it has been a wk since ii update.. lol.. dis wk.. is like.. SHIT..
tues.. renjie bluff me n kelvin tuu choon leong's hse tuu STRAIGHTEN his hair.. my god man.. hes a guy eh.. like pretty like a ger like dat.. lol.. wed.. ii met mr Ewan.. hes leadin a v gd life man.. haha.. hes been askin abt us whether we wanna join competitions etc.. or help him be stage mgr dis kinda stuff.. so fun!! lol.. thurs ystd.. we gt CIP.. habb tuu go n knock on the doors and EXPLAIN the prevention of dengue fever.. in e end our grp consists of calvin.nat.sabb.fiona.me seems tuu be e 1st tuu complete wid e most no. of flats 79.. although nt all opened up their doors.. but we slotted 1 pamplet eberi door eh.. lol.. so wei da bah?? den we went tuu plaza den fiona hse.. we stay til 11plus.. lol.. fri.. SPORTS DAY!! and the day im sacked frm dance club.. its reali ridiculous ehh.. today habb a meetin and ii 4got about it.. nobodi reminded me or wad.. den ii gt e xie zuo ban straight at 10am.. lol.. becux my chinese attendance was bad n ii 4gt about e meetin and ii was sacked.. wad law is dis? studies more impt or dance? dis qn is e most common qn teachers wil ask..
suddenli ii feel dat ii was like kinda treat like a punching bag.. when u r nt feelin gd can throw ur temper or attitude at me.. im NOT ok..!! iim a HUMAN..!! ii habb moii own emotions n feelins tuu take care of.. not yours.. deres no1 ii can depend on.. seems like no1.. ystd ii was stil telling sabb ii tink ii habb a happi life cux im easily contented but actuali iim not.. as ii found out today.. ii habb a sad famili.. some great frewnx.. a job dat ii enjoy.. no dance.. freedom.. ii nid sum1 dere fer me.. iim not how ii look or appear tuu be.. iim not strong..
sumtimes ii reali feel like fallin.. but ii cant.. me n him.. IMPOSSIBLE... i onli wish whenever iim sad.. hes dere.. jus frenx.. its more den enuff.. but why do ii seem like don hab manii ppl or frenx hu understand me inside out??