Simplicity is beauty.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

OMG! ARE WE GOING TO PRESENT LATER FOR IWD?
IM SO DEAD.

Although i have done up the whole design of the web site but i do not have the courage to flash it and present in front of the whole class man!

Plus i actually put Jun and Jessie as my spokesperson for the company. IM DEAD. So paiseh to present in front of my class about the content that i put of them. AH.

SO UNLUCKY! I hope we dont need to present. I hoped it wont be my turn. :(

♥ 4:29 AM

Monday, January 28, 2008

I HATE SELF CENTRED PEOPLE.
wahaha. if you think you know who am i talking about, keep that in your heart.

Self centred people dont give care and concern to other people around them, and they are also inconsiderate.

But too bad, they are always living in their tiny weeny world, thinking that they are some kind of princes or princesses, and that they are always the one and only person on Earth and that they are the one always right. Whatever they want, they must get it. Ah. What logic is this?

Anyway, enough of ranting. As del says, we should spent some quality time on useful things instead of being so crazy over some things or people that you know is impossible. So i spent time resting myself today at home and rushed through my whole IWD project.

AND IM PROUD TO SAY THAT I HAVE FINISHED DESIGNING MY WEBSITE! HOHO!
it was so fun using dreamweaver. ;)

Anyway, thanks to peeps who showed me concern knowing that im sick. ;) LOVE YOU!
This coming week will be full of deadlines to meet, and full of work to clear up, since im so lagging behind.

LETS SEE WHAT AM I STILL LEFT WITH:
1. Econs tutorials 9 and 10.
2. Econs Proj, 1 more article to go.
3. Econs quizzes, 8, 9 and 10.
4. Law tutorials 4 and 5.
5. CRM Presentation slides.

All by Friday. :( Happy new year to me.

AND im going to teach tuition on Mon-Wed nights. Looks like im really going to burn midnight oil to make sure i can finish all of these on time. :P

Good luck to me, and to everyone. Hope all of you enjoy a good Monday tomorrow, and no Monday Blues. LOL. Stay tuned. ;)

♥ 4:18 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

IM HAPPY! VERY HAPPY! I promised not to commit the same mistake again. Im happy i get this chance. The best outcome!

Thanks to all of you who gave me your good luck! LOL. And sorry for making you all worried! AND happy now that everything is over!! YAY!

I LOVE YOU ALL! HOHOHO!

Now, i just finished struggling preparing the final presentation slides and scripts for my group for IS tomorrow. SAD can? Im doing all the work. Can vomit blood liao. HAI. As del says, we will meet this type of people often and more. So we shouldn't blame. LOL. All of them are so un-gentlemen man. LOL.

Wish me good luck okay? Hope i will do well for my presentation tomorrow. And best of luck to those who are getting their results tomorrow. Skline, remember to sms tmr straight one you get your results okay? I will be praying very hard for you! HAHA. And myself too. HAHA.

Everyday is gonna be a happy day. So as tomorrow.

♥ 5:42 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

OH! I so loved this phone! Will anyone be willing to get it for me as Early birthday present or Valentine's Surprise? LOL. Just Joking. ;)

GIRLS, GUYS, PEEPS, GANG
i love you all so so so much! i now then finally realised that im so lucky to have you all.
AND to own the best things that one could ever have on Earth.

LOL. Seemed mushy huh?

Anyway, quite depressed now anyway. What to do? Worried for wednesday. Hope it turns out well. If not, im dead. Real dead.

I know everyone will be praying for me. Hope im lucky for that day. I really needed some good luck on Wednesday. God, please bless me. :(

Depressed doesnt equals to no smiles. Smiles are inexpensive, but it can be a very nice present to everyone you see in a day. At least, it makes people feel at ease that you are not upset.

♥ 4:22 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

Leong told me this,

I have a lot of people who are behind me supporting me. I know who are they. Thanks! Real thanks! I felt better now.

I love you all!

Anyway, time to blog about Sunday!

Jun, Jessie, Chinxing, Jialing, Del and i went to town for shopping! LOL. So happy. A lot of humourous things happened on the way and back. Especially Jessie and Jiajun. HAHA. As they had progress in their relationships! ;)

Del and i shopped till drop just to get Jessie a suitable top for new year. Del and i on the other hand was fast at getting our dresses. We got them at the second shop that we stepped in once we reached Far East. This shows that we are the undefeatable shopping queens! But we were really beaten down by Jessie. Can really shop till drop with her and with nothing in hand! LOL. Jun, on the other wise, got a pair of pants. LOL.

Today we realised the common traits between the 2 of them and why they are so compatible as a couple. HAHA. Its a secret. ;)

Del and i were the paparazzi for today on the headlines of Jessie and Jiajun's Marriage! LOL. And the pictures we had managed to secretly captured are all of good quality!

Let's let the pictures tell the story..

Faraway photo of them together.

Close up photo of 2 couples. HEHE.

The 2 of them together in the bus, and hugging each other when the bus stops. HEE.

HAHA. I shall not talk anymore in case i got killed by some unknown person. HAHA.
Stay tuned for more photos on the Couple. Night!

♥ 4:29 PM

Life is full of ups and downs.
Who can predict what will happen tomorrow? Its unforeseenable.

Im upset. Im stressed. Im tired. Im unintentional. Im sick. Im poor. Im whatever.
Thats ME.

Thanks for cheering me up, peeps. I know who you are. ;) You are the sweetest bunch of friends i have ever had. Real sweet.

Im just so down on my luck, so deserving it, so orbi-quack and what not? I didnt really wanted this to happen. But it has indeed happened, and theres no chance for me to turn back. Now, what i wished is that i can get my chance to redeem myself and start afresh again. I promised to be better if i gt a second chance.

Im someone who dont follow the rules. Yes, thats ME.
Im someone who's not disciplined. Yes, thats ME.
Im someone who just loves to play. Yes, thats ME.

But now, i would hoped that i can follow back the rules which i used to broke. Rather than now, being so directionless in life. Waking up to find myself in another day, wasting away my life.

Some things that are actually a luxury in life might seemed very important to you. But once you face a fallback in your life, you no longer think so. Actually some things which are simple, can actually be the most difficult things that you can achieve or accomplish in life.

I just want a second chance. Really badly.

♥ 3:48 AM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

HAI. still stressed up. Darn moody these days. Dont ever think you're seeing the HAPPY me always if im smiling. Thats my cover. Try making me angry and you'll see what happens. x)

I know everyone is trying very hard to cheer me up despite knowing or not knowing what had happened to me. And i have tried very hard to either show or pretend that im real happy. In some cases, of cause my mood had lightened up.

Yesterday, went on a date with Leong. Decades since we went out. LOL.

Dont ever watch the movie "Clover Field". Its just so sickening. The storyline is nice, but its a stupid idea to be hand filmed by one of the actors, as he was fleeing from the city and stumbling all over. Dinner was nice at Swensens, but expensive too. Supper was at Geylang's famous shop. I loved the soya bean drinks and beancurd and whatever food they served there since young. All the food sold there are delicious and so different from outside. :) The shop was originally at Lorong 1, but it moved to Lorong 27A and so we walked through all the streets of Geylang, and i felt so insecure. LOL. But there were many shops selling duck rice and duck's body parts. LOL. Scary.

Today, was working as usual. And was happy to see Skline and Fiona. Went to catch a fast lunch with them at KFC, and then they came back for me at 5pm after going to Np's Open House. Fiona gave me the Np pencil case and a donut. Though it was not bought by them, it was still sweet of them to think of me. ;) In return, i made them 2 crafting balloons. LOL. Went to Bugis and eat dessert, as to Fiona's recommendation, and it was really nice. But i think i have a weak stomach. So by mixing all the desserts together, my tummy is really upset, and starting to have diarroeha. AH! Then we went to shop!!! Its a good way to let go and unwind!

Del and i bought tights and a top from FOX. I bought another one from one of the shops at Bugis street. Today seemed to be Eating Day as after Desserts we went to eat Popcorn Chicken, Coconut Juice and Corn! LOL.

Tomorrow is another fun day too, I guessed. As we're going to shop for Jessie's new year clothings!! HAPPY!

These 2 days had been very nice. HEE! Thanks everyone, for loving me! I loved you all too! Thanks to all those who cared! Boo to all those who jeered!

♥ 4:35 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

Im just a walking zombie. Someone who seemed alive in the outside and dead in the inside.

♥ 6:42 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

AHH! I feeling so so so down now!

When im with friends and family, as long as Im with someone, i still feel okay. At least, not that bad.

But once Im alone, i feel superb duper depressed. I feel so scared, so lonely. Im just being super emo.

Who can make me become optimistic again?

:(

Anyway, went to Causeway with Delphine and Jessie just now. Had KFC for dinner, as according to Jessie's wishes. And she herself said this:

I WILL ADMIT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH JIAJUN! if i finished my food..
And sad to say, indeed i did finished. HAHA. Too bad. LOL.

Delphine and I each bought a bra. HAHA. Thats what sisters are for. To buy bras together. LOL.

Anyway, my group had done our IAC presentation. As usual, we were shot by the lecturer like mad. Tomorrow the 1COMT lecturer wants to see our powerpoint. Hope we wont get shot again. HAI.

Labels: National Day's Theme

♥ 2:15 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Today is a long, sad, happy day.

Long day because all the sad and the things that i wanted least to happen, happened. And i couldnt take it at all, serious.

Sad, because i really cannot imagine whats going to happen in the future. Im too weak, afraid to say anything now, nor break the news to my friends and family.

Happy, because despite all that, i managed to wear a forced smile on my face, and they too, accompanied me for the whole evening and brought me happiness.

Maybe some of you all knew or guessed what has happened to me. But regardless of what, i really do not know how to face it. I know some of you will say I deserve it and its true lar. But right now, i do not have the courage to face up, nor accept the harsh comments of " I deserved it" now. Give me time, and i will break the news once Im ready. Please forgive me, especially my close friends for not letting you all know the news first.

Nevertheless, today was a nice evening out with you girls, at least it lighten up my mood a bit. Guys who knew my situation, thanks for keeping it a secret. At least, i used retail therapy today to make myself feel better. But it is not cheap for this type of therapies.

Nevertheless, it was a fun day yesterday. Too bad Jiajun could not join us for the sumptous dinner we had yesterday at Swensens, as he wanna be a good kid at home. LOL.

I'll stop my craps and let the photos do the talking..

Chocolate Fondue for desserts! ( We forgot to take photos of the main course!)

Romantic huh? To share among the 4 of us.

Did you see something that is very emphasised in the picture? A fruit that is yellow! HAHA.

Delphine wanting to take revenge on the bananas!

Me enjoying the marshmallows!

There are still some more videos that i never upload, and they are really hilarious. So if you wanna see them, get it from me!

Okay, with this, i wish everyone a good night and me happy chionging my law tutorial! Stay tuned!

♥ 3:20 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

WAA. i nearly died while chiong-ing for my Econs project.
Lucky for Jun and Leong. IF not im dead. LOL. Thanks v much!!

I couldnt find a place to print my articles today, and the computer at the printing shop is down. But lucky, we r able to go up to Jun's house and print. And i managed to print my articles in colour! HEE. Its so funny while at his house. He has basically nothing in his room to play, except for a computer. It might looked as if his room is real neat, but the scary truth is in his locked cupboards.. LOL.

This is his usual hobby when hes at home.. Holding a bowl of rice and sit on his bed and strike a pose. LOL. He's sure gonna kill me if he sees his picture here. :P

But its worth a good laugh. LOL.

Leong helped me alot because he helped me draw some of the decor. I didnt really know how to draw. As you know, my art sucks.

Finally its done. HAHA. IM so proud of it. HAHA. And i hate delphine, for saying that i will burn down the whole house when im burning the design for my articles. HATE YOU!

Lastly, tomorrow is monday blues again. LOL. Hope i will be happy tomorrow. SUBRA! AH!! I hate you!

AH. Another thing very nice that happened is that Boss gave me 2 pairs of Hello Kitty!! YAY! Love you, Boss! The next one i wanna get is those toys that she got from Taiwan and Hongkong. AHHA~!

Okay, stay tuned for tomorrow's news on Monday blues. LOL~ Night. :]

♥ 5:22 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Im just too sick and tired these days. Lots of work and stuffs to be completed. Duh.
Tomorrow im working at ten again, and im just so fed up somehow today by someone but also enjoyed work today because i had fun, teasing people. LOL.

AH! Im supposed to hand in my econs project on monday. Its gonna be individual work. DUH. Waihon is not going to help me again, this time. I bet hes going crazy because im always not able to meet up with them, because im working.

I need to chiong tomorrow for the project. Need to print articles and analyse and blah. But i dont even know how to analyse the articles can? HAI. IM DEAD DEAD DEAD. I guess i might leave early from work tomorrow.

I still dont know what is needed to be done for IWD and lots. I seriously got alot to catch up. I need the time, but i need the money too. Its just all too cramped. Nevertheless, i wished CNY will come faster, but this will mean that exams will arrive sooner too.

I just got news that my exams will be on 20feb to 22feb. HAHA:> Three consecutive days, huh? But nevertheless, i have one whole bloody week to study, and i make sure i will study hard.

MY DVD IS GETTING ME CRAZY! I just wanna watch Coffee Prince, but the dvd seemed to be jamming all the time. Hate it so much.

Okay, im going to turn in soon. I cannot be late tomorrow, if not im dead meat. HAHA.
Stay tuned guys, and have a good night! ;)

♥ 5:51 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008

Oh yea. I changed a new blogskin today, and this makes me feel happy.

Today is such a long day, and i spent all my time on the bus sleeping. Incredible huh? Im too worn out these days. Being so busy and tired, yet couldnt turn in to sleep at night. Insomnia is following me. Ah!

Got the pictures for Xmas from Jiajun today, but yet lazy to post. xD Thats me. Getting more and more lazy. Im so sad, and worried. Some of my classmates already gotten debarred, and hes one of my bestest friends in class. Im very sad. Poly life is just so competitive. My class seems to be shrinking in size. One by one just go off. Saddening.

Today Chinxing, Jialing, Jiajun, Me went all the way down to Tampines to find Leong and settled our dinner at a kopitiam. HAHA. I thought we will eat something special since we travelled a long way down. Sad. The bus rides to Tampines was so long. Jiajun is energetic enough to not fall asleep in bus. Unlike me, im already sleeping like a pig beside him on bus 23 already. AH. And that Chinxing once again took some stupid photos of me sleeping. AH.

Today we didnt managed to present for IAC. So we have to do it on Wednesday. For 1COMT speech wise, i didnt really do well either as i got a topic that i did not know how to develop on, and that is air transportation. LOL. Aeroplanes? HA.

Tomorrow is CRM presentation. Once again, hope that i have the luck to do well. HA. Although i know i wont panic. LOL. Anyway, tomorrow is a big day. LOL.

I feel so bad, that i never joined Fiona and Delphine for dinner today. Sorry. ;)
Okay, i hope everyone have a good day ahead tomorrow. And me, happy tommorow. xD

♥ 4:28 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

HAHA. I ended up losing money. My god! We really cannot underestimate a couple's power. HA! Chinxing and Delphine won while Jessie and i lost money! HAI. Sad.

Anyway, i ended up having some god brothers and sister-in-law. HAHA. That is Jiaxing, Jiajun and Jessie. HAHA.

Today is such a fun day. LOL. Lots of jokes and stuffs.
I hoped tomorrow will turn out to be a good day. With IAC presentation as well as 1COMT speech. God bless me. HAI.

Lastly, Happy Birthday Mindy!! HAHA. Mario is the best! LOL.

♥ 4:02 PM

HELLO! i know everyone missed me now. Its been long since i updated. HAHA.
Im too busy recently. With lots of work, falling sick, and lots of events going on. My 2008 started bustling!

Countdown for 2008 on last Monday night, then Leong, Jiajun, Chinxing, Jiaxing and Cheekit came to my house to play mahjong. Fun night because i won 10bucks, same for Leong. Then friday we went to Queensway, in e end only Jiajun bought one top, as he claimed hes rich. HAHA. But i have to say he looked good in that. HA. Before meeting them, i went to NP's Alumni to have a nice lunch with my dearest classmates. HAHA.

Weekends was a chore as I worked terribly hard, but nevertheless, Sunday i went with the usual gang to have steamboat at Boon Keng. HAHA. And we all crapping about Jiajun's chance and Delphine and other stuffs.

Yesterday went to took a blood test as instructed by the doctor, and was diagnosed with low blood. Now my wound became a blue black bruise. HAI. But nevertheless, i got a free kbox treat from Jiaxing. HAHA. Thanks Jiaxing! We were all so high yesterday because we were all singing for Jessie and Jiajun!

And today, they are all here at my house playing mahjong. LOL. And im here to quote Jiajun's quote. He said this, "My house is Jessie's house, Jessie's house is Shan's house, Shan's house is Leong's house. So in all we are all interlinked and then we can enter everyone's house. OMG. aha. Okay, i shall end my post and hope I can win off everyone's money too!! SHH!!

♥ 10:44 AM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

AHH. Suddenly i recalled something that my friend told me about. I guessed its one of my weaknesses.

Perhaps if i find that im not into the group, or that im not close with you or a gang of friends, i will never hang out with them or go out with them. HAHA.

But i must change this weak point of mine, so that i can befriend more people. xD

LASTLY, HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2008 WILL BE BETTER!
whatever good that happens in 2007, let it stay and continue in 2008.
whatever bad that happens in 2007, please erase it off.

ps: i darn hate that balloon. wheres my pictures? if you dont give me pictures, i will not return u yr straightener!! AHAH. its a threat. xD

♥ 4:46 PM