Simplicity is beauty.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

- hiie hiie -

2nd post of the day.. becux ii found a meaningful poem.. or wadeva euu wanna it tuu be.. abt love..

l0ve.
a w0rd frequently heard.
a w0rd that sparks up lives.
a w0rd that hurts.
a feeling 0f despair.
a feeling 0f helplessness.
a feeling 0f sacrifices.
a feeling 0f sweetness.
that is l0ve.
have y0u ever felt s0 l0st?
and then a special s0meone steps in?
gave y0u a helping hand?
melted y0ur heart?
c0vered y0ur tears?
hugged y0ur fears?
y0u're in l0ve.
l0ve.
a mutual feeling between tw0.
an understanding between tw0.
a rapp0rt between tw0.
a c0nnecti0n between tw0.
each 0ther's sacrifice ;
each 0ther's giving in ;
l0ve.
im n0t a str0ng pers0n as i seem t0 be.
i can be weak t00.
dun take me as y0ur buddy,
i want t0 be y0ur special s0me0ne.
you 0nce t0ld me,
0ne cant f0rce l0ve,
it c0mes with0ut any warning,
any sympt0ms.
y0u can dun l0ve me,
but y0u cant f0rce me n0t t0 l0ve y0u,
because i've already fell deeply int0 it.
why must y0u be so nice t0 me?
why did y0u help me up when i fell?
why did y0u bec0me so gentle in fr0nt 0f me?
why did y0u make me fall in l0ve with y0u?
WHY?
why did y0u raised me s0 high up and then harshly thr0w me d0wn?
the fall was great.
the fall was fatal.
the fall was painful.
the fall hurts badly.
the fall... y0u tried to make up f0r it.
y0u br0ught me t0 the d0ct0r but he t0ld y0u he cant cure me.
he t0ld y0u the remedy but y0u rejected.
y0u kn0w in y0ur heart deeply that no matter what happens,
the w0und will still be there.
y0u br0ke my heart.

meaningful ma?? haiix.. it does describe moii feelings abit..

♥ 1:06 PM

- hiie hiie -

ii written a story of miie n him.. hahax.. but sounds weird lar.. haiix.. =(( tuuday nv c hiim.. sad sia.. but delphine n sabiie saw hiim.. =(( sabiie saw him on e train dis mornin.. del saw whats goin on btw us.. ii was walkin down the spiral staircase.. n he was walkin down the ramp tuu e bball court.. on e same level.. while ii was goin tuu e canteen.. both different sides sia.. haiix.. no fate means no fate.. sobss..

[[ no fate tuu meet.. ]]
[[ shd ii jus let go..? ]]

♥ 12:55 PM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

- hiie hiie -

recently v tired.. tink sooner or later gonna get moiiself into deep shit and deep trouble.. recently like make moiiself work at mcd and cope wid moii own sch wrk n stuff.. so as make moiiself dont tink so much.. it does hav some use now iim nt dat sad or siao ler.. but haiis.. ii still like make moii body worse.. makiin it later sick etc.. bad hors miie? but up till tuuday ii can consider ard a wk or so nv c him ler.. dono y.. always can c his frenx but nt hiim.. no fate ba.. at panjang area no fate ler.. nt even tuu say meetin him at outside places.. s.t.a.r diis dream is v far from miie.. and iim learnin wad didi is teachiin miie.. tuu let go.. tuu make moiiself dont habour the tot of being one.. tuu make moiiself understand dat even if ii hab e ability ii oso cant be.. haiis.. recentli moii liife is bein thrown into a mess.. haiis.. ii wanna tidy up.. but when can ii hab e time?? tuuday ar.. came bck ard 12plus.. do drivethru runner e whole day OMO but lucki sumtimes michelle or amelia will help miie.. if not ii die ler.. hahax..!! =(( okiie lar.. tired ler.. gonna go tuu moii dreamland ler.. takaries and rmbr tuu cum tuu moi blog regularly!!

[[ wads there between us? enemity, fate or isit destined not tuu ever meet..? ]]
[[ unpredictable is the ans.. ]]

♥ 3:53 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

- hiie hiie -

muz thank all moii frenx hu supported miie dese whiile.. ii became more optimistic towards the situation.. ii told moiiself ii can stiill live moii liife better.. but missiing hiim iis stiill unavoidable.. sad.. ii laz wkend wrk til like shit.. do runner keep 4gettin dis and dat.. do til zumrah tease miie say ii blur queen.. den take fry box etc.. either cut moii hand or drop e whole thiing.. pathetic hors.. haiix.. lost moii soul ler.. dots.. but ii promiise moiiself nt tuu let hiim know even if the people ii tel spread out.. cux.. perhaps beiing jus platonic frenx hu doesnt even say hi and bye is good.. as ii can jus stand aside n gaze at hiim is nt too bad after all.. afterall.. lovin a person euu will jus nid the person tuu be happi.. but euu will not nid tuu own dat person.. everi day ii c hiim ii feel dat hes quite happi.. aniway miie n hiim is 0% chance.. as ii left a damn deep bad impression b4 hiim laz time.. wadever it is.. ii shall treasure n liive moiiself even more better.. after all.. iim startiin tuu be thinner n thinner.. as accordin tuu moi mum.. dots.. =(( seriously.. ii would rather giib up on all moii suitors.. fer e only hiim.. as 100guys hu love euu, cannot even be compared with a guy euu love.

[[ mystery will not be unravelled.. ]]
[[ nobodi wiill know.. ]]

♥ 2:57 PM