Huishan

2010-01-08T01:46:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, some people really dont deserve to be labelled as a "friend".

If you dont know, let me tell you this.
You dont deserve it.

Super pissed off to the max. Dont need to ask me why. I will not entertain. I will tell you if I want to.

2010-01-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

I NEED A BREAK!

I HATE PROJECTS!

2010-01-06T10:06:00.002+08:00

OMG!

Just finished my FM200 presentation. I really think I did very badly, in terms of the video.
The video is so terrible! AHHH! Feel like killing myself. :(

This week is a busy week! I need more time! Later at night still got to work hard for the ENM project again. :(

I need a massage. My body is aching like hell. Health in the red zone.

I still got lots of mosquito bites on my face when i woke up yesterday night after dozing off on the sofa. Luckily they subsided by this morning, or I will not have come to school already.

And to add on to my previous new year resolutions, i think my first resolution is that i will want to grow more hair!! And hope this will happens. LOL!

2010-01-05T12:27:00.002+08:00

Sickening. Pissed. I think since 2010 started, my posts are filled with much unhappiness. I shall stop this and try to be cool about it.

New Year = New Year Resolutions

ByeBye 2009! Hello 2010!

The past one year has been alright for me, contented as I am, I will still love to be a bit more greedy. HEHEHE.

I wished that this new year will be a even better year for my loved ones, family and friends. I wished i will be prettier, richer and can graduate well this year and join a good company with a good job with good prospects.

Though i do not have any idea what to do after graduation, but I believe life will sort out its own way, i will sort out my own life. LOL.

My New Year Resolutions:
1) Punctuality.
Okay, i admit! I really have problems with this. Havent been really punctual since Day 1 of 2010. But i try. :)

2) Fulfil my wishes.
Be more daring! Must live to make my dreams come true! :)

3) Find a good job after graduation and work hard for a better life!

4) Enter University and be a University graduate and not let people look down on me.

5) Money to keep rolling in so that I can save up.

6) All the best and good health to all my loved ones and friends. :)

7) OH! And i hoped that "xiao ren" will leave me alone! :P

8) Hope that Leong will get into a tough division in army and get tortured! HAHAH! Just kidding.
See, I have learnt to be greedy in 2010. LOL. I hoped next year when i looked back, i have fulfiled them all! LOL!

2010-01-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

Months since i blogged.

Have been really busy to the max. Especially today.

Im just so hopping mad. If you dont know why, come and ask me and i will tell you why.
I fix everything and wholly and only myself. For goodness sake, Im really tired and pissed off to the max.

I just want someone to talk to now. Freaking mad. Logging off.
Tomorrow is CT Ong's class at 8am. Shucks to the core.

2009-11-18T10:01:00.001+08:00

Super duper pissed off to the max.

Cant get it off my chest nor grumble about it.

OMG. Fucking angry.

2009-11-10T16:18:00.001+08:00

One bomb after another.

I think thats how life works. I am freaking out soon.

2009-10-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

Hello! Im here to clear the dust! Long time no see! :D

Attachment has ended, and school has started. This is week2 of school, and i am here experiencing pre-school symptoms, like not able to wake up for school. LOL.

How has school been? Mine has been extremely boring, with very strict lecturers and work piling on even for the first week. Pls save me! In weeks to come, fyp deadlines and common tests are going to come.

If you want your christmas, you have to pass them first.

Anyway, i spent my time recently keep watching Gossip Girls. Its nice! HAHAHA! Someone please tell me when season3 ends, so that i will know. LOL.

Okays, thats all for today. I guess i will update more often since im back in school (i hoped). HAHHA. No promise though. See ya! :D Have a great day! :D

2009-10-03T17:08:00.003+08:00

This whole week is a hectic one. Same goes for next week. Unbelievable because our ITP is coming to an end soon. But i definitely enjoy working with my guys at the office. They are loveable! AHAHA!

Anyway we were brought up by our supervisor Ariel and another SPO to the rooftop for a site inspection and it was really cool but scary. It is also very dangerous. One mistake or slip and you can say byebye to your life. Phew~

Let me allow the pictures to do the talking. Btw, the building we went to was 30storeys high.

This is Mak Teng Loong's back view. Oh, btw he was so scared that he sat down on the roof once hes up there!!! :D

This is Gerald. HAHAHAH! Grass hair boy!

This is Ariel, my supervisor!

All of us crowding!

Views from 30 storeys rooftop.

Water tank inspection! 2m high man!

The mini walkway to walk to the staircase to the roof! We have to passed by all the pumps! :(

Antenna on the roof!

The SPO!

And the rubbish chute! :(

SP interns and me!! Messy hair though!

And lastly, my supervisor and me! :)

This trip has so many funny incidents that made all of us laugh like mad. Especially when the SPO opened the water tank, lizards came running out and all the girls came jumping around on the rooftop which was super dangerous but the most funny thing is Gerald and my supervisor actually held on to the railing tightly afraid that we will push them and fall! HAHAHA!

Okay, thats all for this week. Lets hope I will have a happy and less tiring week next week! :D
Jiayous! :D

2009-09-28T02:10:00.004+08:00

I fell asleep yesterday night because i was too exhausted from all the crying.

Somehow i cannot sleep tonight. I felt super depressed in the morning, but things started to get better in the afternoon where i was alone in Pasir Ris doing my unfinished work.

I am thinking of a lot of things, a lot of questions in my mind. Came across some blogs, makes me couldnt really fathom human minds, well it goes the same for mine too.

Sometimes i feel that i dont understand myself too. What do i really want? What do i really not want? What do i want to do? What makes me happy? Am i trying to deceive people around me and myself also sometimes by doing or saying some particular things? Am i running away from reality at times? What are the meanings of some things in life? Money? Love? Friends? Family?

There are a lot of things i couldnt understand. Couldnt understand how come sometimes some things changes even faster than the weather. There are 101 things that i couldnt understand.

But through these days, i understand one point. Humans are imperfect, and that goes the same for me and everyone else. But who really on this world can stand someone's imperfections? Its such a interesting question that literally stumped me because even i cannot stand the imperfect side of myself.

2009-09-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

I really dont know how.

Everything that i have did, that i have done went or are all wrong.

Thanks for everyone who celebrated with me for my 19th birthday. I really appreciate it. Thanks alot. And sorry to those who shared the presents for me.

I honestly thinks that the birthday is just not my day. Perhaps i should not celebrate from next year onwards. Because every year it just seemed so wrong.

2009-09-23T01:57:00.001+08:00

Work. Tuition. KAP.

The same routine every week. I am sick and tired of it.

Im seriously exhausted. I am not Iron Girl.

2009-09-23T00:45:00.002+08:00

Okay. Heres my wishlist. At least, these are the things which i think i need or want now. HAHAHA.

So ppl, please help me to fufil it. HAHAHA.

1) Money, money and more money! (nobody will ever think its enough.)
2) IC (I just lost it!)
3) Bags, bags and more bags! (My bag is falling apart soon!)
4) Sequinned pumps (My shoes are spoiling, and sequinned pumps looked real pretty! Provided i know how to take care. : )
5) Wallet (As i have said, i just lost it!)
6) Clothes, clothes and more clothes! (Girls will never say no to this! :D)
7) Makeup and cosmetics! (i welcome all kinds from nail polishes to mascaras! LOL!)
8) Thumbdrive? (Because im using Del's currently, hahahah!)
9) Spectacles (checked!)
10) Bomber Jacket (checked!)

Counting down to 2 more days... :D

2009-09-19T15:59:00.002+08:00

Fucking ass pissed off yesterday. It was such a super unlucky day yesterday. Lost my wallet, rained whether i went and stopped whenever i stopped. I cannot imagine i lost my wallet. I only managed to save my ezlink card. And my IC and the rest are all gone. Lucky that theres no money inside, but just the replacement of the IC will kill me. HAI. I hope a kind soul will return it to me. :(

Lets talk about something happier! My birthday is coming in less than a week. LOL. Im gonna celebrate with my family tomorrow. LOL!

My schedule for next week is super super packed man.

The whole week i will not be in the office but doing site visits outside.

Wednesday - Meeting Limin to celebrate.
Thursday - Meeting Leong to celebrate.
Friday (actual day) - Meeting girlfriends to celebrate.
Saturday - Meeting KAP friends to celebrate.

I think i will be super duper tired after work. LOL. Imagine whole day outside running around. LOL. Im gonna reach the last year of the teenage years. But im not alone. HEHEHE. Im the last among my girls. AHAHAH! OOPS!

I hope i will have the mo-ti-va-ti-on to post up the pictures after next week. I HOPED. LOL.

I did not know how i lost my wallet, but if its a pickpocket, i hoped his or her children next time will have no buttocks. LOL!

2009-09-09T10:45:00.003+08:00

*edits*

Im freaking tired.

Tuition on Tuesday evenings and Saturday mornings. KAP on Saturday afternoons.
Why am i so bloody hardworking? Im gonna die from exhaustion.

OMG. Im going out to site tomorrow again. Yesterday the trip to Pasir Ris Punggol nearly killed me. DAMN.

Tomorrow is to go to Tampines. Lets hope i will survive tomorrow. :(
My legs are breaking~

6PM, faster come. :)
I am going to spend my birthday at work, and not inside the office, but at site.
So shit. :(

2009-09-03T13:43:00.002+08:00

Im blogging at work! OMG. Unbelievable.

My boss is not looking. LOL. :P

Sometimes i just dont understand a lot of things, a lot of words, a lot of thoughts and also how come people just cannot let go of the past.

People come and go, things happened and passed, and i personally felt that theres more important and significant things to remember and to be happy about.

Whatever has passed is past. No matter how much you are going to say or talk about it or reminiscing it, its still the PAST. It will not change anything that is before this second.

People should let go of the past to be happy or become happy. Thats my opinion lar. In all, i feel that we should forgive and forget to be happy. :)

2009-08-30T17:23:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day to enjoy. Now is nearly 6pm. I only have twelve hours more before i wake up and face my first day of my attachment. But im only freaking awake for 2 hours only. So shit. LOL.

Guys, please bless me with a good headstart - dont be late tomorrow.

2009-08-28T02:23:00.000+08:00

OMG! Its a terrible week.

Didnt expect to fall sick straight after BMD exam.

Before BMD exam i only got a slight sore throat. Who knows it will mutate to a cough and fever and lastly stomach infection? LOL. Make me vomit at 4am ystd night.

I didnt expect to waste my last week of hols like that before i go for my attachment. How sad. I thought I can play my guts out before i go for my attachment starting from next week. But i have been sleeping my three days away. HAI.

What a bad timing to get sick, and my stomach is really weak. :(

2009-08-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

BMD, please go into my head. :(

Tomorrow is the day liao. :(

2009-08-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

BMD, you suck.

Please let me pass you. :(

2009-08-20T04:44:00.000+08:00

Im going with Delphine to an adventure walk later in less than 10hrs time.

Hope we dont get lost. LOL!

And someone is stalking my blog. HAHAHA! I miss you, goldfish!

I miss my friends. Long time since we met up. Perhaps should organize more activities this year. :D

Halloween, Christmas and more! I know goldfish is very happy! HAHAH!

I think im not sober anymore. Time to sleep. ;D

2009-08-19T01:12:00.001+08:00

Bye bye FYP 1.

Its amazing how fast half a year had passed. From nothing, no concrete idea, to establishing a green condominium model and then the presentation day.

Presentation today did not turn out to be as scary as i thought. But nevertheless, i still felt nervous.

FYP1 is over. Next thing to work hard for is BMD exam on next tuesday. Lets hope i still have the motivation to work hard for that. :(

After exams i will be posted to EM services for attachment. Kim Tian Road, is just so inconvenient, but i have got no choice. :(

Lets hope all the best for me. :(

2009-08-18T04:32:00.000+08:00

1.5 more hours to FYP presentation on 18.08.09 2pm.

God, please bless me. :(

Can blogger pls let me post it on the original date and not one day before?

HAI.

Please wish me luck. :(

2009-08-02T06:33:00.000+08:00

Im sorry.

I didnt mean it.

Hope you understand.

2009-07-23T02:16:00.000+08:00

Today is a bad day. Even blogger also bully me.