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rely on me.
i'm your soul.

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I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my five girls too, :D
Born on 25.o9.90
Is a Libran
Now in Ngee Ann Poly, FMB

strike out.

I want to be pretty
I wanna be rich
I wanna be slim

hearts talking;



alternative exits.

SOULMATE - DEL

SAME EGG CRACK DAY - IDA

LAUGHING FRIEND - FIO

NICE BUDDY - SAB

MAHJONG BUDDY - PCT


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Sunday, September 30, 2007

Okay. Random post but just feel like blogging after seeing some of my poly classmates blogs.

Working by itself isnt something very easy, and you will tend to have bad days with customers, colleagues and blah. But i realised they seemed so pampered to be keep switching jobs and cant put up with simple problems that always happened at work. HAHA.

Singaporeans are getting real too pampered, agree?


12:42 PM



HEY!!

damn. days at KAP are getting worse, without Sangari around. Shes not coming back in the short term, either. I think i will get tortured until die. HAHAHA.

I just want to say, it all lies in your attitude. Go on thinking that its our fault, and you will definitely get to nowhere. Its your job, face it. No point showing people such a perfect image when you cannot do the tasks that people thought that you could do. And i want to emphasise that, its not your ability that is stopping you, its your mindset. And, admit that you are what your rank is now, and stop trying to tell people that your rank is still like before or go and invent a new rank for yourself. Because by doing this, you are just trying to say that you are not required to do what we are needed to do and hence you are behaving like what you are doing now. Learning is what everyone is needed to do, and by being new, you shouldnt refuse to learn new things.

And if you really so not be bothered to learn, then dont go on telling others that we never taught you new things. (This is not a scolding session or what, but alot of people told me to give up on her. And im really so angry at times that i do wanna do so. Chances are given to you to change, but you dont cherish it and so you dont blame people for neglecting you now. Even if you do change, if your change is only short term, your friends wont go bck to you either. Dont go around telling people "This is me, thats my attitude." Because if everyone in your circle starts to point at u, you cant be possibly thinking its all the faults or problems of the other people in the circle except you, right?

Anyway, I think tmr is my death date. HAHA. For people who are working in KAP will know why. HAHAH.

okay, i had a wonderful KFC dinner and i strongly recommend the Fiery Lime Drumlets!! Its sho hot and spicy and sho shiok man!! haha.

and im still wondering to go to my class chalet anot, though ian, rebecca and fishball have been blasting my phone to psycho me to go. HAHA. should I? or should i not?

And Joanne is leaving, and Shiau Meng had already left. They are nice people, and Joanne is really like a mother to me. And im so sadded that she will be leaving, but she has been promoted to Restauranteur of Tanglin Mall and it can said to be a good news actually, just that we all will really miss her. But definitely, there will be people gloating over her leaving. And they really suck. LOL.

Okay, i hope i can make it to work on Monday, thats if, Del, you-know-what, did not happen. BYEBYE. off to my beauty rest..


12:20 PM


Friday, September 28, 2007

OKAY. my birthday is over. LOL. for 2 days :P

haha. and i spent my birthday with someone whom i know on that day and that is my merchandiser, Angie, sent from Shishedo headoffice.

But shes really a nice soul, someone whos so fun so lively, giving me days of fun for these 2days that i've been with her. And today im not needed to be attached to her and so i did not get to see her, and for no reason, i actually missed her. haha. Her age can be my mama, yet she seems like my sister. Feel so nice being with her for i feel that we really can click. LOL.

And thanks to those who came to celebrate birthday with me on that day. Only true friends came forward no matter how busy to attend the person's birthday celebration, even if its small. Though small, but at least i saw that those who came that day really cares, and are really my friends.

Tomorrow is the big day, and im seriously so excited. Delphine, Elaine, Christine and to me! Happy September birthday!! :P

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9:28 AM


Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Yoo Hoo!! Im sure everyone misses me right? For i've not been updating for sho long.

Okay, this week had not been a nice week for me becux i lost my voice and having a bad throat. Till now then i want to go and c the doctor. How sad. LOL.

Today was a damn tiring day. Wake up early in the morning and cabbed with saiful, tommy and yaya to West Coast Park Macdonalds for the event at 6.30am! Hai. Was half dead when i reached there. Busy doing the balloon decorations and stuff and prepare for the refreshments and registration. Hai.

Crowds started to flood us after 8, and there were sho many stars to help out. There are also alot of important people from MCD and NTUC etc to join us, even the Minister. LOL. But all of us had sho much fun today, though tiring, for the stars we get to know each other, and we can get to see Ronald, and HQ people treating us pleasantly today. It really feels gr8 to be complimented on our hostessing service. After which i cabbed back to KAP, and chatted quite awhile with Sangari before going to Pizza Hut lunch with Jessie and Leong.

Yesterday was my unluckiest day in this week. Cant imagine. Hai. Lazy to say. Just knock it down. Hai. But the good thing is I've got a pepper lunch dinner treat ystd!! *beams*

Tomorrow will definitely be the sueyest day too, though its my birthday, becux im working!! And delphine and i were sent out by our warehouse bully, teresa to go to stores and work. Hai. Its all the decoding and recording stuff. Hope delphine and i will get good locations and a good merchandiser. Hai. Hope we wont start too late sho that i can have e evening to celebrate my birthday, please. LOL.

LASTLY, its just 5hrs and 45mins more to my birthday!! BOO! That means 1yr older. And im sure messages are gonna flood my phone. PLEASE DONT SEND ME NICKNAMES, okay? LOL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IDA AND MYSELF!

ps: Jessie, i know u wont be able to read this, but remember what u promised del and i k? LOL.
Del, its time to start our SECRET MISSION!!


9:16 AM


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Okay, was feeling abit better now. Promised not to skip work tmr. ;)

My birthday is nearing and this means that im gonna be one yr older again. Hai. Time really flies. Now we are very near to our prime 20 already.

My GPA was saddening, but it was all because i did not study hard enough. So i must study harder and do better for the next semester. ;)

Problems are piling. Serious. Who can i believe and trust? Who can i not? Sometimes i really feel like asking them to just to raise up their hands and tell me. It has really started to ponder upon me that some people are really bad, yet acted so kind. It makes me scared.

And to add on, im not a very petty person. I always like to be angry for one moment or longer like a few days and forget it the next moment. You can say that my memory level is low in a way. LOL. Thats why i never can be able to be angry with a person for too long. For I can simply forget what was e matter im angrying or sad about in the first place. But I just wanted to say that some things cannot be forced, serious. I know its difficult to get this logic into the head. I have once been thru what u are going thru now. But its a must to carry on with your life and not let him to be your direction in life anymore and change, serious.

OKAY, i dont know what am i talking either. But what i can say that is, attitude is a very important thing in one's character. I once too have a sucky attitude, but we must learn to change for the better. People wont dislike you for no reason, mind this.

And im dead serious worrying for a friend, whom i know i shud not. But the things shes doing and the way shes handling all that makes it dangerous. Anyway, internet has always been a dangerous place. Hope she knows how to protect herself.

LASTLY, counting down to Ida and my birthday, there's stil just 8 days more, which is around a wk left!! BOO. One year older. Hai. REMEMBER! Its on 25sep!! :P


3:12 AM


Friday, September 14, 2007

HEYO! long time no update.
haha. im sho gay. why? cux i passed all my modules. yipee!! haha. my new timetable is OUT!! but the studying hours seemed long. LOL. sadd.

OKAY. tmr is anth working day, but after that it will be shopping in the evening. YAY!

to that someone on this world, im or should i say we are not purposely picking on you. and please understand this. Is that you really have somethings that you need to change, but if you think that you're not at fault, den no one else can help u anymore. AND im not being harsh here, okay? HEHEHE.

OKAY. I gtg. if not if im late tmr, guess who will kill me? haha. its a 不能说的秘密。。 HEHE.


2:05 PM


Wednesday, September 12, 2007

OKAY. today is a bad bad day.

DONT ASK ME WHY. cux it just pisses me off. And i pisses delphine off. haha. what the.
SORRY DUCKIE! =) Not on purpose, serious. Sorry to waste ur mummy's yummy breakfast! LOL.

I HATE that TERESA. better dont let me see her. haha. as if i wont. LOL.
WAA. my god mama bought me a bag as a bday present for me. but erm, its similar to duckie's or should i say it looks like the same. LOL.

SERIOUSLY, i thought i can have a peaceful life for some time but yet problems starting to pop up again. PARTY, WORK, FRIENDS, HIM, FAMILY. EVERYTHING!

I just cant help but to think too much. Its impossible not to even suspect. For i feel that suddenly, i felt sho not important as to be compared. I tink only the duck understand what im talking about. HAHA.

ANYWAY, today is the 3rd day not going to work, and the consequences is that 150 dollars fly away! LOL.

And guess what, i just saw a little girl using a straw to poke the french fries and eat, which means replacing the fork with a straw. Sho weird. LOL.

And i guess i shud not wear Ms Lucky tee anymore, on the days i wore this shirt, i found myself super duper unlucky. And recently im like no fate with the buses that i wanna take. Sho SUCK! hai.

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2:57 AM


Monday, September 10, 2007

HAI. TODAY IS A BAD DAY.

if you're close to me, i will tell u personally. but did have fun with christine playing the para para dance.

I seriously dont understand why that person always think that people wanna make life like hell and want to purposely make life difficult for that person. But i only can say that no one is trying to make life miserable. Its just the problems lying on that person which if that person dont change at all, friends going away is just the consequences that will happen. What should i call the person? HYPOCRITE? or CLOSE FRIEND? Anyway, only an advice, but i seriously think that the song "Da nan ren, xiao nu ren" by JJ Lin is seriously a nice song, but the most important line is the last phrase of the song. Listen, and you will know the meaning. I feel that that is the most important thing that that person must understand. No point saying " Yes I will understand and bla.. " , when you did not.

Dont need to entertain me with all the excuses that everyone, including I can think about. NO USE.

Anyway, SABRINA GOH YIXUAN IS A BAD FRIEND.

LOL. i think she knew i will react in this way if i see her blogg. haha. dont worry, sab. another guy will come after u and so you dont need me to come after u. LOL.

In the end, del and I never went to work today again. OOPS. sorry, waiyee.
waa. miss all my dearest girlfriends!! when can we meet up again? I MISS YOU ALL!

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3:41 PM


Sunday, September 09, 2007

OKAY, finally hab some spare time to blog. i think i havent been bloggin for around 2 weeks, since i started working and one day is 50 sho 2 weeks should hab 450 liao. WOO. im rich. LOL. at least working there, the pay is higher den KAP, but the workload really suck.

Well, if you worked there, same like del, ah yee and me, you'll realise how dreadful isit to go back to work. And if u peeps dint know, im working in a Shiseido warehouse which consists of the makeup of brands like Za and bla, skincare, health and sho on.

The job is real tedious for people do not know. Their management team really do not hab coordination and likes to tell everyone to do whatever they think is right, while the next one will come down and say that u are doing is wrong, well in their thinking of course. And then you have to change here and there and this doubles and triples ur workload.

This happens to del and i. On that last fateful thursday, we were already finishing alot of stock on the shelves and that AUNTIE came and said that we arranged the stock in the wrong way and sho we rotate them over and another AUNTIE came again and said that its wrong. In the end, we change the position of the stock here and there like hell. And the stock wasnt even light, instead it was sho heavy. And i even completed 10cases of e stock, and one case has 54pcs. Can u imagine? Argh. And after that she want me to do all the other shelves of Za products which consists of 1000++ pcs on every shelve. And they even complained that we are slow, the last time, when we used 2 days to finished all the 20+ shelves of Za products, whereby i used 1day minus one hr to finish up 1 shelve of 1000+ pcs. DAMN.

But the pay is attractive, so no choice, but only to complain here. Argh. The new STAR uniform is in and it totally sucks. I prefered e old one. LOL.

Yesterday me and del skipped work, and hence 50bucks flew away. Den we went to Paya Lebar with balloon and Jessie, den meet up wid Jun and Leong to play pool and we had fun for the evening for we all went to my house to play mahjong. LOL. Fun day. And today i wake up with a superb duper high happy mood, but yet someone spoiled my mood in the evening. =(

And someone do really get me quite pissed off everytime, right, chemistry friend?
I seriously dont know whats sho stuck up about that person? But sho sorry, if that person continues to be like that, i guess theres seriously no hope for that person.

LASTLY, hope god bless me and del for the remaining days at the warehouse. Argh. And tomorrow, hope that its gonna be a good good day. ;)


12:41 PM