Simplicity is beauty.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

heyhey..

frm wad all my frenx habb said tuu me.. ii concluded one thing.. speaking is an ability dat uu habb tuu learn non-stop ferr ur whole life.. correct isnt it? u'll nv noe.. at when u speak wad will actualli offend sum1.. and at when u speak wad will actuali cause ppl tuu misunderstand ur meaning.. but seriousli.. a fren tld me dis.. hu is able tuu keep secrets tu e extent dat he or she tld NO ONE at all.. she tld me its impossible.. i dono..

ha. nth fun recentli. jus find dat dis wk is pretty slackin fer me.. me n sabb are e same.. haii.. maybe ii reali shd go n study at e study rm ler.. ii jus cant seem tuu concentrate at hm.. fer dono wad reasons.. i will jus "float" ard in e hse rather den doin wrk or studyin.. ii jus cant sit dwn n study..

ha. fer ppl hu noe.. iim e type dat always vent my anger on food.. well.. startin frm today.. fiona n sabb is gonna control wad ii eat and make sure dat ii do not binge.. and well speakin about food.. ii heard dis on the radio fm 933 jus now.. dat chocolate mite make u happi fer now.. but ur bad temper will cum bck again.. and dis time round.. is worse.. dis logic was tld by an expert.. looks like dere r so mani questionable points.. but fer beauty purpose.. i guess.. gers shd all abstain frm choc.. ha..

♥ 8:07 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

heyhey..

today nth special.. but ii gt my thumbdrive.. quite happi.. den dese two days when we r at FNN lesson.. we always sign in msn and flood each other.. its so fun.. today.. shd be e day dat ii have stayed out after sch at the RL e latest so long.. ha.. ii tot we wun go bck tuu RL animore.. =)

aniway. nth special. im hungry again. off tuu find food. bye.

♥ 8:50 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

heyy..

ii came across a story in my workbk.. and ii tink dat it sounds meaninful.. as it sounds like e me now.. esp tuu me rite at dis particular time.. so i decide tuu translate.. cux its in chinese..

frenship is like a tree.. dere are sum branches dat u shd take gd care of.. and dere r sum dat u shd remove in order fer it tuu grow healthily.

theres a branch called sensitivity. i was once too mindful of how my frenx treat me. i always tot dat frenship was a 1 way thing.. e bestest fren shd onli be 1.. she shd always be dere whenever im down. even if dat means tuu wake her up in e middle of e nite tuu tok tuu me.. she shd oso habb no complains.. but after ii realised 1 thing.. everibodi habb deir own lives.. as long as dey care 4 each other.. when dere's trouble she'll help unconditionally or even if she cant.. shes a listening ear tuu u.. dats enuff.. so ii cut off dat branch..

deres a branch called grumpy. sumtimes even e bestest frens oso cant stand deir frenx grumble tuu em all e time.. frenship is beautiful.. but its not perfect.. its like all the things on earth.. frens and frenx will have misunderstandings sumtimes.. everione habb his or her bad pts.. mayb u r sum1 hu will not point out sumbody's faults.. but if u go and speak behind dat person's back.. even if its unintentionally.. u will not onli lose a person's frenship.. but many.. so dis branch was oso cut down..

deres a branch called proud.. if u hab talent.. or v successful.. as long as u show off tuu your frenx.. its wrong.. being proud will onli make frens look down on u.. dats when your frenx start tuu leave u.. when u tink dat frenx r not impt.. so dis branch was cut off oso..

deres anth branch.. called jealousy.. sumtimes.. when we c our frenx.. being successful.. other den being happi 4 em.. sumtimes we feel abit of disappointment.. dis is dangerous.. as your frenship will habb problem.. one person's happiness can be shared tuu let everi1 happi.. and a person's sorrow can also be shared tuu let everione share ur burden.. so cut off dis branch too..

im onli left wid sincerity, care and trust.. dese branches are impt.. fer a frenship tuu grow..
dats when.. u will notice a fruit.. at the top of the tree.. waitin 4 u tuu pluck it..

meaningful isnt it? ha. i love dis story. cux all e bad pts.. i guess ii habb all.. ii ask my fren.. am i changing.. he said no.. its jus dat i cant keep secrets.. dats all.. sad.. everithing happens frm my MOUTH..

♥ 8:53 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

heyy..

cryin fer twoo days ler.. ii dono wad ii wan.. felt so sad.. maybe ii shdnt promote.. den all dis about being proud and shit wun happen. rite? ii jus wish ii hab a shoulder fer me tuu cry on.. but no1 is there ferr me.. i seriousli don dare tuu tel anithin abt dis tuu anyone.. in case more probs rises.. since iim becux of my everitime talking-without-tinking den will happen de.. and dey say is my promotion den ii proud ler.. den mite as well shd nt promote rite.. haii.. eberi thing and everi thread of happiness within the 3mths jus vanished within 1 nite.. cry till i fell aslp ystd.. and today mornin in cls.. sorri tuu hab worried u fiona and sabb.. not on purpose..

ii dono when ii can tidy up my emotiions.. but maybe.. i guess.. i wun appear on dis fri and next fri ba..

too much qn marks are rising in my head.. ii din noe so manii ppl were spreadin rumours dat my attitude suck and ii gt attitude prob etc.. ii reali din noe!! ii din noe ii changed so much or ii hab been liike dat since.. hu cann iii tok tuu? she oso say dat she din heard frm qi dat ii kinda tok in e way dat backstabbed her.. ii onli rmbr tellin jasmine, delphine and chaileng and qi.. i noe its alot.. but ii jus tok as if im chattin.. ii reali mean no harm.. and ii din noe dat ii was overboard..

but hu will listen tuu me? wads on her mind? i dono.. do ii hab e courage tuu noe wads on her mind? no..

although i noe she wil nv ever get tuu see it.. but dis is on my mind..

IM SORRY!!

iim vexed.. off tuu vent my frustration on food ler.. take care..

♥ 5:26 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

heyy...

now is mornin.. so strange dat ii could wake up so earli though i slept at 2plus ystd.. haii.. now feel abit tired though.. but cant slp back ler.. haha.. how ii wish sum1 can help me massage.. haha..

everibodi is sayin dat im such a BUSY person.. haha.. even if tuu find time fer myself tuu relax oso no.. lol.. ii used my time tuu work.. go sch.. study.. dance mayb if there is.. doin hw.. eating.. sleeping bathing.. all at the appropriate times.. hahaa.. sumtimes when iim so tired durin noon ii oso don hab time fer naps.. haha..

later gonna be attached tuu BPP at 7.. cux tere gt event.. hope no1 ii noe will turn up there.. =)

♥ 12:12 PM

hey..

jus suddenli like feel dat my life is so down and sad.. depressed tuu be exact.. ii dono why too.. perhaps mayb working made me tired? perhaps mayb ppl ii cared left my life? perhaps studies stresses me out? all the perhaps.. how ii wish iim jus a naive ger.. no nd tuu care abt anithin.. neither do ii noe anithin.. but will i bbe happi dat way? ii dono..

haii.. stil haven muster the courage tuu tok tuu mdm zan.. i noe if i don speak up.. my chance is ZERO.. but ii dono why iim jus scared.. wad happen tuu me? iim always so brave.. but ii don seem like dis time.. haii..

ii don even noe how's my progress report.. haii.. imm stressed@!!

♥ 1:41 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

heyy..

today.. i came to realise 1 thing.. actuali a small thing such as greeting strangers dat u dono could actuali brighten up a person's day.. and made the person feel warm-hearted. ha. dis was wad happen tuu me..

ii habb never seen dat boy at dis floor b4.. it was in the evening.. i was goin out tuu mit del.. den he was cycling ard.. in total he said hi and bye 2 me fer 2 times.. i felt so happi fer dono wad reason.. but feel like the feelin is jus so gd.. and he gave me e warmest fer e last gd bye.. bye wavin at me.. haha.. fer sum1 hu he dono.. i tink he's being the most courteous and polite.. as ii guess.. its better den 4 sum ppl hu jus ignore ppl dat u noe.. not even tuu jus smile.. well.. i guess everi1 does dat tuu sum particular ppl u jus don feel like tokin tuu or wad when u see em on e streets.. but ii guess.. hes v nice.. haha.. n cute.. lol.. how ii wish my bro is half alike as him.. lol..

del was late.. as usual.. den usual stuff and blah.. dis time we keep tokin abt e mac michelle mgr.. hai.. like tuu tegan the both of us.. lol.. tmr gt POA test.. start tuu feel urgency in my O level.. can ii reali make it?? haii.. ii gt a fren hu jus tld me he had no choice but tuu go ITE.. reason is becux he hab 31pts 4 L1R5.. L1R4 ii jus is no where better.. haii.. i don wan end like him.. but ii jus feel so weak.. esp fer my social studies, maths and physics..!! haii..

ii mux make it to the tourism management course!! trust me.. I WILL..

♥ 10:41 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

heyhey.. long time no post.. lets start frm sports day..

we saw bryan n leo.. bryan is so handsum.. and leo SUCKS!! sorri if i offended those hu like leo.. but his face doesnt look good.. neither is his acting. lol.. den we went tuu deir event.. haii.. i din habb a chance tuu go up.. if nt good seh..

sat ii was informed a news.. kelvin is gonna be our new TRAINEE STAR..!! lol.. so excited ba? a guy wanna be star eh? lol.. but all e best tu him la.. don make me, fang qi n chiuting vomit blood k le.. lol.. im not e youngest liao.. lol.. den e 7pm party he stick wrong no. of candles.. den e host habb tuu take out.. lol.. but see e host like gd gd de.. in e end so fussy.. say i smash her cake.. when i cut so nicely.. even when we talk in chinese oso wanna complain.. so stupid.. write in e evaluation wad.. staff could be more polite n professional by speakin less chinese.. idiot.. scared we say her isit? lol.. den at nite we go n watch movie.. b4 dat ii went tuu chiuting's hse put stuff becux ii stayin over after we cum bck frm movie.. her rm is so nice.. but so quiet.. cux no1 was ard.. den we watch "date movie".. it was nice.. it was kinda like "meet e fockers".. but interesting n funni.. den we went bck tuu chiuting hse at ard 6plus.. her hse was stil quiet wid no1 ard.. shes v lonely.. tuu me.. haii..

sun.. chiuting nv cum work.. fangqi was sclded by amelia becux of takin exam leave.. demand her cum bck.. so suck.. den she came bck.. but 4gt tuu bring her cork shoes.. den she went bck.. lol.. in e end ii conduct the only 2 parties dat day.. so stupid rite.. onli 2 pArties n expect 3 stars cum in.. siao.. den the 1st was outstanding.. and 2nd was excellent.. so happi.. cux e 1st party was a autistic child's party. i wasnt told abt it.. his mum onli tel me he hab special needs.. cux hes 8 alreadi.. but wil cry if dad or mum is nt ard.. and will shout and scream and scared of crowds and strangers.. so i use anth approach tuu play wid him.. n hes nt scared of me by den.. haha.. after dat den his mum tld me.. which i was abit shocked though.. he look cute n handsum man.. abit like wasted.. haI.. den shida don let me go til 6.. den me n junaidah go bck hm togther.. i go n eat dinner wid my famili n go pasar malam..

mon.. go xie zuo ban.. b4 dat is ss remedial.. haha.. i late 4 1/2 hr.. kana sclded by may tan.. den after dat go eat wid jojo, zhen, mic and me.. den me n mic go plaza n lot1 n home.. den nite ii mit chaileng n go walk pasar malam.. tok abt alot of our xin shi..

tues.. go xie zuo ban.. e liu xiu mei which is liang wen fu cher de wife.. scld n shout at us.. so scari.. den ms soh scld oso.. den go eat wid em at kfc.. dis time wid mag ard.. den go bck change mit at bp go timah play pool and lan.. we go lan dere play warcraft blah blah.. so funn!! den in between we go hab dinner at a "classy" restuarant.. so ex seh.. lol.. den play pool so funni.. my white ball jump and roll down on e floor.. yunwei oso.. so dumb.. dere r alot of ppl dere.. like jinfeng,jincheng,katak,weijie,yunwei,shenghwa,"zhong han",me,mag,zhen,mic.. lol.. den after which me, mag, zhen, yunwei go pasar malam walk again.. den go home.. i alreadi so short n he keep hittin my head.. dumb guy.. stil gt such a big pile of hw.. haha.. but gt dancewrks gatherin dis wkend.. so happi.. at mr ewan hse.. so funn..!!

haha.. dats all 4 now.. more tuu cum..

♥ 11:32 PM

Saturday, March 11, 2006

heyhey..

it has been a wk since ii update.. lol.. dis wk.. is like.. SHIT..

tues.. renjie bluff me n kelvin tuu choon leong's hse tuu STRAIGHTEN his hair.. my god man.. hes a guy eh.. like pretty like a ger like dat.. lol.. wed.. ii met mr Ewan.. hes leadin a v gd life man.. haha.. hes been askin abt us whether we wanna join competitions etc.. or help him be stage mgr dis kinda stuff.. so fun!! lol.. thurs ystd.. we gt CIP.. habb tuu go n knock on the doors and EXPLAIN the prevention of dengue fever.. in e end our grp consists of calvin.nat.sabb.fiona.me seems tuu be e 1st tuu complete wid e most no. of flats 79.. although nt all opened up their doors.. but we slotted 1 pamplet eberi door eh.. lol.. so wei da bah?? den we went tuu plaza den fiona hse.. we stay til 11plus.. lol.. fri.. SPORTS DAY!! and the day im sacked frm dance club.. its reali ridiculous ehh.. today habb a meetin and ii 4got about it.. nobodi reminded me or wad.. den ii gt e xie zuo ban straight at 10am.. lol.. becux my chinese attendance was bad n ii 4gt about e meetin and ii was sacked.. wad law is dis? studies more impt or dance? dis qn is e most common qn teachers wil ask..

suddenli ii feel dat ii was like kinda treat like a punching bag.. when u r nt feelin gd can throw ur temper or attitude at me.. im NOT ok..!! iim a HUMAN..!! ii habb moii own emotions n feelins tuu take care of.. not yours.. deres no1 ii can depend on.. seems like no1.. ystd ii was stil telling sabb ii tink ii habb a happi life cux im easily contented but actuali iim not.. as ii found out today.. ii habb a sad famili.. some great frewnx.. a job dat ii enjoy.. no dance.. freedom.. ii nid sum1 dere fer me.. iim not how ii look or appear tuu be.. iim not strong..

sumtimes ii reali feel like fallin.. but ii cant.. me n him.. IMPOSSIBLE... i onli wish whenever iim sad.. hes dere.. jus frenx.. its more den enuff.. but why do ii seem like don hab manii ppl or frenx hu understand me inside out??

xx_jue wang.shi wang.-> mei you xi wang. _xx

♥ 12:39 AM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

heyhey..

dono now frm whr gt dis trend.. more n more ppl in my cls r brking, fracturing or sprainin deir legs.. lol.. dono wad did dey do.. haha.. den today it was a "OKOK" POA cls.. den PE suckx.. cux habb tuu run 2.4km.. n im like.. argghh.. so lazi tuu run.. but nevertheless stil run.. in e end ii ended up wid rashes.. dono others did anot.. but ii like so suey.. i started scratchin in cls.. lol.. so suey.. del n yizhen caught it oso.. lol.. den during chinese lesson is normal.. everi time formal letter, informal letter, den bao zhang bao dao.. lol.. so sian..!! den during el lesson.. ms kuek was scared tuu death by a fake lizard which zhihua brought tuu sch today.. haha.. so funni.. and she say she will blog dat she hate 4E4 forever..!! haha.. lol.. den we went tuu xie zhuo ban.. wa.. e compre dat we were asked tuu do.. so chim.. if O levels gonna cum out dis type.. sure die die die..!! its so damn diff.. seems e same like EL compre.. EL 1 oso easier den dis.. lol.. den maggie and nicholas was sitting beside me. nicholas needs alot of help when doin so ii was like so bz.. cux we gt time limit.. while after so long.. dis is e 1st time me n mag like can talk crack jokes etc.. haha.. e feelin's so gd.. hope can last.. no enmity better.. ;)

after dat del dono how cum li siao siao wan go watch movie den go lot 1 lo.. supposedly meet at 3.30pm den dono how cum becum 4.15pm.. lol.. certainly nt me late okie.. lol.. lalala.. den we went tuu go rd n rd lot 1.. we went tuu buy sum stuff fer magdelene and skleng.. cux dey bought things 4 us.. c we so good.. haha.. cux mac crew all look out 4 each other de.. e movie we watch is called "THE BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE 2".. so funni.. haha.. GD movie!! hee.. den we went tuu eat dinner.. we go AJISEN eat.. finally man our wish is fufilled.. haha.. becux we dat time keep sayin wan tu go n eat.. we eat til 40plus plus seh.. haha.. we gt 2 ramen meals and extra 3 side dishes which make it 5 side dishes and 2 bowls of ramen and 2 drinks.. e dinner was so heavy.. haha.. but it was delicious!! esp 4 e ice cream mochi ii ordered!! ;) den we saw mr ONG PANG SOON, ms ANGELA TAN and ms MAGDELENE TAN. so funni. dono y me n del were siam-ing dem.. haha.. den we went tuu popular n ntuc buy stuff tok tok den go le.. and delphine keep promoting SOMEONE tuu me.. hu's dat persoN? go n ask delphine.. onli she'll noe.. haha.. and iim so pro!! iim now onli left wid a SS essay which ii dono how tuu do and my physics 10yrs series.. n im done wid my hw!! 1st time ii finish most on fri.. cux normalli i drag it til sun.. mayb ii start tuu open up le.. haha.. okie la.. tmr workin.. wish me luck tuu get a gd host!! haha.. im not scared of conductin parties animore!! yeah!! haha.. okie la tc.. i go orh orh ler.. bye..!!

xx0_ii mux fergett uu.. n trust me.. ii'll.._0xx

♥ 1:04 AM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

iim so angri man!! arghhh.. when can ii jus cry n lie on sum1's shoulder? wad ii can do is jus hide in my rm and cry.. the onli 1 hu cares is jus my father.. my brother jus sux.. laz few days dump me wid science qns and now maths qns.. if he dono ii can understand.. but hes olways usin short cuts like calculator etc.. he's jus wad.. p4 onli lei.. cux hes so lazi.. all he do is jus his hw.. if he do it seriousli its stil okie.. but hes not.. in e past.. hes v smart.. now becumin lazi n jus eat slp n play like PIG!! ii reali cant stand it.. all is becux my mum's over doting make him like dat.. ii often complain tuu my daddi.. but wad can he do.. hes nt e 1 always ard.. ii jus feel like dying.. wads wrong wid my famili.. my mum is olways so protective of my brother.. and ii began nt to return so earli tuu my hse.. haii..

[[ wad shd ii doo..?? ]]

♥ 4:00 PM