- hiie hiie -

haiix.. recently v moody.. haiix.. dis whole wkend cant c hiim siia.. haiix.. wad shd ii do?? ii recently became v moody and zii bii.. why the people ii liike 1st always wun liike miie..? ii feel like living in hallauctions dese days.. and became v sad.. and lost all energy tuu do anithings.. haiix.. sad ritess? haiix.. wad shd ii do..? haiix.. ii realli jus v happi iif ii gt hiis blog or frenster.. but ii hab neither.. sad sia.. iim reallii lost.. how ii wiish.. ii could jus see hiim jus once.. duriing diis wkend.. =(( perhaps ii shd realii giib up tuu make moiiself suffer less.. summore hes surrounded by the gers hu dont liike miie.. haiiss..

[[ lost. depressed. perhaps ii shd giib up euu.. ]]
- but can ii..? -

♥ 5:52 PM

- hiie hiie -

sad period of moii life.. haiix.. perhaps no fate reallii means no fate.. haiix.. =(( ii hate moiiself.. why the one ii liike 1st wun liike miie de.. sobbs.. haiix.. but dono lei.. ii oso nt dat ke wang tuu be wiid hiim.. juss c hiim once or twiice a day is sufficiient.. sabiie says its true love.. cux ii dont even care if he nw has a stead or wad.. perhaps he miite go n fiind one.. but as long as hes happi.. im contented.. a quote from tong xin yuan.. * to like is to love a little.. but to love is tuu like alot.. *
and * why have euu left? isit e wind have brought euu away.. etc..* haiix.. suan ler.. ii realii don hope fer much.. only tuu c hiim once a day at least.. iim happii.. haiix.. *chiildiish miie* ii guess even iif i jus hab his bit of news everiiday ii oso v happi.. haiix..

[[ deep iinsiide miie.. empty.. ]]
[[ lost.. deep deep iin.. ]]

♥ 4:12 PM

- hiie hiie-

ii guess ii habb tuu wriite down all moii feeliings here b4 turniing iin tuuniite.. haiiss.. earlii iin e morniin kanna scld by a siao char bo.. blame miie no pass her her mediiciine ystd.. siao de.. den nvm.. heard frm moii fren say dat moii 2 other frenx unhappii wid miie.. why unhappii? becux dey tiink dat iim liike forciing them tuu study.. perhapps iim realii tuu unreasonable.. but ii realli wanna them tuu score well.. 1 wanna go gd poly take dono wad designin course den 1 wanna go jc.. but both slack til so jialat.. how? stil can play maple fer nites.. esp durin nites of exams.. perhaps euu all blame miie.. tiink dat iim jus being proud showiin off moii results.. but ii wann iis realii dat euu all score well.. seriiously.. iim a v practical person.. iif ii dont care abt euu.. ii wont care about eur academics.. ii wont even waste moii saliva tuu ask euu tuu study hard.. but durin e examination periiod.. i keep pushiin euu all is fer wad? for moiiself?? but aniway siince euu all fiind dat iim been v e annoying.. den fiine ii shall stop lo.. siince ppl dont appreciate.. like wad she say.. if dey dont study hard.. its deir future hu suffer.. but ii dont wan dat tuu happen.. but now.. haiis.. suan ler lar.. ii only can say.. O level arent euu tink dat easy.. trust miie.. and heard dat our yr is gonna be a difficult yr.. haiis.. best wishes.. but ii jus wanna euu tuu noe dat.. even iif euu tink dat ii dont hab e stand tuu push euu tuu study.. iim oso not ur punch bag tuu vent ur frustrations on.. euu dont always scld ur frenx when euu angri.. euu dont always scld ppl hu nv offended euu.. get it?

[[ sunk. dropped. dead. ]]

♥ 3:25 PM

- hiie hiie -

heyss.. long time no blogg lerr.. ii till now still v confused.. perhaps moi old problem came bck again.. haiss.. ii hate siia.. but ii cant control.. ii dont noe huu ii luve and liike.. i cant differ wads luve and like.. haiis.. wad shd ii do..?? ii wiish ii could jus leave everithing as if like it is and jus run off.. but ii noe its iimpossiible.. haiix.. hu could help miie fiind moii way..?
wad shd ii do..? hmm.. perhaps iits tiime ii fiind moii luve consultant agaiin.. hahax.. haiisss.. so fan..!! ii hate moiiself..!!

[[ wads luve..? do ii understand luve..? ]]

♥ 10:47 AM

- hii3 hii3 -

longiie tiime noo blogg lerr.. lolss.. andd now iim waiitiing ferr datt tuupiid miic's replyy.. recently.. ii borrowed a book from moii sch liibrary.. chiinese de.. but iits v niice.. iit teaches abt humans' thiinkiing.. iit made miie from sumbodii hu was quiite ambiitious of gettiing promoted tuu jus beiin contented as a crew.. iit teaches miie a lot.. and dat book reallii relate alot tuu eur daiily liife.. another book ii tiink iis v good iis the engliish versiion of the chiicken soup.. ferr the couples' soulss.. dat book has alot off touching and romantiic luve storiies.. sum made miie drop moii tears tuu.. hahax.. dese books are the books whiich iim now readiing.. hahax.. cnt iimagiine ii wiill read riites?? hahax..
diis mth's bday gers are jiingser and jasmiine.. hahax.. can crack our braiins on wad tuu buy fer em lerr..
okiie larr.. stopp here ler.. tmr gt sch nehxx.. den habb tuu striive hard agaiin.. gambettee!!!
takariess.. miz yaz..

[[ moii heart iis dead.. could ii fiind the luve dat ii desiire or the guy ii wiill luve again..? ]]
[[ when wiill moii priince charmiing cum..? or wiill he nv cum..? ]]

♥ 7:50 AM

- hiie hiie!! -

recently not feeling tuu good.. dono why.. hahax.. and im sure.. teckliang doesnt too.. hahax.. and the new mp3 dat i jus bought spoiled.. hahax.. wonder wad tuu do wid it.. lols.. teckliang v poor thing.. jus be a manager fer 2days nia.. white hair alreadi wanna grow out ler.. haixx.. sad hors?? can understand dat he wanna be a good manager oso v difficult.. now he wants tuu hang out wid the crew like us.. oso cannot euu noe?? haixx.. and he mux be v secretive ler.. he's a gd guy.. but hab tuu go thru all dis.. so sad fer him.. hes oso scared dat he mite say out mac's top secrets which we should not know.. but oso v e stressed fer him lo.. haixx.. so ke lian.. i bought moi mp3 at 149.. good functions.. can read stories.. read lyrics.. and look at photos.. so good rites?? hahax.. lolss.. haix.. moi report book back ler.. i top moii cls.. moi mum v happi.. but topping e cls wid jus 67.4% oso not sth v honourable.. hope i can score better next semester ba.. haixx.. moi hp accessory e star oso turn black.. den moi hp e back cover oso brk.. den gt 1 part stuck inside.. sad lar.. now oso dono how.. haixx.!!! so jialat..!! really not in a gd mood lo.. haixx..

[[ awaiting fer e nicest rainbow in e nicest snow.. ]]
[[ but it wun exist.. ]]

s h a n ii e # o8
s i g nn ii n g o f f..

♥ 11:53 AM

- hiie hiie!! -

recently not feeling tuu good.. dono why.. hahax.. and im sure.. teckliang doesnt too.. hahax.. and the new mp3 dat i jus bought spoiled.. hahax.. wonder wad tuu do wid it.. lols.. teckliang v poor thing.. jus be a manager fer 2days nia.. white hair alreadi wanna grow out ler.. haixx.. sad hors?? can understand dat he wanna be a good manager oso v difficult.. now he wants tuu hang out wid the crew like us.. oso cannot euu noe?? haixx.. and he mux be v secretive ler.. haixx.. so ke lian.. i bought moi mp3 at 149.. good functions.. can read stories.. read lyrics.. and look at photos.. so good rites?? hahax.. lolss.. haix.. moi report book back ler.. i top moii cls.. moi mum v happi.. but topping e cls wid jus 67.4% oso not sth v honourable.. hope i can score better next semester ba.. haixx.. moi hp accessory e star oso turn black.. den moi hp e back cover oso brk.. den gt 1 part stuck inside.. sad lar.. now oso dono how.. haixx.!!! so jialat..!! really not in a gd mood lo.. haixx..

[[ awaiting fer e nicest rainbow in e nicest snow.. ]]
[[ but it wun exist.. ]]

s h a n ii e # o8
s i g nn ii n g o f f..

♥ 11:53 AM