as much as money soon. Crisis is here and nothing can be done to resolve or can be helped.

It was not even my fault in the first place. Its just so god damn shit.

2010-02-04T12:25:00.002+08:00

I want the LG pink lollipop!

Selling at $370++! Buy for me! I dont mind using it as a part time phone.

Just kidding.

2010-02-03T14:19:00.002+08:00

Holy shit for goodness sake.

Im now doing the weirdest thing of my life.
Sitting inside a hospital with a laptop with me doing school work and a drink.

I think people thought I just want to come here all the way to a hospital to use the power socket. LOL.

1 more hour before it ends. I hope everything is okay. Please bless us.

2010-02-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

OMG.

Kill me please. I want to snap out of reality, of the present. But i cannot.

Hold on, Huishan! You can do it! :(

2010-02-01T00:01:00.001+08:00

OMG.

Nothing is in my head. Test at 9am. Holy shit. Kill me pls. LOL.
I need to get things into my head. :(

People, pls lend me your good luck. :(

2010-01-21T15:46:00.001+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

You better get out of my life in one month's life.

BOOHOO! :(

2010-01-21T11:41:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO NIE.

I JUST NEED ONE TO TWO MORE YEARS.

can i?

2010-01-13T08:33:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! Im back after a busy weekend.

The weekend was spent at playing mahjong and having fun at Del's place. Super duper fun! I wanna go up again! Her dog is fierce yet adorable. Hohoho!

Then comes the start of the week. Bad start. Had a bloody bad headache on Monday. It made me couldnt get to sleep at all. In the end, I have to take a MC on tuesday and not able to make it for FYP. :(

And now is Wednesday, and i am at home, skipping school because I wanna finish up my assignments. Im such a good kid. LOL.

Anyway, I went to watch Avatar with Del. Its a bravo movie! I will give it a 5 stars rating! I bet we are the last few people to catch that movie. LOL. But if you haven't watch it yet, go now! LOL.

Okay, enough of all this bullshit. I gotta go back and concentrate on my work.
Have a good week! :)

2010-01-08T01:46:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, some people really dont deserve to be labelled as a "friend".

If you dont know, let me tell you this.
You dont deserve it.

Super pissed off to the max. Dont need to ask me why. I will not entertain. I will tell you if I want to.

2010-01-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

I NEED A BREAK!

I HATE PROJECTS!

2010-01-06T10:06:00.002+08:00

OMG!

Just finished my FM200 presentation. I really think I did very badly, in terms of the video.
The video is so terrible! AHHH! Feel like killing myself. :(

This week is a busy week! I need more time! Later at night still got to work hard for the ENM project again. :(

I need a massage. My body is aching like hell. Health in the red zone.

I still got lots of mosquito bites on my face when i woke up yesterday night after dozing off on the sofa. Luckily they subsided by this morning, or I will not have come to school already.

And to add on to my previous new year resolutions, i think my first resolution is that i will want to grow more hair!! And hope this will happens. LOL!

2010-01-05T12:27:00.002+08:00

Sickening. Pissed. I think since 2010 started, my posts are filled with much unhappiness. I shall stop this and try to be cool about it.

New Year = New Year Resolutions

ByeBye 2009! Hello 2010!

The past one year has been alright for me, contented as I am, I will still love to be a bit more greedy. HEHEHE.

I wished that this new year will be a even better year for my loved ones, family and friends. I wished i will be prettier, richer and can graduate well this year and join a good company with a good job with good prospects.

Though i do not have any idea what to do after graduation, but I believe life will sort out its own way, i will sort out my own life. LOL.

My New Year Resolutions:
1) Punctuality.
Okay, i admit! I really have problems with this. Havent been really punctual since Day 1 of 2010. But i try. :)

2) Fulfil my wishes.
Be more daring! Must live to make my dreams come true! :)

3) Find a good job after graduation and work hard for a better life!

4) Enter University and be a University graduate and not let people look down on me.

5) Money to keep rolling in so that I can save up.

6) All the best and good health to all my loved ones and friends. :)

7) OH! And i hoped that "xiao ren" will leave me alone! :P

8) Hope that Leong will get into a tough division in army and get tortured! HAHAH! Just kidding.
See, I have learnt to be greedy in 2010. LOL. I hoped next year when i looked back, i have fulfiled them all! LOL!

2010-01-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

Months since i blogged.

Have been really busy to the max. Especially today.

Im just so hopping mad. If you dont know why, come and ask me and i will tell you why.
I fix everything and wholly and only myself. For goodness sake, Im really tired and pissed off to the max.

I just want someone to talk to now. Freaking mad. Logging off.
Tomorrow is CT Ong's class at 8am. Shucks to the core.

2009-11-18T10:01:00.001+08:00

Super duper pissed off to the max.

Cant get it off my chest nor grumble about it.

OMG. Fucking angry.

2009-11-10T16:18:00.001+08:00

One bomb after another.

I think thats how life works. I am freaking out soon.

2009-10-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

Hello! Im here to clear the dust! Long time no see! :D

Attachment has ended, and school has started. This is week2 of school, and i am here experiencing pre-school symptoms, like not able to wake up for school. LOL.

How has school been? Mine has been extremely boring, with very strict lecturers and work piling on even for the first week. Pls save me! In weeks to come, fyp deadlines and common tests are going to come.

If you want your christmas, you have to pass them first.

Anyway, i spent my time recently keep watching Gossip Girls. Its nice! HAHAHA! Someone please tell me when season3 ends, so that i will know. LOL.

Okays, thats all for today. I guess i will update more often since im back in school (i hoped). HAHHA. No promise though. See ya! :D Have a great day! :D

2009-10-03T17:08:00.003+08:00

This whole week is a hectic one. Same goes for next week. Unbelievable because our ITP is coming to an end soon. But i definitely enjoy working with my guys at the office. They are loveable! AHAHA!

Anyway we were brought up by our supervisor Ariel and another SPO to the rooftop for a site inspection and it was really cool but scary. It is also very dangerous. One mistake or slip and you can say byebye to your life. Phew~

Let me allow the pictures to do the talking. Btw, the building we went to was 30storeys high.

This is Mak Teng Loong's back view. Oh, btw he was so scared that he sat down on the roof once hes up there!!! :D

This is Gerald. HAHAHAH! Grass hair boy!

This is Ariel, my supervisor!

All of us crowding!

Views from 30 storeys rooftop.

Water tank inspection! 2m high man!

The mini walkway to walk to the staircase to the roof! We have to passed by all the pumps! :(

Antenna on the roof!

The SPO!

And the rubbish chute! :(

SP interns and me!! Messy hair though!

And lastly, my supervisor and me! :)

This trip has so many funny incidents that made all of us laugh like mad. Especially when the SPO opened the water tank, lizards came running out and all the girls came jumping around on the rooftop which was super dangerous but the most funny thing is Gerald and my supervisor actually held on to the railing tightly afraid that we will push them and fall! HAHAHA!

Okay, thats all for this week. Lets hope I will have a happy and less tiring week next week! :D
Jiayous! :D

2009-09-28T02:10:00.004+08:00

I fell asleep yesterday night because i was too exhausted from all the crying.

Somehow i cannot sleep tonight. I felt super depressed in the morning, but things started to get better in the afternoon where i was alone in Pasir Ris doing my unfinished work.

I am thinking of a lot of things, a lot of questions in my mind. Came across some blogs, makes me couldnt really fathom human minds, well it goes the same for mine too.

Sometimes i feel that i dont understand myself too. What do i really want? What do i really not want? What do i want to do? What makes me happy? Am i trying to deceive people around me and myself also sometimes by doing or saying some particular things? Am i running away from reality at times? What are the meanings of some things in life? Money? Love? Friends? Family?

There are a lot of things i couldnt understand. Couldnt understand how come sometimes some things changes even faster than the weather. There are 101 things that i couldnt understand.

But through these days, i understand one point. Humans are imperfect, and that goes the same for me and everyone else. But who really on this world can stand someone's imperfections? Its such a interesting question that literally stumped me because even i cannot stand the imperfect side of myself.

2009-09-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

I really dont know how.

Everything that i have did, that i have done went or are all wrong.

Thanks for everyone who celebrated with me for my 19th birthday. I really appreciate it. Thanks alot. And sorry to those who shared the presents for me.

I honestly thinks that the birthday is just not my day. Perhaps i should not celebrate from next year onwards. Because every year it just seemed so wrong.

2009-09-23T01:57:00.001+08:00

Work. Tuition. KAP.

The same routine every week. I am sick and tired of it.

Im seriously exhausted. I am not Iron Girl.

2009-09-23T00:45:00.002+08:00

Okay. Heres my wishlist. At least, these are the things which i think i need or want now. HAHAHA.

So ppl, please help me to fufil it. HAHAHA.

1) Money, money and more money! (nobody will ever think its enough.)
2) IC (I just lost it!)
3) Bags, bags and more bags! (My bag is falling apart soon!)
4) Sequinned pumps (My shoes are spoiling, and sequinned pumps looked real pretty! Provided i know how to take care. : )
5) Wallet (As i have said, i just lost it!)
6) Clothes, clothes and more clothes! (Girls will never say no to this! :D)
7) Makeup and cosmetics! (i welcome all kinds from nail polishes to mascaras! LOL!)
8) Thumbdrive? (Because im using Del's currently, hahahah!)
9) Spectacles (checked!)
10) Bomber Jacket (checked!)

Counting down to 2 more days... :D

2009-09-19T15:59:00.002+08:00

Fucking ass pissed off yesterday. It was such a super unlucky day yesterday. Lost my wallet, rained whether i went and stopped whenever i stopped. I cannot imagine i lost my wallet. I only managed to save my ezlink card. And my IC and the rest are all gone. Lucky that theres no money inside, but just the replacement of the IC will kill me. HAI. I hope a kind soul will return it to me. :(

Lets talk about something happier! My birthday is coming in less than a week. LOL. Im gonna celebrate with my family tomorrow. LOL!

My schedule for next week is super super packed man.

The whole week i will not be in the office but doing site visits outside.

Wednesday - Meeting Limin to celebrate.
Thursday - Meeting Leong to celebrate.
Friday (actual day) - Meeting girlfriends to celebrate.
Saturday - Meeting KAP friends to celebrate.

I think i will be super duper tired after work. LOL. Imagine whole day outside running around. LOL. Im gonna reach the last year of the teenage years. But im not alone. HEHEHE. Im the last among my girls. AHAHAH! OOPS!

I hope i will have the mo-ti-va-ti-on to post up the pictures after next week. I HOPED. LOL.

I did not know how i lost my wallet, but if its a pickpocket, i hoped his or her children next time will have no buttocks. LOL!

2009-09-09T10:45:00.003+08:00

*edits*

Im freaking tired.

Tuition on Tuesday evenings and Saturday mornings. KAP on Saturday afternoons.
Why am i so bloody hardworking? Im gonna die from exhaustion.

OMG. Im going out to site tomorrow again. Yesterday the trip to Pasir Ris Punggol nearly killed me. DAMN.

Tomorrow is to go to Tampines. Lets hope i will survive tomorrow. :(
My legs are breaking~

6PM, faster come. :)
I am going to spend my birthday at work, and not inside the office, but at site.
So shit. :(

2009-09-03T13:43:00.002+08:00

Im blogging at work! OMG. Unbelievable.

My boss is not looking. LOL. :P

Sometimes i just dont understand a lot of things, a lot of words, a lot of thoughts and also how come people just cannot let go of the past.

People come and go, things happened and passed, and i personally felt that theres more important and significant things to remember and to be happy about.

Whatever has passed is past. No matter how much you are going to say or talk about it or reminiscing it, its still the PAST. It will not change anything that is before this second.

People should let go of the past to be happy or become happy. Thats my opinion lar. In all, i feel that we should forgive and forget to be happy. :)

2009-08-30T17:23:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day to enjoy. Now is nearly 6pm. I only have twelve hours more before i wake up and face my first day of my attachment. But im only freaking awake for 2 hours only. So shit. LOL.

Guys, please bless me with a good headstart - dont be late tomorrow.

2009-08-28T02:23:00.000+08:00

OMG! Its a terrible week.

Didnt expect to fall sick straight after BMD exam.

Before BMD exam i only got a slight sore throat. Who knows it will mutate to a cough and fever and lastly stomach infection? LOL. Make me vomit at 4am ystd night.

I didnt expect to waste my last week of hols like that before i go for my attachment. How sad. I thought I can play my guts out before i go for my attachment starting from next week. But i have been sleeping my three days away. HAI.

What a bad timing to get sick, and my stomach is really weak. :(

2009-08-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

BMD, please go into my head. :(

Tomorrow is the day liao. :(

2009-08-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

BMD, you suck.

Please let me pass you. :(

2009-08-20T04:44:00.000+08:00

Im going with Delphine to an adventure walk later in less than 10hrs time.

Hope we dont get lost. LOL!

And someone is stalking my blog. HAHAHA! I miss you, goldfish!

I miss my friends. Long time since we met up. Perhaps should organize more activities this year. :D

Halloween, Christmas and more! I know goldfish is very happy! HAHAH!

I think im not sober anymore. Time to sleep. ;D

2009-08-19T01:12:00.001+08:00

Bye bye FYP 1.

Its amazing how fast half a year had passed. From nothing, no concrete idea, to establishing a green condominium model and then the presentation day.

Presentation today did not turn out to be as scary as i thought. But nevertheless, i still felt nervous.

FYP1 is over. Next thing to work hard for is BMD exam on next tuesday. Lets hope i still have the motivation to work hard for that. :(

After exams i will be posted to EM services for attachment. Kim Tian Road, is just so inconvenient, but i have got no choice. :(

Lets hope all the best for me. :(

2009-08-18T04:32:00.000+08:00

1.5 more hours to FYP presentation on 18.08.09 2pm.

God, please bless me. :(

Can blogger pls let me post it on the original date and not one day before?

HAI.

Please wish me luck. :(

2009-08-02T06:33:00.000+08:00

Im sorry.

I didnt mean it.

Hope you understand.

2009-07-23T02:16:00.000+08:00

Today is a bad day. Even blogger also bully me.

2009-07-13T07:39:00.000+08:00

People are constantly changing.

I think its really true. No one cares to say anything about that day anymore. Neither do i.

Only we ourselves knew exactly how we feel, deep inside.

2009-07-09T09:18:00.000+08:00

Im really sick.

I didnt faked it.

And im really too weak to attend classes.

I have been having diarroeha for the whole day yesterday. Today was a bit better.

Do you believe me? I bet no one does. Even though i have 2 days MC.

2009-07-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

What a great timing to have food poisoning.

Source: Banana Cake

2 days MC. -.- what a bad timing.

Lastly, Happy 19th Birthday Fiona!
You just cursed me with food poisoning. LOL!

2009-07-07T15:08:00.000+08:00

Eleven projects to go, and all due within this month.

Holy shit. The busiest semester of my life. :(

2009-07-04T16:26:00.000+08:00

It has been a busy month, and it will be another busy month ahead.

Read a post on my friend's blog, realised that actually my impression to them at the start is quite bad. I wonder how do they look at me now?

Am i someone better already? Perhaps im wrong at the start, but im trying my best now. Can you really see it? Do you really think good of me?

I just feel so depressed out of a sudden. Perhaps im just disturbed by how people look at me.

2009-06-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

OMG.

My head is exploding. Work is piling up. No motivation to complete anything at all. Why is my life so so so boring?

Hope the friday that is going to come can add some spices to my life. :(

2009-06-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

AHH.

Kill me please. I think im so gonna flunk my paper tomorrow. Really cannot cramp anymore stuff into my brain. Brain juice, please flow. LOL.

I seriously need to get a life.

2009-06-07T14:32:00.000+08:00

Oh. How i wish a genie will appear out of somewhere now.

If thats the case, i will ask him or her to grant me three wishes.

Firstly, to make sure i pass all my modules for the year.
Secondly, to make sure i can do the job i want after i graduate.
Thirdly, to make sure i will be rich for life.

HAHAH. All selfish wishes. Perhaps i should leave one to other people. LOL.

Ah. Im daydreaming again. But sometimes, i love to daydream, because it give me hope. :D

2009-06-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

The best thing to do now that might probably save me for the monday papers will be to memorise. Deep and hard. Life is depressing, when you can find no one to help you. Sometimes in life, you can only depend yourself. Live or die.

2009-06-05T06:07:00.000+08:00

OMG.

Finally one SAM paper down. 3 more to go. Feel like killing myself. :(

The holidays are coming, but im not happy. :( IWISP, ITI, BMD, FYP, PJM and i dont know still got how many more projects are waiting for me. 12days of holidays, 5-6 projects dumped down to us just like that.

Its so tough to be students. :( To be exact, NP students. LOL. :( Final year somemore. HAI.

Graduation photos are going to be taken when school reopens for the next term. So is there anyone who wants to sponser me formal wear? LOL.

2009-06-03T05:33:00.000+08:00

What is the scary truth behind lies?

It is that after you told a lie, you will need to tell many more to cover it up.

Is it true that if one day you are one step ahead of your partner in life, the dreams and goals in both lifes will start to differ and both will only ending up in break up?

Which one comes first? Future or tomorrow? What are they holding for me then? Life is such a difficult module to pass.

Depressing moment of my life

2009-05-28T04:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Im been dead for very long.

HAHA! Finally feel that i should come and update and revive my blog.

Nothing much happen these few months while i am away.

But this period kind of become the downest period of my life. Assignments, projects piling up.. Endless work to be done.. Endless arguments.. And i feel that there are nobody who would stand by me in school.. Feel so lonely in school everytime.. And this utterly kills my mood and desire for school.. (Well, perhaps it might change the next semester, after my attachment is over. LOL.)

Life just sucks to the core now. Uninvited, lonely, unwelcomed... etc.
This is how i feel. :(

2009-03-19T19:11:00.000+08:00

God.

5 more hours to release of results. Im kind of not looking forward to it.

:(

2009-02-23T13:57:00.000+08:00

I HATE EXAMS.

I HATE FEN.
I HATE PYM.
I HATE IBT.

I HATE SCHOOL.

I HATE NGEE ANN.

This is seriously a sucky week. Exams, please pass faster. :(

2009-01-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

Depressed.

Got loads to say, but not here.

Find me at where you think i would be, if you know me well enough.

2009-01-15T04:34:00.000+08:00



		I will marry Robert Pattinson.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in New York in our fabulous Mansion.
		We will have 8 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Pink Mini Cooper.
		I will spend my days as a Actress, and live happily ever after.

HAHAHAH! If this is gonna be real, im gonna fly to New York straight! HAHAHAH! :D

2008-12-09T15:14:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!

Good luck to those who are having common tests starting from tomorrow! :D
And please wish me good luck too! LOL! :D

2008-12-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

Tags:

Gina: HAHAHA! Yes! I SAW YOU! Zooming here! LOL! Zac's currently beside me now! :D
Haozhi: Yea, HAI. But im still worried. :(
Fiona & Del: HELLO?! Im the elite kind that needs to be given a medal alrdy okay? LOL!
Del: Its gonna be soon! I WANT SHOPPING! :x Eh. People adore u very long liao! LOL!
Ida: Hey! At least i send u a sms to welcome u back to SG okay? Im kind. LOL!
Caihua: YOU Too! Work hard for CTs! :D

*****

I need assurance. You want to know why? If you know me well, you should know where to find the answer. ;)

If you dont know, then too bad. :D Try harder to know me then! :x

2008-11-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

OMG!

I just uploaded all the photos in my camera into the laptop! And it nearly wanted 1GB of my memory space! Its crazy! LOL!

And to my beloved girlfriends, i know you all are yearning for the photos of Ida's and my bday celebration, but i kindly suggest that you all pass me a thumbdrive or sth because there are up to hundreds of pictures to send to each one of you! LOL!

So girls, please pass me a thumbdrive for u all to circulate around or sth. If not i think i will die of sending the photos! HAHAH!

See you till then! And welcome back to Singapore, Ida and Kahleng! LOVES! :D

2008-11-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

Tags:

Hidaya: I WONT! HAHAH! BYEBYE! :D
Haozhi: Haiya, yours is at the end of october and so i can round off to november rite? LOL!
Del: I dont want! :P Anyway i got new updates on Chou dong if you want! LOL! Tell you next time! :D Hello?! Im the best out of the best okay? LOL!
Fiona: I long long time update once then you all will enthu ma! LOL! In my stomach alrdy! AHAHA.
Gina: ???? I dont get it. PS. HAHAH!

******

Hello! Its update time again. AHH! Im damn frustrated over some things and people these days. In a dilemna as to how to handle these things. Pissed off. Bestie, you know it. LOL. There are some choices you die also have to make in life. HAI! :((

Its been 1.5wk since i saw Bestie. HAHAH! In the end we ended up chatting non stop for 4hours! I counted. LOL. Thats pretty long. I think this explains why my voice is "sexy" today. People have been laughing at my voice today. :((

Freaky tons of work to be completed. This week really is pure shitty.
Assignments due:
1.Redo-ing of LAD Project by Mon
2.IBS Project by Mon
3.IBT Test on Wed
4.IBT Quiz 6 in process due tonight
5.PYM tutorial
6.ECT report by Wed (done!)
7.ECT test on Wed.

etc etc...

I couldnt think of what else. All are due by this week and all the tests are crammed in next week too. I guess im really gonna die for IBT. :((

Peeps, wish me luck! :(( Takecare till then! BYE! :D

2008-11-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

Came across a friend's friend's blog. And i suddenly got emo.

Life is so fragile, and unpredictable.
Learn to cherish and treasure the people around you. You might never know when's the last time. And the thought of losing your loved ones somehow is so scary because no one knows whats gonna happen next.

God, please bless all the people whom i loved, to be happy and healthy always.

2008-11-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

Tags:

Haozhi: hello?! is because buy new phone alrdy den broke right? LOL! DUMBO! :D
Del: HAHAH! Ask ur hubby to save u lar! Or u want chou dong? LOL!
Twin: HAHA! Im lazy! OOPS! =x
Ida: You're evil, but i like it! HAHAHH! :D
Fiona: HAHA! Ida take A level exams take till too emo liao! OOPS! =x
Del and Ida: You 2 are the lousiest couple! Dont need to fight alrdy! HAHA.
Gina: Eh. Hes ours. We share! LOL! :D

*****
This month is a busy month.
Im busy with birthday celebrations. LOL! The last one of the month was yesterday. Good grief! LOL!

Okay, so hereby i wished all the november babies that i know..
Happy Birthday! :D
This is for Jessie, Chiuting, Haozhi, Jiaxing, Jiajun, Pohmeng etc. LOL!

Im dying soon. Lots of projects, tests and work to be done! :((
God, please save me! :((

Pictures will be up soon. I dont promise. LOL! :D
See ya! :D

2008-11-06T16:52:00.000+08:00

Fcuk.

I just want to get a new pair of open heels and a new wallet.
But that seemed nearer to dreams than reality.
Im just so tight up this month. :(

Tuitions, please come to me.
Im dead dead broke.

2008-11-05T16:08:00.000+08:00

I need someone to talk to.
I hope someone can talk to me.
I hoped someone can help me.
I just want someone to understand me.
:(

2008-11-05T10:06:00.000+08:00

Twin: HAHA! We go watch other movies ba! Date me! LOL!
Fiona: I is VIP, how can anyhow appear? HAI!
Haozhi: U also never jio me go watch movie, only jio meiyi ma no meh? LOL!
Del: Hey! Whens our next movie date? :D HAHAH! I now like Zac Efron liao! HES MY GUY! :D
Gina: AHAHA! Same same! :D

*****

Fcuk. I got into trouble again.
Deep shit. LOL!

Lots of work to be completed.
-IBT e tutorials 3 and 4
-PYM tutorial
-ECT tutorial
-ECT report
-FEN 2 quizzes

FAINT! LOL! I hoped i didnt miss out on any work assignments! :((
I want to die. :(

2008-10-17T06:23:00.000+08:00

Tags:

Haozhi: HAHAH! Both also dont want u lar! U wait long long lar! AHHAH.
Fiona: AHHHA! So bad. U next time come once must tag once! LOL! :P
Gina: AHHAH! OKAY! U too link me okay? HAHA. No worries! :D I thought u wont see it! LOL!
Del: I where got siao? LOL! Mine everywhere also have! HAHAHA. One country got one. Hey, next week we go watch "Connected" or other shows lar. LOL! Weekly movie date. LOL!

HELLO! :D
Yesterday was enjoyable, and scary.

I nearly lost my wallet yesterday! Lucky its nearly. HAHA. I dropped it in the cinema theatre after watching "Butterfly lovers" with Del. Luckily i realised it halfway on the bus, and we u turned back. HAHAH! SO SAD. :( Del and i were calculating how much loss i will incurred if i really lose the wallet for good. And it can come up to hundreds!!

So, do not put so much money or important cards in your wallet. Because if you happen to lose it one day, you will cry with no tears. :P And the conclusion we arrived at was, its better to lose your handphone than your wallet!! :D Perhaps when you are in that situation, you will understand why. HAHAH. Anw, del got a shock yesterday that i think perhaps she will have the "wallet phobia" like me. LOL! But a great thanks, for your company yesterday, BFF!

Anyway, "Butterfly lovers" was nice! :D Just that its abit violent, and the ending wasnt what we expected. Kinda sad though. Hopefully they would film the sequel to this. LOL! :P Del's reactions throughout the movie were darn funny. I would never forget! HAHAHA. Wanna know what she do? Ask me personally and i would tell you! AHHAH. Oops. She's gonna kill me.

Next up, i wanna watch "Connected" , "High School Musical 3" , "Madagascar 2" and "The Coffin". They seemed really nice. LOL! Who wanna watch these movies can ask me along too. HAHAH.

Okay, enough of my rubbish. Takecare peeps! :D

2008-10-14T16:58:00.000+08:00

Tags:
Caihua: AHAHA! I havent see u in school yet! Is del hiding u somewhr rite? LOL!
Fiona: HAHA! OOPS! =x i thought u never come regularly one! HAHAH.
Del: HAHAH! Your prince charming in Taiwan or Hongkong now? LOL! Or in your dreams? HAHAHA.
Syafiqa: AHAH. Thanks. No worries:D
Haozhi: I want meiyi! HAHA. U are no good! LOL!

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YAY! GOOD NEWS!

HAHAHA. "Due to some timetabling changes, you will join 02 for IBS and IBT." AHAHH!
I jumped for joy when i saw this. LOL!

Its a good thing. Im in good luck today. Should go and play mahjong. LOL! :P
Looks like im not that in bad luck afterall. HAHA.

Best news i heard today. HAHAH!
I LOVE LEON PEY!
OOPs. I hope he dont see this. I think he wouldnt too. HAHAH.
Which NP lecturer would come to my blog? LOL! :P

Okay, enough of my rubbish. Time to meet my prince charming in my sweet dreams! :D

2008-10-09T17:49:00.000+08:00

TAGS:

Fiona: YA! HAHA. Got caught! LOL!
Caihua: Yes, partially. And because of ... HAI! :( Yea, i know. They are the best gifts on earth! :D
Cheekit: There wont be, because its not 25.o9. yea. its 18th u noe? :(
Del: HAHA! U gt prince charming? But i think Zhou dong better. Which one better for u? :D
Twin: AHHA! Joseph also good what! LOL! Last sem i same class with him! HAHAH.
Haozhi: AHHA! What a great idea huh? HAHAH. Then wheres my present? :D

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Shucks.
Life sucks all the way. :(

I dont know how to face up to all the things. Im running away, and i know im doing that.
Im seriously troubled. What should i do? :(

I just cant find any motivation nor determination to do anything these days.
No one understands me. :(

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GINA! :D
Although i think you will not see it. HAHAH.

2008-10-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

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2008-09-29T15:16:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
CaiHua: Too bad, im too popular, so i spent the whole wk celebrating! LOL!
Christine: Thanks! You too! :D
Chiu: Wow, you actually used your computer! :P
Twin: Hey, its not naughty 18, its legal 18! HAHAH. No worries, im sure the sem will pass real fast! :D
Haozhi: HAHA! Im so sure to see u in IS class! LOL! U are the first to wish me for my bday! Honoured huh? :D
Del: AAHAH! You is ducky 18! LOL! OOPS:x Im dead. LOL!

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Wow! Its been decades since i blogged! LOL!
I guess i should update something in case people kill me! LOL!
Im tired beat, have been gambling for the past whole week. Well, its not a good sign. LOL!

Pictures will be up soon, i promise. LOL! If im not lazy. LOL!
Basically my bday seemed like any other ordinary day, nothing much that surprises me except for del and gang who turned up at my house with my favourite cake! :D LOVES!

Perhaps im greedy, perhaps im asking for too much, perhaps im just unreasonable, but what i wish for is not like that. I only have one 18th birthday, and it just pass like that with nothing special prepared for me by my boy.

Im seriously pissed and he dont like it. Its my birthday, and i cannot complain. He doesnt even take in what i say. All he can do is tell me tons of excuses. So, conclusion is its all my fault.
I seriously envy other people, serious. Im upset. But so what?
Fcuk. No one understands me.

2008-09-18T17:21:00.000+08:00

TAGS:

Caihua: HAHA! Ya. Being young is good, for girls! :D
Del: HAHA! Its 18th birthday, u know?! 18! HAHAH. Im so excited! :D Its a sin. Prata is very high in calories! :((
Cheekit: HAHA! Thanks! :D I know you are liable for m18 for very long already. :D
Haozhi: YA. Indeed u are self proclaimed. AHHA! She havent confirmed want u okay?! HAHA. Eh. Theres nothing to be boastful about. :D
Ida: HEY! Dont anyhow say huh, stupid girl! :D

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Fuck. Im dead fucking irritated by my timetable. The timing is not as sucky as last semester's one, but its the timetable that i hoped that will not come true. Freak.

Its just plain shit. I hate it. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Its the worst birthday present ever ever. Fuck!

2008-09-15T17:41:00.000+08:00

Tags:

Caihua: HAHAH! Ya! Remember to wish me! :D
Christine: Hehe. I know what it is already. Thanks anyway.
Del: Well, of course. Its a sin not to, you know?! LOL!
Twin: HAHA! :D We have chemistry! :D Lets insomnia together! :D
Ida: No lar. Because my brother and my student are both primary 6 students.
Haozhi: HAHAH! She wont want you! :D Im not going for the training already. No one called me! :((

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Sigh.
Its a bad day to start off with.

Well, gym session was fun, though. With del, talking non-stop. LOL!
I really feel like cursing my P6 student upside down! Fuck. 2.5 weeks more to PSLE and shes taking it so easy. DARN. If she fail her exams, its her problem. DARN.

Feeling so disappointed. FAINT. :((
And i just ate roti prata. God! :(( Its sinful. :((

And its 9 more days to being legal...
25.o9, here i come! :D

2008-09-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Im dying.
Having sleepless nights. Not because i turned in late, but i just couldnt get to sleep. Dont know why.

Going to gym tomorrow with Del and Beng. HAHA! Its always fun to go to gym with your BFF. Its fun! :DD At least you have someone to spur u on to work out! :DD

I need a job! Im wasting my holidays. HAI. Im feeling darn sick to work in KAP anymore, but right now theres no other jobs to support me. :((

So people, if you have waitressing or more permanent job vacancies, please inform me! I will thank you alot! LOL!

Okay, now off to my beauty sleep. Takecare till then. :D
And its 10 more days to my birthday! 25.o9, here i come! :DD

2008-09-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

TAGS:

Del: YES its my brother! HAHA. Why are you so shocked? Although i am too! LOL!
Hongsoon: Stop spamming my blog, you idiot! LOL!
Christine: Sure anot? LOL! Eh. 13 more days is mine! LOL!
Haozhi: LOL! Is Delphine! HAH. Beware! Later she come after u! LOL! Spell her name wrongly! LOL! Ya mine is on 25.o9! :D

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My holidays are boring. :(
The only thing to look forward in September would my Ida and my birthday, which falls on 25.o9! :D

So peeps, please get ur presents ready! :D I dont mind receiving more. ;)
Im so dead, getting more and more lazy! :((

I should be starting my new job at Toastbox soon! LOL! Work = Money! :D
Hopefully we will pass the training! And good luck to all the P6 students taking PSLE Listening Compre! :D

Last but not least, my shuai- est hubby, 胡歌...

Night! :D

2008-09-01T15:56:00.000+08:00

TAGS:

Caihua: Now blogging lor. In process! LOL! yes! exams are over! LOL! Money=BF! HAHAH. So true. LOL!
Teckseng: YA! HAHAH. I can see that! LOL!
Fiona: OF COURSE! Im always so expensive! HAHAH.
Haozhi: NVM! Hols are over and i can sleep like a log! LOL!
Christine: Then where's my present? 24days later is my bday liao! LOL!
Del: nevermind. exams are over! i wanna a new job!! :( illnesses go away!

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HELLO:D

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEL!
LOL!

HAHA. It meant that 24days later it will be my birthday! LOL! I became Del's santa claus! LOL! All your presents are with me! BE HAPPY! LOL! :D

6years we have came by, and now today its your 18th birthday! Stay cool always! And be HAPPY! :D I love you! We will stick together like chopsticks forever! :D

Lots of photos to post up but im bloody lazy! LOL!

Woke up early in the morning to meet people. HAHAH. I need my beauty sleep.
Hai. Teaching the batok tuition is sure a bore. HAI! Please release me from my sufferings soon! LOL! YAY! My wishlist would be up soon. Very very soon. That spurs me to blog! AHAH.

Okay, last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEL!

EXAMS ARE OVER!! :D

2008-08-21T15:40:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Haozhi;Twin: YAY! EXAMS ARE OVER! :D
Haozhi: HAHA. Is you cant wake up me! AHAH. No use! OOPS! :(
Christine: HAHA! YAY! Sept rocks! LOL! Days are always good! :D
Cheekit: HAHA! THANKS! :D ITS OVER! GOOD LUCK TO U TOO! Nvm. Like this means we young! HAHAH.
Del: YAY! Sept babies are all lucky people! :D
Fiona: NO LOR! You need to pay to hire me as your friend one! I EXPENSIVE! :D

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On a happier note, exams are over!
ITS FINALLY OVER! HAHAH. Done with 6 papers! AHA. Its such an honour :(

Sudden craving for durian. Anyone wanna buy me durian? I will the person to bits! LOL!
The present i got from exams is flu. HAHA. Seems like everyone is falling sick, so do takecare okay?

Job hunting is next. Seems like i will not ever have a free holiday to rot at home like my friends. Im filled with envy! :( Nevermind. Work more, Money more. LOL! Live with this logic, Huishan! LOL!

Okay, Good night to all of my dearest friends. Im getting so tired as i only slept an average of 3hours every day just to study. SEE, im so hardworking! LOL! But i hope it pays off, well. LOL!

Okay. Thats all. Takecare! :D
Have a happy holiday ahead! :D

2008-08-18T16:07:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
Hao: LOL! AHAH. YA! EXAMS ARE DRIVING ME TO DIE! LOL!
Ida: YES! PRESENT! LOL! I WANT FERRARI! HAHAH.
Del: HAHA. YES! RARE POST! LOL! My post is very logical one okay?! LOL!
Fiona: HAHAHA! LOL! ITS FREE! LOL! Its a gift given by god. LOL! :D

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HELLO!:D

Im finally back here. LOL! I havent had time blogging recently. Exams are driving me crazy.
Im proud to say 4 papers are down, out of 6. And im still left with 2. Im sure i can do it!

Its such a funny day today, with a lot of jokes. LOL! And im gonna wake up at 8 tomorrow to meet Haozhi they all to study. God, wish me luck man. I hope i wake up. Or any kind soul here willing to morning call me tomorrow? :D

HAHAH! I need loads of luck this week. And good luck to everyone who are having exams now. GAMBATETTE! LOL!

And i dont lknow what else to update. HAHA. September is coming. I LOVE SEPTEMBER! :D
BYEBYE! :D

2008-08-08T16:20:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Skleng: OKAY! Im free always, i guessed! AHAHH.
HomoHao: LOL! You shud know who am i talking about! HAHA u r mistaken! HAHA. hellO?! Im not mrs chew u idiot! HAHAH.
Twin: HAHA! You misunderstood! HAHA. Im talking about another person! :D
Caihua: HAHA! AH HUA! WAKE UP! That time i told you my art is over! Somemore you are the 1st person to congraluate me u know?! LOL! That is for my Building tech module! LOL! But you never mention anything abt the surprise too! HAHAH.

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HELLO:D
Im finally not lazy for one time to come and clear the dust here. LOL!

Anyway, just went on a date with Mr Mobile Loo. LOL! And it was a nice one, after so long of unhappiness. LOL! Everyone, go watch "Journey to the centre of the Earth!" Its darn nice! 5stars rating!! :D

Finished reading my 2 english novels. And they are really nice books although one of them has a really maddening ending! LOL! But i found a line inside, which i feel that is really meaningful.

"Friends listens to what you say. Best friends listens to what you dont say."

How meaningful is this. Most of the times, we dont really blurt out everything to our BFF. But in the end, we still know what is going through in their minds. Sometimes you might be feeling down, and not telling anyone how you feel. In the end, your BFF still can sense it and give you comfort. HAHA.

Thats why i always love my BFFs(Del,Fio,Sab,Ida,everyone!). Because they are the one of the best gifts that is so good and its FREE! :D HAHAH. Im just joking. LOL!

Anyway, i felt a load off my mind now. Guess things are much more better now. Phew~

And last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE... :D
AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHINXING... :D

How i wish September would come faster. It is always my favourite month of the year. Especially the 25th! HAHAH. Its actually an affinity that 2 people are borned on the same day and they are BFFs! HAHA. So ida, look here! IM giving you recognition! HAHA.

Anyway, i have changed the song of my blog. Do listen! Its "Always be my baby!" by David Cook. Dont know why i liked his version more than Mariah Carey. Hahah. But i really fall in love madly with this song!!!

And im having 2 papers on Monday. And i havent start studying. Holy shit. God bless me. :(
Thats it. Double pay tomorrow at KAP. HAHA! Cant be late!
See you! BYE!! :D

2008-08-04T09:05:00.000+08:00

Today is such a shitty day.

I dont feel good. Not at all. Something is bothering me. Perhaps thats the logic. Im talking nonsense again.

Anyway, my group finally finished our abt project!! Finally, we are done. LOL!
Presenting to you our house..

See, our house is nice right? Although its not as magnificent as the others.

Our group members! YAY! :D

ELH test on wed, 2 more reports to go on thurs, LSM test and SBR test on next monday. SEE?! HECTIC LIFE. Hai.

I still cant help but feel troubled. Perhaps when people go separate ways, sometimes, they really separate.

2008-08-02T16:32:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Skleng: HEY!! LONG TIME NO SEE! :D HAHAH! Okay, i know!! THANKS:D LOVES!!! When u free to meet up?? LOL!
Caihua: HAHA! Glad that you know! So you also don so stressed okay? ;) LOL! Wah. Silence means consent. Im so touched! SURPRISE for my birthday sia! LOL!
Chiu: YES MDM! Updating now!! LOL!
HomoLam: HAHA! I think the name suits you more sia! HAHAHAH. Pussy lam! OOPS =x Cnt imagine fionashen gave u such a name!! :D I pity your son man. Why on earth does he have such a father like you?! LOL!
Twin: OMG! HAHAH. Its so hilarious lar! LOL! oops =x LHZ is gonna kill me! :(
Del: HAHA! I also. SADD! Exams and rushing deadlines are driving me crazy. :(

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HELLO:DDDD

My blog is collecting dust, although i just left it alone for 4days. LOL!
I dread going back to KAP now, as if theres no more passion to work there anymore. :(

Endless workload and exams. Im dying. :( And all my posts are just but boring.
Anyway, something upsetting happened today, and it spoiled my mood and upsetted me the whole day. I seriously dont understand why, i need to receive this kind of treatment. :(

Im just feeling fatigued.

2008-07-29T15:08:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Twin: HAHAH. Ya. Exams are coming! God! Lets faint!
Caihua: WAH! Means you want plan surprise for me lar? WAH. I so touched~~~
Haozhi: Okok lor. Better than you. What kind of names you planning to give your daughter and son? LOL!
Del: I got 6 exams this sem lor. I think i can die. :(
Cheekit: But you wkend no nd go sch what. LOL! Icic. OKOK! HAHA.

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HELLO::DD

ART IS OVER, finally!!! :DDDD
Happiness is in me! HAHA. Have been slogging like crazy for art. :(

Life has been boring. Exams, tests, projects, deadlines, work, tuition. Nothing else. Too ordinary. :(

Its wednesday tomorrow! I LOVE WEDNESDAYS TO FRIDAYS! :D

2008-07-26T04:27:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Fiona: You still dare say? HAI. Still count in front of me. I so disappointed. :(
Twin: Hello?! That bk is not gay! HAHA. Its written by a female novelist! LOL! Ya kind of. HAH. YA!! Girl talk is the best! Can talk abt anything under the sun! :D
Caihua: YA LOR! What kind of surprise u have for me? LOL! Caught you with a guy ystd! You dui de qi wo ma?
DEL: EEK! Bad friend! HAI! LOL! I so sad! :(
Haozhi: Of course. Im TAN HUI SHAN eh. You think im Homo Lam meh? HAHAA.

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HELLO:D

Today is a great morning! :D

I managed to wake up for LSM fieldtrip, and turn up early. HAHA. Everyone is proud of me! :D Everything turns out well, and Malick did not come after me! LOL!

Today's fieldtrip is so so so much fun! Although i didnt took any photos! HAHAH. People go fieldtrip, we go MCD eat breakfast! Then people wanna go home already then we go back! LOL! What good students we are! LOL!

And bus-ing back home with FionaShen and Haozhi is so much fun! Yesterday's lunch with twin is also fun! LOL! The topics that we talked about are all so funny! LOL! A fruitful week!

Lastly, i got tons of work piling up! :(

1. Art journal hard n soft copy
2. SBR quiz (HZ, help me do!!)
3. LSM report
4. SBR qn 4
5. SBR test
6. ELH test
And i dont know if i still have anymore things, but these are what i can remember! :(

OMG! PLEASE SAVE ME!!
Lastly, i wish later will be a wonderful date with my girlfriends! I WANNA GO SHOPPING! BUT I HAVE NO MONEY! :(

And

2008-07-24T13:44:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Twin: THANKS ALOTS! Really. Many loves! Gerald also very emo meh? HAHA.
Fiona: Walau! How dare you say? Hw many yrs friend liao? Too disappointed! LOL!
Chiu: HAHA. I know. LOL! Stars shine forever! LOL!
Haozhi: AHHA. I hoped. I wished. I hope everything turns out well and okay. Its a battle man.

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HELLO:D

Just here to drop a short post before starting on my 2 presentations thats gonna kill me tonight! LOL!

Im feeling a bit better now, thanks to my dearest friends and pal for dinner date! :D
And also a big thanks to 张小娴's books. Although her books doesnt teach me how to handle stress and how to rush deadlines, but her books really set me thinking a lot. She talked about things from a lot of perspectives. That everyone had to agree, because its the theology of life. HA. At least i found directions of life in her books. CHEERS!

Okay, i got to start doing work now.
And, people please bless me with all your luck! :D

2008-07-24T06:42:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Haozhi: HAHAHA! All kinds lor. From wire sculpture to clay then to drawing and painting. :( I regretted choosing this. LOL! Lots of things to be done.
Hidaya: WALAU! Got so jialat mah? LOL! I think its okay lor. Why u all criticise until so bad? :(
Fiona: I dont! LOL! Always u understand?! ALWAYS! :)

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HELLO:D

Today is a bad day to start off. Real bad.
Things got worse, for me, and for people around me.

Im under tremendous stress. Why is everything like that? I dont understand.
The closest people dont understand me. Everything went wrong. My life is in a terrible mess.

I just feel worse, even worst than PMS. Who can help me? None.
I dont understand why. I just feel so tired and stuff. HELP ME!

I dont wanna talk anymore. I know. Everyone will say i deserve it. I deserve this kind of life, this kind of everything!

EMO is the word.

2008-07-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Skline: YES! VERY! HAHAH. I miss you a lot man! See when u this busy freak is available lar. Our hols coming soon. Maybe meet that time den? :D
Caihua: SIMPLE! Join art and design next sem for ur IS lar. But i really cannot make it lar. :( Everyone says i have no flair for art. :(
Henry: Li min lar~! HAHA. LOL! I know. HAHA. I know you all loved me too much! HAHAHA.
Twin: AHA yar lor. And gerald too! Always up to dirty jokes. :(
Ida: HAHA! Means my wire sculpture can make it man! HAHA. It is up to the standard of being a decoration! Okay, i can sell it next time! :D
Fiona: HAHA. What for once? You should love me always! HAHAH.

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Hellooooo!

Today is wednesday. Okay, i finally updated. Too lazy and busy to bother about my blog. HAI! Have been darn busy for this week and having not enough sleep and working and etc. :(

Assignments due:
SBR and ELH presentation due on friday.
Art journal hard and soft copy due next tuesday.
ABT practical project due by 28/o7.
And Exams coming!!! :(
LSM stuffs.

ARGH! See, this is what i say, when im busy, i have no time. When im free, im slacking till shit. LOL!
Anyway, feeling darn lethargic these days. :( No energy nor mood to do anything. :(

Can u imagine MS TAN HUI SHAN actually napped for three hours during noon today?
HAHA. Its a miracle. LOL!

Anyway, i shall end off the post with the 3rd art piece from Art and Design module. :( Which del claimed to be, a primary school standard painting.

This painting is under the category of abstract painting. I know it doesnt look like one. :(

Lastly, Happy birthday, Candace! :D

2008-07-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

Too tired to reply any tags today.
Sorry.

Today is a long day. But i saw a meaningful line that i wanna put here. I think it makes a lot of sense.

感情是什么？感情就是失落时的一句安慰，外出时的一句叮咛，回家时的一声问候，孤独时的一通电话。

I hope i will have this.

2008-07-15T09:06:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
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Cheekit: AHHA. Do you have another job outside already then? LOL! Okay. No problem.
Twin: Ya. Hes a joker ma! LOL! YAY we passed ABT! HAHAH. LOL!
Henry: Ya. Glad that u know! HAHAHA. Im still considering. If im giving up mac, i will still find one more job to slot in one! HAHA.
Christine: Yar! HAAH. I break voice liao! AHHA. No lar. Throat not too good that day!
Caihua: AHHA! I agree! And thursday! Dont forget! And dont be stressed! Cheer up! I know lar. She piggy duck. Everytime sleep one. HA.
Del: Dont want. Will nightmare one! HAHA. Dont commit suicide. Henry will sad one. He still blame me ystd for not inviting him to e bbq. AHAH.
Fiona: Scold me retard? I became so pathetic because of ur bday! HAHAH.

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HELLOOOO! IM BACK! :D

Presenting to you the 3 art pieces that i have done so far..

Wire sculpture

Hand cast using clay

These 2 are done in Art and Design class. While the last one is done for landscape management!

Picture of a park! HAHA. I think all of you should know its not drawn by me! But its me who color it! :D

Over the weekend, i was very busy. HAHA. Not with work at KAP. But messing around with Fiona's surprise party! Nearly died! AHHAH. But it was a great success, and we had a very nice ride from KK on his pickup, on the way home. Can u imagine enjoying the winds and eating durian and not caring about how you look already at the same time? HAHA. It was indeed like a nice secondary school gathering with the rest of the zhenghuarians! HAHA.

Pictures will be up when sab has finished sending me. HAHA.
Have been feeling darn tired over these past few weeks. Dont know whats happening. :(

I think i will be the next one to sink into depression! HAHA. Dont know why. I feel darn loney sometimes. I need company. :(

Okay. Enough of my rubbish! Gotta do my work. :D TAKE CARE!

2008-07-10T03:07:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
Christine: Do you remembered you call KAP last wkend? HAHA. Someone picked up yr call what. That person is me! HAHAH. You were asking for Ju remember?!! HAHAH. We havent pass 21! Still youths! LOL!
Twin: HAHA! You also using laptop now! HAHA. We are having gastrics together jus now! AHAH.
Henry: HAHAHA! Anyway i hate Malick to the core! :( Not enough time for me to use eh. HOW? Go where can produce more time??
Fiona: WALAU! Scold me retard?! No present for u liao! HAHAH.

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HELLOOOO!!

Now im in NP's library. HAHAH. Actually should be mugging hard for SBR test later! But im busy here blogging. Too bored, and too sleepy to cram any more info in.

Del and i slept at 3am yesterday man! See, NP students have to clear so much workload till 3am! FAINT.

This year is just not my year. A lot of things not going in my way. I just want to pass this year smoothly. Please. I dont need tons of good luck, but i just want everything to pass peacefully and good. That will be good enough. :(

HAI. I dont know what to do. Someone, please lead me out of darkness. :(
Im feeling darn rotten now. :(

2008-07-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
Del: If you kill yourself, its not murder! Its suicide! LOL! EEK! LOL! HAHAH. I know you jealous! Dont jealous! AHHAH. Yes, i agreed! I fill you in the next time. Couldnt believe my ears when i heard what had happened! All the bosses on the world are the same! AHAHH. Give me boss's unglam photo! I go distribute! HAHAH.
Christine: HAHA! Did you even know i was the one who picked up your phonecall last sunday? HAHAH! Ya lor. Old birds also very good one lor! HAHAHA. ITE also no youth day ah? Why like that? So unfair! :(
Henry: WALAU! You urself also what! HAHAH. Everytime late! Still say me! AAHAHAH.
Fiona: HAI HAO LA. I know. I short, you shorter! HAHAH! :D oops! =x

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HELLOOO!

Migraine came knocking on the door since yesterday night. Had a splitting attack at 6am. Nearly died. HAHA. My twin also suffered the same thing. HAHAH. Min, take care okay? HAHAH. I seriously wonder if we are really twins! HAHA. Just kidding.

Migraine came back to find me over the last 2 wks. I think im handling too much, and having not enough sleep. HAI! Please do not give me a surprise attack tomorrow. I really need all the energy in the world for tomorrow! :(

Work harder, shan. You can do it!
God, if theres anything you wanna take away from me, please take away my migraine! LOL!

I think my posts are getting more and more boring. But thats how my life is now. 3 tuition students, 5days tuition, 5days school, 2days work at kap. See? My life is nothing but these. LOL!

Okay. Enough of my rubbish!
Takecare everyone! Thanks for being there for me! May god bless me with all the luck i need! :D

BYEBYE! :D

2008-07-06T15:41:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
Hidaya: Thanks! HAHA. I will cheer up! :D Ya lor. So pink, so pretty just like me! HAHAH.
Fiona: WALAU! I see ur bday coming, then i depressed liao! HAHAH. Because the shortest winter gourd's bday is coming!! :D
Del: WALAU! LOL! Later i put leong in front of you keep telling you he is sammul chan! HAHAH. Let u faint. LOL! I know u are. haha. Look on the bright side of life man! HAHAH.
Caihua: AHHAHA. This one is nice! LOL! See, del. She dont want you liao! HAHA. Go find your bestie la. Your bestie also can take ur seat during lecture liao. HAHAHA. Ya lor. Why u never bring me go? We promised to go on a date le wat.. :(
Henry: LOL! Thanks! Ha. Im cheering up la. No worries! You will see the cheerful huishan every morning! LOL! Irregardless rain or shine. LOL. And im not mrs chew. Its fiona shen! LOL!

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HELLOOOOO!!

Okay. Im in a better mood now. But things didnt go well this morning. It was chaotic. Electricity was shut down this early morning when i was in the bathroom. FAINT. And many other irritating matters. But all these has passed! AND tomorrow is monday, the YOUTH DAY!

But too bad, no holiday for polytechnic students. :(

Anyway, im intending to drop off the Batok student. Too much to handle. My health will only deteriorate more if i continue teaching her. HAI.

Anyway, just like what one of my friends say, i still have a chance to put all my best in, and its still not the end of the world. Well, at least not too late. As long as i put in my very best effort for this remaining period. Im sure i can do it. I must have confidence in myself.

And, i would like to thank all of you for giving me support! HAHA. I will cheer up! The cheerful huishan will be back! Because im a strong fighter!

I wanna go exercise! Anyone interested to join me? LOL!

And i finally realise, in future when you work, dont trust your boss too much. You might help her a lot a lot when she needed your help, but when u r of no use to her already and when she had another new person that she wanted to groom or whatsoever, you are just bullshit to her.

Its time i should understand this, although i always know of this theory, to prevent from being disappointed. Not everyone works and thinks the same way. And people come, people go. Your boss will never ever feel that you are important forever.

Okay, its time to sleep! Takecare guys! :)
No monday blues! :D

2008-07-05T16:35:00.000+08:00

AHH.

I just feel so useless. So extremely depressed. I feel so stupid. Why am i so useless? What am i doing?

FCUK.

All my laughter and smiles are just nothing, but a pretence.

Im still back to the original me, the depressed me, the who-i-am, in the night.

2008-07-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
FIONA: HAHAH. LEARN FROM YOU ONE LOR! :D
HENRY: AHAHAH. Where got dont suit you? I think its perfect for u! AHHAH. :D
DEL: I know you jealous! HAHA. relax! :D Hes mine! :D
CAIHUA: OMG! Later del see liao jealous HOW? hahah. taoyan~ dont like that lar. HAHAH.

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HelloOOO!!!
I have changed my blogskin! I think this one really suits me! HAHAHA. Anyway, i suddenly feel like changing it because my friends are all changing and it spur me to change too, and because im not feeling too good today. :(

Not only did i change my blogskin, i also changed the song of my blog. This song is the ending theme of "Fated to love you" and the song is darn nice and cheerful! :D And xiaolan is acting in that show! If you dont know who he is, watch "Kungfu Dunk"! HAHA.

And, im feeling utterly shitty today! i DONT KNOW why i can do such a thing. And i have no courage to face them now. FUCK! It feels like my life is now in such a bloody mess. And now im feeling extremely bad and messed up and darn not in the right mood! Can anyone tell me what to do? AHHH!

Fuck. It just made me not able to sleep. I need to solve my problems! AHHH. Someone, please help me! :((

Okay, enough of all these. Its darn late now.

Huishan, you have to sleep! Its 4am now, and bloody saturday with a lot of parties and handful children are waiting for you! OMG!

I need help! :(

2008-07-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

TAGS:

CAIHUA: WOW! YOU ARE FINALLY BACK! LOL! you're welcome! :D i cheered up alrdy! thanks and see u ard! in my tagboard! HAHA.
HENRY: AHAHA! Of course not, biatch! HAHAH. You are not hitting on us. IS you hitting on D. hahaha. :D
DEL: Walau! You announce for who to see huh? :) Got! HAHAH. thats wat 6yrs friends are for! HAHAHA.
Fiona: Your baby is borned already wat! its a laptop! :D

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HELLOOO!!!! :D
GOOD MORNING! :D

Im going crazy over here studying ABT test. Lets hope all the best for me! :(( Although im not very confident! :(

I need my bed, and i need to get up at 6plus again later for school. Life these days has been so sleepless. :( I need my beauty sleep!

Lastly, i seriously have no mood, nothing, and plain lazy to blog. When i have finally one day when im free and bored to death, prolly i will update all the photos at one go. And that is IF theres such a day. HAHAH.

Okay peeps! I love all of you! AND my hubby, Chan Kin Fung Sammul!

(p.s. Del, this photo is more handsome than yours! HAHAHA. :P This one was taken at my hse! )

2008-06-29T15:23:00.000+08:00

TAGS:
DEL: hello! whats up with dat man?! LOL!
HIDAYA: THANK YOU V MUCH, my twin! LOL! THANKS:D
Henry: HAHA! Thanks v much! I understand yr case. You dont tink too much too! I will be fine, soon. :D Anw, you're rejected goods! OKOK! Your "networking" skills is superb. HAHA.
Chiuting: Thanks:D Get well soon!:D
FIONA: Thanks! :D You are wat. HAHA. You are forever the pregnant woman in our heart! HAHAH.

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HELLO:D

Im here to clear the spider webs. LOL! Thanks for all your encouragement. I will pick myself up, soon.

Broke down just now, everything seemed so stressful to me. Thats not me, certainly. I must have faith in myself, i wont not bow down to stress. :) But at least, by crying, i relieved my tensed up emotions.

Today is just a sucky and bloody day. Dont feel like explaining much. But i just hate today so so so much. I realised that being Ms Nice doesnt always means that people will treat u as nice too. Im utterly disappointed today. Very fucked up.

I will be teaching tuition from mon to thurs evenings starting from this coming week, which means, Ms delphine will have to date me for dinner almost everyday! HAHAH. I guess it will be real tiring. And it makes me feel like cutting short my hours at KAP. I find it no longer meaningful to work there. I lost faith. HAI. :(

Anyway, tomorrow Im going to see subra again. FAINTS! :(
Lastly, goof luck to everyone! And start saving the Earth, if you still wanna live on longer on this planet! LOL! :D

Tataz! :D

2008-06-27T02:18:00.000+08:00

I admit im always lucky.
If my name really makes me lucky everytime. why did my luck just disappear?
Why things now just dont go my way?
Upset, i seriously am.

2008-06-26T14:29:00.000+08:00

TAGS:

Chiuting: HELLO?! What stupid dumb dumb? HAHA. Im the smartest on the world! LOL!
Caihua: YA LOR! Sad right? Nvm. We 3 go find new job the next hols okay? And cheer up! I heard from del abt what happen to you! You also v pro! AHHA.
Haozhi: HAHA! Now got pass by liao huh? Or you just wanna link to "D"'s blog huh? LOL! HEHEHE. Hitting on her huh? People dont want your number lar. LOL!
ChaiLeng: Ya lor! In service industry, we often have to face this kind of people one! :( You takecare too!
Fiona: Even better! Cux i know its you! AHAH. Pregnant woman! OOps! LOL!

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HELLO:D

Its back to blogging time. Havent had the mood to blog yesterday. Something happened yesterday that badly hurt my ego yesterday. It made me feel that my life is in an entire mess now. It made me feel that im so useless. Whatever that i got to know today made me realise i couldnt get what i want, and it just made me feel so upset, so wounded, so useless. I will still be the cheerful me in front of everyone, because that is my trademark.

I will try to cheer up, try to buck up. I hope i can. I feel very weak. I dont even know whats up with me nowadays. Whenever i get to sleep, all i have were some mysterious and strange dreams that i would never be able to figure out. And it drains off all my energy and made me feel like i had never slept at all. Really very lethargic these days. And family woes never ends. :(

Anyway, enough of my whining. Had dinner with delphine today and crapped lots of rubbish today. Mr "Henry" cant join us because he had rugby training. LOL! Anyway, seems like Mr "Henry" and our delphine are getting along huh? Just kidding. LOL!

Anyway, was feeling rather down when i was blog-hopping, until i saw Sab's blog. HAHA. What does my name means? Check it out below. And please pray hard for me, for all the best! :D

LOVES:D

What Hui Shan Means

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-06-24T05:21:00.000+08:00

Tags:
Sab: HELLOOOO! THANKS!! HAPPY BDAY TO U!!
Haozhi: AHHA fine lor! You say so many times also never come Kap one! LOL! Only gerald come nia! HAHA.
Caihua: HAHA. Nvm. You can direct all your salary requests to delphine. LOL. She will be in charge of paying you! HAHA. Got time one. Squeeze out jiu have liao!
Fiona: HAHA! I see a lot of tomorrows liao! HAHAH. Seriously wat, haha. Taking one look at english and i know thats yoU! HAH.

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HELLO EVERYONE:D
Im back! LOL!

Its been like a week since i updated! Too lazy, recently! LOL!
School has reopened, and its kinda boring. :(

Anyway, have been working the last week, and celebrating Sab's birthday! AHHA. Had lots of fun. But im lazy to upload the photos. HAHA. So please be patient.:D

Anyway, was busy conducting parties during the last weekend, and met one really nasty and unreasonable customer on saturday.

Her party was an outdoor one. When we reached there we faced many unreasonable requests from her and her husband and her are really arrogant and unreasonable people. And she just ticked us off when we are doing things correctly and for her benefits. And then when we all came back to the store, we received a call saying that she had lost her camera.

And then she indirectly accuse us of taking her camera, which we didnt. And now she actually filed a police report to watch the CCTV at her function room and actually emailed to warn us that if we have her camera now, please return it to her. But anyway, we have a clear conscience and so we do not need to bother. But i somehow just feel that its so unfair to the 4 of us who were at the party. We have integrity, and when we said we didnt take, means we didnt.

And somemore, on that day she put up such a arrogant and rich attitude, why does she need to kick up a big fuss now then? FAINT.

Never ever meet this kind of idiotic customers. They can give you hell. LOL!

Anyway, Happy Birthday SAB! Loves you! :D

2008-06-17T05:08:00.000+08:00

Tags:
Haozhi: He's cute can, and much more handsome than you! Of course i want him lar. HAHA. YY is not mine ok? Is fiona's one. I must say hw many times then you will understand? AHHA.
Fiona: When you have one day that you will guai, i think its going to be the end of the world! HAHA.
FionaLim: AHAH. Wont lar. LOL! I know how to differentiate one! My the other fiona friend types in broken english! HAHA. So easy to see! LOL!
Del: HELLO! Dat time he liked me a lot ok? He dont like sangari, but loves me! HAHA. I can wait till he grows older. Maybe he might be even more handsome! AHAH.

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HELLO:D
Im dying soon. Got sunburnt and body aches from all the "exercising" yesterday. It was a fun and successful crew outing yesterday. HOHOHO!

We were supposed to form a group, and my group are "The Bangalas". LOL! Who asked me and sangari to be in the same team? The 3 stars in kap are always bangalas because we have endless work to do and no one to help us. LOL!

The first game was Poison Ball. And it was quite fun. To think that we the 3 beautiful stars were the first 3 to be out of the game. Such a disgrace. LOL.

Next is the Water game. Im terribly tortured by sharon because she didnt looked where she was throwing the water bags and ended up me getting smashed by all the water bags that she had thrown. Faints.

Next is the longy long speech by Boss. She gave recognition to staff who has performed up to her standards. Of course the stars are included too! HAHAHAH. Because we broke our sales record for last month. :D

Thirdly is the Communication game. Faints. My group actually got the toughest one. And no one knows what was the answer, and of course we lost la. HAHA. We have been losing for all the first 3 games. LOL!

Lastly, is the amazing race! HAHA. It was very fun and it needed a lot of teamwork, which luckily my team has. LOL! We have team spirit, fun, good leader and not forgetting the 2 beautiful stars! HAHAH. :D And boss was quite shocked that we were the first team to return! HAHA. Kap stars also can run one okay?! HAHAH.

And then dinner at Bukit Timah Food Centre, played pool and home sweet home. LOL.
And i was told that today there was a store tour and so i woke up early in the morning to go to KAP. In the end, it was a scam. There was no store tour at all. Wasted my energy! =(

Anyway, im bloody lazy to update any photos! So when theres time, i will do so okay? Meanwhile, i hope that my skin will not peel! :(( And i hope tmr the sentosa trip will not make my skin worst. =((

Takecare! :D