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rely on me.
i'm your soul.

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I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my five girls too, :D
Born on 25.o9.90
Is a Libran
Now in Ngee Ann Poly, FMB

strike out.

I want to be pretty
I wanna be rich
I wanna be slim

hearts talking;



alternative exits.

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SAME EGG CRACK DAY - IDA

LAUGHING FRIEND - FIO

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Friday, January 26, 2007

okie.

why everybody have so many problems? haii. im gonna start my new job at 3pm. i wonder whether i will like it anot. haii. god, lucky leong is accompanying me to go.. damn scared sia. no matter what, i must be brave! im starting from the v basics over there. i hope i'll be fine. lol.

gonna have our class bbq at 30jan. wonder why do we meet so early when our bbq is at night? lol. is the bbq gonna last for the whole day? better request not to work on that day better.

okie, everyone, wish me luck for tmr!! and im gonna be free after 2 more days! =)

anyway, fahrenheit is coming to SG today!! wow!! i love em!! im crazy. lol. how i wish i could see Wu zun. but the chance is basically, ZERO! lol.

and ida, stop fa-lun-hai-ing my idol okie? lol.


3:08 AM


Thursday, January 25, 2007

okie.

i wanna thank all of you who have been there for me. Like my family, Teckseng(dont say i never mention you), Jasmine, Choonleong, Jiaxing, Chiuting, JiaJun, Delphine, Kahleng and lotsa of people more.

Because of all of you, it makes my quarentined nights easier to pass. Like Teckseng, jiaxing, Delphine, Kahleng, Jasmine and Chiuting. Thanks for keeping me accompany thru smses and thru phone calls to make me feel less bored. And i must thanks 1 person, for whom might not read this blog, thanks for buying me Tank's newest album just because of my anyhow passed remark that i said i wanted that album. It makes me feel that every word that i said, is important to you, and it makes me feel v touched as a fren of yours and of course not saying that you passed it to me in the late night personally at my doorstep. Lastly, thanks for gathering everyone to come my house to accompany me to play mahjong tonight. I really had fun and appreciated that, and thanks to everyone who turned up.

My family were there for me during this period, especially my daddy and mummy. They made sure that im not alone at home no matter what happens and ensure my safety. I finally understood how lucky i am.

Leong-ge, YES! im talking about you! i know u will forever not read this blog of mine, but thanks for being there for me. i also hope that you could realise that you are very important to everyone of us, n not forgetting to look us up in times of emergency!!


1:48 AM


Monday, January 22, 2007

okay. alot of things happened overnight.

looks like im wrong about my life being bored, instead, its starting to get scary.
for those who have known, what happened to me, i gotta be "quarantined" for 7 nights at home. and i will be only safe till after CNY. i wondered why no1 believe me at the start when i said something is wrong and drag till now that the matter is getting out of hand.

and i dint know that i had those kind of ability actually since i was borned, till today.

anyway, i wanna thank a friend, for whatever he has done for me today, even if its just a few simple smses to ask about me and just buying a few simple hairclips fer me and encouraging me, it meant alot.

well, although i might not have luck, but im lucky n fortunate and thanks god for letting me have these best friends by my side when im down.


12:42 AM


Saturday, January 20, 2007

okay.

i went for another sushi feast today. but today is with chiuting, roy and jiajun. lol. haha. and we went to shop for new yr clothes. dono whether isit i hab no mood or wad, but i only managed to buy 2 tops. lol. and a new zinc bag for now use. lol.

gotta do up my hair, probably re-dying and perming, buy bottoms, actually dono wanna buy boots anot. perhaps just buying long shorts n heels. and alot more like accessories and bags. lol. but today i hab alot of fun shopping with chiuting. lol. 2 shopping queens on the move! lol. anyway, who knows perhaps my new yr clothes will be all red or black? lol.

tomorrow gonna go pray pray. ahha. recently, theres alot of things happening to me and around me. better to play safe. haha.

okie. im so sian. lol. no luck in finding job. shd i really go n work at cafe cartel?


2:11 AM


Friday, January 19, 2007

okay.

today's sushi feast was a big success! i guess sakae sushi is gonna lose money. haha.

we ate so much that we are like so stuffed up full. lol. the waitresses were like clearing endless plates from our table. haha. and i really miss sabb, fiona and hidaya. lol.

after today i wonder when can we meet up again especially with everyone so busy. lol. haha. but nevertheless it proves that the five of us will never part! congrats to this endless friendship!! lol.

its indeed a great day today. haha. knowing more about Ngee Ann polytechnic. certainly want to join that poly and join NRA as my cca. lol. im so looking forward to poly life. but i havent had enough of my holiday, and im certainly not very looking forward to my results. lol.

so at the end of the day, should i join toursim, masscom, film sound n video or business studies? lol. what a headache.


2:02 AM


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

okie. i really feel tired being a good and perfect friend in your eyes.

i dont know why. but anyone can criticize or put me down except for you. i dont know is it you or me who is changing. but i just dont understand every word of criticism that comes out of your mouth hurts my heart.

its difficult being a perfect friend in your eyes. and you wouldnt share your burden with me. who exactly will have the key to your heart?

i dont like to quarrel with you, nor see you quarreling with others. neither do i want to see you frown. perhaps you would never know, but you are already a major role of my life, and the rest too.

i cant imagine losing you this friend, because i've over-relied on you.
who should i ask if i lost my way? who should i talk to if i have a love problem? who shall i go to if i have unsolved problems? who shall accompany we girls to go out? who can i play around and tease? and where can i see the smile that lightens up my mood for the whole day again? and who will always hit me on the head and scold me dumb? and who will call me and ask me where am i or ask me to go out?

i dont like to see you frown, and so we always tried to do anything to make you smile. i know compliments are rarely from you, but you mattered alot to us to the extent of any hurtful words from you really pains.

well, i dont seem to do anything good. because of a matter of painting my house, i indirectly angered n upset your mum because you lied to her, i caused you to quarrel with another fren, and what not.

i guess i really dont deserve to be your fren.


2:20 AM


Sunday, January 14, 2007

okie. im so fed up now. because i have typed one bloody post and this blogger webby just shud off. lol.

today's S.T.A.R interview was chicken feet. the first 2 tests was to test on our English command. lol. we were actually asked to do a comprehension which seemed like primary 2 standard. and go thru something which seems like an oral exam. and that is having to discuss or talk about a scenario.

well the last thing is to sit down with Patricia, who is our Business Manager (B.M.). i find her quite frenly to talk to. ha. kinda weird. lol.

okie. tmr leong dey all is gonna come my house to help me repaint my hse. dont know what crisis will my house undergo tmr. hahaha. and the gals are gonna cook fer em to eat. hope that my kitchen wont be on fire tmr. lol.


12:54 AM


Saturday, January 13, 2007

hello.

okie. im trying v hard to lose weight. but havent succeed yet. any remedies? lol. dont tell me liposuction. lol. its too ex. lol. i dont even have the money to buy a weighing scale now. lol.

im v stressed now. why? because i dont know whether to rebond my hair back to have a natural look and make me more easier for work or to perm another type of curl that HOPEFULLY will stay. lol. straight hair makes me look younger, while permed hair makes me look more mature n neater. so which 1 should i choose?

my hair is so stubborn. when i want it to be straight, it wants to curl, when i want it to be curly, it straightens, and when i want to dye my hair, the color is just not visible. what the hell!!

okie. gotta go le. theres a bloody S.T.A.R interview tomorrow. gonna be dead meat tmr. =(


12:54 AM


Thursday, January 11, 2007

yay!

something to make me happy is that, tank's new album is gonna be launched at taiwan at 19th jan!!

if i have the money, perhaps i'll buy his new album. haha. i dont know why, but i loved his songs very much. his songs are really nice and meaningful. i can repeat the tracks from teckwhye to orchard and back again. haha.

and im looking forward his new mv, zhuan shu tian shi. this song is in hua yang. and the mv is gonna be acted by ella n my hubby, wu zun from fahrenheit. so of course its a must watch!! =P


2:16 AM


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

argghh.

whats happening to me? i feel so troubled. but i dont have any big problems. i just feel so depressed for no reason. hai.

why do i feel like that when im alone? hai.


1:04 AM


Tuesday, January 09, 2007

okie. i feel that my life is not interesting anymore.

i feel so bored everyday. everyday is just like my daily routine.

but anyway O level results is gonna be out soon and that will be one of the interesting things awaiting, isnt it?

alot of people said that theres a high chance of the O level results coming out before the chinese new year.

how sad isit? lol. nt being able to have a good chinese new year celebration. =(


4:31 AM


Sunday, January 07, 2007

heres some results of some personality tests that i've done.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Bright and CheerfulYou are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.


Your Hidden Talent
Here is the analysis:
The Mass CommunicatorYou have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.


Who is your dream guy?
Here is the analysis:He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.


What do your friends think of you?
Here is the analysis:You are popular. Your friends feel at ease when they are around you. You are cheerful and lovely. It's not surprising that you have many good friends. You always feel happy for others, not a glimpse of envy. This is your unique character. Keep up!


2:06 AM



heres some results of some personality tests that i've done.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Bright and CheerfulYou are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.


Your Hidden Talent
Here is the analysis:
The Mass CommunicatorYou have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.


Who is your dream guy?
Here is the analysis:He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.


What do your friends think of you?
Here is the analysis:You are popular. Your friends feel at ease when they are around you. You are cheerful and lovely. It's not surprising that you have many good friends. You always feel happy for others, not a glimpse of envy. This is your unique character. Keep up!


2:06 AM


Saturday, January 06, 2007

okie.

i've gotten a new job today. although the pay is nothin much, but the job is rather slack. and im running out of money anyway. so why not?

jasmine asked me to watch this video on youtube and i find it rather amusing so why nt share it here?

this is the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ch-z5s2JabY
and its damn lame.


1:46 AM


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

okie.

firstly, happy new year to everybody!

haha. went to watch death note 2 as part of the new year celebration. haha. and seriously i could only say..

I LOVED DEATH NOTE 2!! Light-tho and L. are both very handsome and cute. Misa was also very faithful to Light-tho till the last minute, the great power of love.

now my only concern is to watch death note 1 as there alot of comments regarding which 1 is better and so on. and im also looking forward to may 2007 when the next movie of The Pirates of The Carribean is gonna be out. ;)

a few more hours later will be Junaidah's birthday celebration and Aiwen's farewell party. haii. Life is indeed about meetings and partings.

and i seriously hoped that Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu's vcds could be out soon. i really craved for this drama series!! =)


6:07 PM