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I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my five girls too, :D
Born on 25.o9.90
Is a Libran
Now in Ngee Ann Poly, FMB

strike out.

I want to be pretty
I wanna be rich
I wanna be slim

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SAME EGG CRACK DAY - IDA

LAUGHING FRIEND - FIO

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

woohoo. recently too busy tuu blog. haha. finalli there's time.

ystd went out wid magdaline, kahleng, renjie, delfine, kelvin, jiaxing, teckliang and roy. haha. quite a good outing. as usual me dis planner is late. and ii habb tuu make my way down tuu orchard alone. sadded.

den went tuu heeren. as usual cant find e voodoo love couple. so sad. e pair of angels dat ii like. cant seem tuu find it anywhere. hai. den went tuu meet em at cineleisure. went tuu kbox. ha. only kelvin, jiaxing, renjie, kahleng and me sing onli. haha. magdaline n delfine pay 15 dollars dis time fer entertainment, drinks and toilet use. lol. renjie and kahleng are singing love duets while me n kelvin n jiaxing bullshitting ard. haha. delfine n magdaline are lesbian-ing. haha.

den went tuu buy movie tickets. roy said love story is a nice show. but none of us heard of dat movie b4. but hear roy say nice, we bought e tickets. den went tuu seoul garden. haha. bring renjie go seoul garden v useful. cux he our "dustbin". but in e end we stil waste oso. haha. but ii love e peppermint icecream!! so nice. haha. so gers next stop is marshe huh. haha. lol.

den wentt tuu catch e movie. its so nice till all of us gib it a ZERO star rating. its a singapore flim eh. pathetic. ii tink best director in singapore is onli jack neo. hai. as usual all of us paid 7dollars tuu go in n sleep. ha. and roy slept e most man. haha. its a stupid show showing alot of disgusting and censored stuff. dis flim shd be rated nc16 instead of da vinci code. lol.

went home at 1plus. but cant sleep. lol. u gers shd noe why. ha. den today mornin wake up. tanks tuu delfine hu willingly gib me a mornin cal!! woo. love ya!! aha. jk. den went fer maths bridging. quite fun and learn alot of stuff. den cum bck n prepare tuu go tuu SP. its quite fun. n e school is big. i tel u ar. sum1 like me hu has no sense of direction will nearli go missing. haha. but tanks tuu my new fren. hu i met at e course hu brought me out. her name is geraldine. ha. same as sab's sis. lol.

e course was both fun n boring. fun becux e hands on r fun and my grp keep winning. ha. we 5 gers are gd designers. haha. and 3 gers are in westspring. so i guess can c em ard often. hee. and gt 3 including me is in dance. haha. so coincidental. lol. and u noe wad? on e module on interior design we were taught how tuu fold paper into 3dimensional type. so boring. e course dat ii wanna go in but e least info dat i habb. sad.

den went tuu buy my earpiece. quite happi today. kahleng shd noe why. ha. lol. ok la. off tuu study fer 1hr. bye!!


8:07 PM


Monday, May 29, 2006

yay!!

O level chinese is over!! well. only 1 subject. sad. haha. 5months more b4 i can post "Olevelsareover" on my blog. haha. but i will study hard. cux ii dont habb money tuu take as a private candidate. ha. jokin. lol.

tmr going out wid dElfine dEy all. hope fun tuu cum. ha. ooo. 3hrs of studyin everiday will start soon.!! haha.

today e cough turn worst. hai. tmr dont tink can sing. hai. sad. aniway. i said ystd marks e day ii will forget him. in e end. i FAILED. ii cant. iim such a failure. ii habb said ii wanna forget him so mani times. and none succeed. lol.

aniway lookin 4ward tuu episode 17 of ai qing mo fa shi. hope e vcd out faster. haha. lol. and ii habb ample time tuu enjoy lu guang shen lin lo. del said its better den wang zi bian qing wa. so sabb wanna borrow? aha. but mux ask magdaline. haha.

okie. i go slp le. wish me habb sw2t dreams k. ha. bye.


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Sunday, May 28, 2006

hai.

tmr o level chinese. dono hw will i fare? feel so confused and nervous. haha. dono why. but ii still mux tank dose hu gib me luck. now ii habb alot. haha. ii promised today marks the end of u and me. u unknowingly gib me a v close feeling as if fer dat few minutes of walking together, we r a couple. but i noe its not. ha. dere's sum1 sitting in e deepest place of ur heart and i dont want tuu replace her. neither do i wan tuu be her subsitute. its easier said den done tuu end it. this 1 sided love is going tuu proceed on tuu the sixth month. half a yr of liking him. i guess. dats enuf. wads more impt now is my studies. ii mux gib up!! no matter how hard. becux ii dont tink its worth wasting my time on sum1 hu has such a poor character and don like me.

may sound funni tuu u rite? everione olways say when u like sum1 he will be flawless tuu u. but tuu me. hes not perfect. no 1 is. i could c his flaws. he will oso c mine. so. i guess. lets cut dis part of my wishful tinkin. i dont want tuu waste animore time. ppl hu noe. jus stop mentionin abt him. i will forget.


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Friday, May 26, 2006

heyhey.

it has been a week since i updated. hai. habb fallen sick since wed. hai. sore throat tuu fever tuu cough n lots of muscle aches. ha. after updating i have tuu get ready fer work. my mid yr results suck man. hai. iim sure dey wun let me take 5mths off fer me tuu concentrate on my studies. but ii don wan tuu live in regret fer my Os. but ii don feel like losing e job as a star cux its fun. well if u met gd customers. dats IF. haha.

iim considerin tuu quit n den cum bck as a star after my exams. can i? well. ii hope ii can. sumtimes i wonder. why e managers dere don understand hw an O level student feel of coping the stress frm sch n work? hai. keep pushin us tuu go bck. especially amelia. i tink boss oso wun understand ba.

iim v v disappointed wid my results. ii have nv gotten so low marks b4. and iim striving tuu work hard. huishan huishan go go go!!!


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Friday, May 19, 2006

heyhey!! today will be a long post. becux ii habb alot of photos tuu show u!! haha..

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c this.. haha. my lovely mother's day cake. i bought frm bengawan solo de. nice hor? hee.

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ha. dis is my lovely mama blowing out the candle. hee.

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dis is my horoscope sign.

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dis is his horoscope sign.

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dis is wad we ate at sakae sushi ystd..

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dis is the desserts we habb. the side view.

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dis is the top view.

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dis is mr andy ling and mrs magdalene ling. ha. and renjie. lol. kahleng missing in action. no la. deir famili foto taken when kahleng busy. hee.

ooo. lets talk abt the recent days. hai. sad. chinese intensive lessons!! so borin. hah. but ms tan fong yee is actually a patient teacher. she haven gib up on our class no matter hw much she cry, hw much she scld. lol. seeing her. i tink i will nv be a teacher. becux ii keep badmouthin all e teachers. i don want tuu habb dis kinda retribution. haha. we hab tuu stay all e way till 5pm. sad rite. ha. 10periods of chinese per day. other den monday. adds up tuu ard 24hrs per wk. lol. siao rite. haha.

ystd skipped chinese remedial wid delfine. haha. den went tuu kbox wid jingser, kelvin, jiaxing, teckliang, kaitee, jasmine, renjie, choon leong, magdaline, skline and delfine. haha. the 3 -ines. paid 10dollars tuu go in n c entertainment. dey din sing eh. so wasted. ha. skline worst. go in tuu be tortured. haha.

jingser ystd din noe abt e 2 of em. we kept pushin em tuu make em sit together. ha. after much difficulty, jingser den realise wad we r doin. haha. den we dedicated love song "wu ding" fer em tuu sing but dey don wan. sadded. ha. den foot bill le. we parted. we went tuu sakae sushi tuu eat!! ha. hw much did we eat? c e photo above. haha. 4 small gers eatin so much. haha. our next destination is next thurs. seoul garden. ha.

next thurs is fun!! or shd i say next wk. cux delfine n i are goin fer movie marathon. haha. mon is "da vinci code". wed is "over the hedge". thurs is horror movie. most probably "voice". haha. and thurs we r gonna be broke. becux we r watchin movie, kbox session and seoul garden fer dinner!! haha. wow.

okie. dats all fer now. ha. thurs. we r expecting ALOT of fun!! haha. cant wait fer dat day tuu cum!! hee.


6:51 PM


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

heyhey.

haha. today gt back my EMaths and FNN paper. well ii failed my Emaths paper1 by 7marks while ii passed my FNN by 3.5 marks. can u imagine dat my class gt onli 3passes fer FNN and NO passes fer science practical exam? ha. i tink all our teachers are vomitting blood. imagine a sec4 graduating cls performin like dat. argh. haha. till now ii gt bck geog, eng, chinese, emaths paper1, fnn, science p1, science practical. hai.

iim lookin 4ward tuu episode 15 of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi becux its gonna be the episode dat ii will LOVE e most. i tink. lol. haha.

aniway. thurs goin tuu kbox. dono whether will habb fun anot. well i tink we will. haha. tmr gettin bck Emaths paper2, Physics paper and POA. ha. tmr is e day dat 4e4 will die tragically. haha. dont ask me why. u shd noe why. haha.

next fri is e parents meetin session. but my mama say she gonna take off. ha. dono maybe tok tuu ms kuek. hope oso can tok thru fone den ok le. u tink can? i don tink so.


10:55 PM


Sunday, May 14, 2006

heyhey.

today is mothers day. haha. i worked oso. lol. but fortunateli. e laz party was a nice 1. wid so mani cute young babies n toddlers. haha.

den went tuu buy a cake. ha. kelvin treated me tuu choc. while christine find me tok tok. she seems so troubled. haha. den went tuu buy cake. go home. dey insist on hawker centre or kopitiam. den i drag em tuu AJISEN. nice! dey all enjoyed. ha. den go home cut cake. my mum stil wear e top ii bought. n even bought a massagin machine fer us. woohoo!! no more backaches!!

haha. den went home tuu cut cake. lol. ha. today c alot of shuai ge acc mama fer mothers day lei. unbelievable!! haha. aniway. tmr is schoolday. sad. hai.

rmbr e laz post which ii tok abt an unreasonable host which sclded me till i cry? ha. boss went tuu pacify her. buy hamper fer her sia. stupid. all of em tinks dat its a waste of money lo. its her fault eh. she is freaked out by e cheque and got me sclded instead. fuk. haha.

aniway. chiuting called today. haha. quite happi dats shes fine over dere. hope she will cum bck. ha. so dat ii can rest. lol/


11:56 PM



heyhey. did some more personality tests.

The favorite place in your home
Here is the analysis:You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.


Your Handwriting
Here is the analysis:You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear.


What's on your mind?
Here is the analysis:You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.


ForefingerYou are quitely confident and very responsible. You like to lead and can appear to be quite tough on the surface, but underneath is a gentle and sensitive character that enjoys the finer things of life.

CATYou are neat, clean and tidy. You don't like to be pushed around and you won't do something just because you're expected to. You don't live by the rules--you prefer to make up your own instead. If you are interested in an issue, you will find out more about it because you want to, not because you have been told to.

Basic JeansIf you like to wear your basic blue jeans, not tight, baggy, decorated or whatever, you are content with your current status and life style. You normally wear jeans only when it's appropriate to do so. Sounds like a real gentleman or lady doesn't it?

Mixed flavorsYou are a negotiator. You'll do anything you can to avoid open conflict so you never start quarrels. You will give in when you think it's appropriate but you can be doggedly persistent when you know that justice is on your side.

Bright and ColourfulChoosing to use red, orange or yellow tableware shows that you are a cheerful, optimistic kind of person. You love to have fun and nothing will stop you from going to parties and meeting lots of people.

What Type of Woman Does He Like?
Here is the analysis:He's the typical guy that you normally would see in today's society, nothing too spectacular. In fact, you really have to concentrate in picking him out among the crowd. He's also easy going, has a sophisticated taste. He isn't boring or anything like that. Just that he would tend to be a little humble, has his own independent views, but keeps it to himself. If the situation requires, he can step forward and really make an impression on others.The woman of his dream must not be the helpless lady type or too conservative, but must be a fighter with high perseverance. Women who are the fragile type or too ladylike are definitely not to his taste. She must be committed to overcome any obstacle in building up a family with him. Those from a rich family is definitely out. He prefers women whose fortune are self-made. This type of guy isn't selfish at all, but a real social contributor one can say. Don't worry, his requirements aren't really that high, you may pass the test you know.


MonkeyIf the monkey cage is the first place you visit at the zoo, you are an active and energetic person. You like to be among lots of people and enjoy party. You pay attention to every new thing that enters your life.

The Real You
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

ha. seems so true. aniway gt childish. argh.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.


What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.


What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 95%You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.


Is He The One For You?
Success Rate In Relationships: 62%
Things could turn out either way.You are a little too confident. You assume that he acts the way he does because he's interested in you. Don't forget, however, that he's the type of guy who is interested in a lot of things--and a lot of people. He's a very popular person, so it doesn't mean he cares particularly for you when he shows that he's worried because you're not well, or because he has called you at home once or twice. Nonetheless, you should not abandon all your hopes! It could be that he really does like you, and the way he acts indicates these feelings. You need to carefully observe his behavior, and how he reacts to you. And you should show him more clearly how you feel. If he reacts to you as usual after he knows you're keen, then don't worry, he's coming your way.


e percentage is so low. hai hes nt meant tuu be mine.

Are You Nosy?
Nosy Level: 70%You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.


A present for your boyfriend
Here is the analysis:You have strong attitudes towards things. You often manipulate a story you've heard. It is not completely lying. You just add things to what you have heard and retell it in a different way.


12:24 AM



heyhey. did some more personality tests.

The favorite place in your home
Here is the analysis:You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

Your Handwriting
Here is the analysis:You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear.


12:24 AM


Saturday, May 13, 2006

heyhey. today was a sad day ferr me..

ii onli habb ard 6hrs of sleep. den went tuu work. its like draggin myself dere. 1st party at 11am was chaotic. e boys n gers can use e cups dat ii gib em fer em tuu build e highest castle tuu throw at each other, causin a whole mess. hai. den e rest were okie. till 7pm.

dat party was a 11 yr old all gers party. e gers were mischievous and all. but can u imagine when u r 11 wad r u doin? studyin? playing? keep buggin ur parents fer a PAGER? nt allowed tuu travel far? haha. fer em. dey travelled frm CCK tuu KAP. den dey own good colour fones. ii tink if dey show off deir fones. ours can jus stand aside. haha. den when u r 11, do u noe of rock n hiphop songs? can u dance dose hip hop dance? haha. well dey can. pro rite. lol.

e host was nice. thru out e party till e end. haha. when ii was about tuu collect payment frm her. she wanted tuu issue a cheque. cheque is nt advisable in KAP and so ii tld her dat cash is much more preferred. she gt angri and scld scld scld. say wad "do u tink i'll run away? its onli 165.80. not 1000 over. etc." frm dere scld all e way tuu my party. say straight into my face dat e party i conducted was lousy, games not organised blah.

after dat she issued a cash cheque. ii went dwn n adila said dat it habb tuu be addressed tuu Mcd's Place. ii went up and den gt her scldin. she stil tore up e cheque. she scld scld scld and demanded tuu c e manager. i brought her down. adila was also sclded like hell by her. ii cant tolerate n ran tuu e crewrm n lock myself in e changin rm tuu cry. ha. andy was shocked by me. adila den walked in. tok tuu me. say nt my fault blah. tg n carolyn followed n console me dat its nt my fault. she threatened tuu send a letter up tuu HQ. if she want i dont mind. becux when ii was crying, can u believe dat e intention of quitting was in my head? perhaps iim oso like delfine. too tired. well ii am.

den after consoling. i went up. delfine and kelvin told me dat my party was perfectly alrite. ha. i stil tink dat i gt succeed in dis party becux in e past, e oldest kids party ii habb conducted was 9yrs old. ii can play sum games and den dey will start walkin bck tuu deir seats becux dey found it borin. today all of em continued playin n playin. ii even played 3 games wid em n e host said i nv organise games tuu play wid em. she even tld adila dat she was pissed off wid my attitude when ii DID NOT even gib her a black face or use a rude tone tuu speak tuu her. wth. why r dere unreasonable customers like dat? cant dey jus understand dat ppl like us workin arent habbin a gd time? lol. esp fer me. i do full shift today. 10.30 - 11.00 with a half n hr break. ii conducted 4 parties la. lucki becux chiuyen helped me wid 1. hai.

delfine n kelvin stil heard a child tellin e bday ger dis when e host was scldin me, "dis isnt e 1st time ur mum sclded ppl rite", haha. seems like shes worst den my mum. she even shouted at her maid. scari. maid abuse. haha. in all, ii onli can say, everibody can see dat e kids enjoy, ii myself enjoy too. ii did not do anithin wrong ferr dat party. but ii oso apologise. so wad. she dont care.

iim sure tmr cindy is gonna call me tuu sit down. ii wun care. cux ii nv do anithin wrong. carolyn n chiuyen oso tel me nt tuu worry becux ii habb done nth wrong. ha. today is e 1st time ii cried becux angered by a customer in KAP. lol.

tmr iim stil gonna do full shift same frm 10.30am tuu dono wad time. iim tired. when ii was crying, ii was tinkin of sum stupid stuff. haha. dis yr is my unlucky yr. ii was tinkin abt all dis like why e guy ii like wun like me? why e things i do always goes wrong even if its right? why do ii always cant do eberithin well? dis yr seems so wrong fer me. hai. iim tired. ii want tuu take a break. iim onli 15. ppl dis age. playin? studyin? shoppin? or wad ever things. workin? haha. no.

ii rmbr 1 thing dat kelly said in her column in teenage magazine dat dere is onli 10-15yrs fer childhood. but 40-60 fer adults. so dont try tuu grow up so quickly. enjoy ur life slowly. ii dont want tuu grow up so fast too. but as u work, e diff types of ppl u meet, dis cruel reality and society will force u tuu grow up. sounds chim? ha. once u stepped intu e workin world u will understand dis. haha.

how ii wish jingser, chiuting, fang qi are ard. dey always stand up fer me de. now iim alone. no1 stand up fer me. hai. hw ii wish chiuting is here. she will always fight fer my rights fer exam leave n etc. but all dis is all but how ii wish.

so tired..


1:41 AM


Friday, May 12, 2006

heyy..

today habb a fun day at bugis with delfine, skline and magdaline. haha. today as usual we r later den e time we planned tuu meet. haha. not me today okie. haha. miracle. den we went dere buy movie ticx le den spent time findin wad shall we eat. or skline eat. in e end we end up at burger king. wid me n delfine unable tuu finish our food. haha.

den we went tuu SHOP!! woohoo. as usual. iim e best shopper dere. hu ask me tuu be e shopping queen. haha. spent alot tuu buy CLOTHES. haha. ii now gt so mani new clothes. dono when can finish wearing them. haha. let me c.. ii habb 1 new jumbo suit. 2 jumbo tops. 1 formal cute suit. and 1 half jacket suit which is bought since new yr. with a brown skirt. haha. alot ma? lol. haha. mani ppl is sayin dat my short body is obvious. sad.

den ii oso went crazy over buying hello kitty stuff. magdaline and skline oso looking fer e fake adidas n puma brand bags. so sad we cant reali find ani nice ones. me n delfine oso findin mother's day presents. in e end ii end up buyin a top fer my mum. haha. delfine said my mum not in de. ii oso tink so. haha. den ii spent damn lots too. ii tink mostli on food. haha.. stupid keyboard. break down when ii was typing dis post. haha. aniway. ii saw an orange zinc bag which looks nice. but gt 1 stupid flag symbol. so ii din gib it anth look. haha.


delfine keep tempting me tuu buy things. haha. but wad ii buy today was considered LITTLE. lol. correct. haha. aniway. ii oso habb abit of an toothache. ii tink iim not magdaline hu will habb toothache when stressed rite? haha. aniway. e movie poisedon is v nice!! ii will encourage uu guys tuu go n watch.. haha. similar tuu titanic in a way but not in e other. so its up tuu ur views. haha. but its so thrilling. sumtimes abit scary cux of e sound effects. haha. but in e end. e show ended quite well. haha. at least sum ppl survived. lol. haha.

haha. iim gonna die fer dis wkend. no rest fer me.. tmr 10.30 tuu 10.30.. argh. sat oso. my god. haha. sun better. 10.30 tuu 5 plus.. haha. but finalli exams are over!!

BUT ms kuek say wanna c all our parents becux we did NOT do well fer our exams. my god. so suey lo. 4yrs in sec sch dis is e 1st time ii nid tuu bring my parents tuu c teacher. haii.

okie la. i go slp le. haha. my next target show shd be aquamarine? voice? my omen? haha. speaking of dat "my omen", jus e preview frightened e hell of us alreadi. wonder if we watch e real movie, wad will happen? haha.


12:14 AM


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

heyhey..

dono why.. e fonts on my blogger account seems so big. weird. ha. aniway today nothin much happen. onli dat queeniie tan vomited blood fer her fnn paper. ha. why. cux its a killer paper. oops. ha.

tmr is science paper1. seems like nobodi care. neither do i. haha. watch e 9 o clock show. ha. e xiangyun n ruoxi so cute. so innocent so sweet. and e ruoxi so dote on xiangyun. haha. opps iim jealous. haha.

tmr we also going dwn tuu bugis tuu SHOP. haha. good. finally gt time tuu release my stress on shopping!! haha. maybe buying a bag dat magdelene said. haa. aniway. good luck tuu all fer tmr's science paper1. after dat habb FUN!! woohoo.

aniway. how ii wish ii can migrate tuu taiwan. haha. do u noe e reason why? ha. aniway my mp3 1GB ii already used 800mb le. haha. so fast rite. but cant blame.. cux 223 songs ler..!! haha. aniway. headache headache headache.

magdeline and skline. hope she dont pass e interview okie? hee.


10:26 PM


Tuesday, May 09, 2006

heyhey.

today is such a miracle UNLUCKY day. why? tel me tel u a story. wahaha.

today me n ida was late. mr yup was rushin us. ii managed tuu sit down after runnin. den my chair was so near tuu bird's table dat it hit n nearli caused her table tuu overturn. lol. den e physics paper was so .. i tink will nv be able tuu pass. ha. den went tuu eat etc. waited a LONG time fer e bus. den went home bath den went tuu study. so irritating. dere was a grp infront of me at e studyroom creatin a hell lot of nonsense. dey were singing JJ's songs, sprayin sum idiotic men's perfume which smell so yucky. shoutin all over e place. can u imagine when sum1 take a guy's thing, say him or criticise him a few words or jus shootin his mouth all over, a GUY a AH BENG can shout n shout n shout each time n is so loud. im jus infront of em. and e worst thing dat made me left in an angri mood all e way bck home is dat dey are smoking in front of me. its so yucky. stil make me cough man. wad ii cant believe is dere r actually zhenghua gers hu hangs out wid em.

nw tuu me seems like e younger generation kids are frm bad tuu worse. can u imagine when u r pri4 wad r u doin? muggin? stayin at home playin wid toys? or wad? but definitely not at a study corner hangin out wid ah bengs scldin vulgarities and vandalising property rite? summore dey r gers man. ha. dis world is turnin chaotic. ha.

aniway tmr is fnn. no hope fer it. ha. wish me gd luck. ha.


6:42 PM


Sunday, May 07, 2006

hey. went tuu try out e 2 tests dat ida posted on her blog. read my results. do u tink it sounds true? haha.

know more about urself
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


hot or not?
Part 1] Self Confidence: 73% -> You're confident.[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 78% -> Extremely sensitive to surrounding stimulation.[Part 3] Body Language: 73% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 87% -> A real talent![Part 5] Empathy For Others: 80% -> An extremely kind and warm person.
You are a typical girl, like the majority.

attractiveness: 77.33%

the clothes u wear
What others see from your styleYou tend to be affectionate but not very strong emotionally. You want to be loved, and this can make you appear needy and clingy at times.
What your nightclothes revealYou are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your tiesYou enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.
What others see from your beltsIf there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.
What others see from your shoesYou like to be the center of attention. You like to look good at all times and probably never leave the house without makeup on. Although you may be intelligent, you're also insecure about your looks. You care about others, and will always listen to what they have to say.
What others see from your earringsYou are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.
The last analysisYou are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.


what is my fav fruit?
You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.

swimsuit reflects ur personality
You are generous person and are open to new ideas. You enjoy tasks that challenge you, while others may see your acceptance of such tasks as a risky and even brave thing to do. You don't hold any secrets and speak your mind directly. You have a rather naughty approach towards the opposite sex, and your tendency to flirt can sometimes get you into trouble.

how do u react tuu compliments?
If you are gracious and simply say thank you when you receive a compliment, it shows that you are confident and self-assured. You respect the privacy of others, and don't like to poke your nose into anyone's business. You are sure of what your values are, and are proud of what you believe.

how well do i get along wid others?
You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.

how do u behave when in love?
You could win the Nobel Peace Prize for being such a good lover! You are a truly understanding person, and put all of your trust into your relationship while also maintaining your independence. You would be many a man's perfect woman.

woohoo. aniway. ii tink dat. dis hse hass nth more fer me tuu stay on. since ii cant habb ani deciision of whr e sofa set shd be put becux 1stli. i din support e famili. ii din buy e sofa. 2nd. iim rareli at home. ha. ii wish ii can move out asap!!

so wad do u tink? try out and habb fun. http://www.quizbox.com/personality


9:54 PM


Thursday, May 04, 2006

heyy.

nothin much fer tooday. jus datt today's papers are so e f*ck difficult man. not difficult la. not enuf time. hai. all of us wanna die today. confirm flunk ler. haii. sadd.

tmr is fri ler. so fast rite. ha. 1 wk more n exams are over. but not over ferr e yr though. haii. so fast its gonna be wkend le. but it promises more mugging becux next wk is all e sciences!! argh.. PHYSICS. lol. aniway ii will mug hard.

ha. jus now nearli black out in my room. ii mean ii nearli faint. nt my hse lights. lol. dono wads up wid me dese few days. feel abit abnormal but seems so normal inside my body. haii. today mornin b4 walkin intu e hall fer ss paper. ii don even feel ani feelin in my legs til e extent dat ii cant move. after makin myself walk fer dono hw long. den regain the feelin of my legs. sound so scari. ee. ii oso scared. lol.

and ii promised tuu mug hard. so that ii will habb a better choice of future. no matter whr ii go. tuu arts sch fer dance. designin course. tourism hotel n resort mgmt or jc. becux ii mux succeed in life!! =))

deres sth v wrong wid my mp3. hai. stupid idiotic thing. hai. dese days keep poppin out alot of designs on clothes, hair etc. but the prob wid me is dat ii cant draw it out. so pointless rite. hai. ii donwan becum next "xiaobei" in the "ai qing mo fa shi". ha. aniway habb tuu wait til next wk fer the new episode!! ming dao is so shuai. haha. hes mine. sabb don jealous. ha.


10:02 PM


Tuesday, May 02, 2006

ooo. okie. let me start from fri.

nth much ferr dat day. except dat all of 4e4 chinese cls skipped ms tan fong yee's cls. she ask us go bck n reflect. so all of us gone bck. lol. good reason huh? ha. den ii went tuu fiona's hse. dat day. e sky reali don like me. when iim out, it rained. when iim indoor it stopped. ha. den went bck home. watch e laz episode of e 9 o clock show. meanwhile ii tink iim watchin e laz part of e ep11's ai qing mo fa shi.. everi one mux go youtube watch. its such a nice show man!! those hu watch dis show will hate qingkong ba. like me. ha. sabb is on e way tuu addiction. haha.

sat. well. work. mornin. so sad. actuali meetin fiona dey all tuu study. in e end. i nv turn up. cux kana extended. hai. sad. til 6. but ii stay til nite. study geog. ha. good ger huh. den sum1 popped out wid a box of nuggets n my fav swt and sour sauce. ha. saw kenneth dere too. his fren tot one of em (choonleong,andy,jiaxing,jiajun) is my boyfren. ha. ii tink she suspect leong. cux he's holdin my bag. but everione will noe. a perfectly normal human wun like a 81yr old banana. oppS! den went tuu courts wid my famili. buy sofa and microwave oven. woohoo. in future dont nd tuu steam food ler. ha.

sun. whole day rot at home. watch alot of rubbish videos n blah. no study at all. er. abit la. den at nite. wid magdelene and delfine dere tokin rubbish at msn. haha. den plan mon mornin eat breakfast n study. ha.

mon. mornin. all late except me. im e EARLIEST. surprising hor? lol. waitin fer our hotcakes. den we dont want tuu c jashidah tuu e extent dat we keep hidin frm her. but she appeared at our table wid our hotcakes. so suey. ha. den we study. but gt mgr chase us out. so we went tuu yoshinoya. it was so bloody damn cold dat ii caught a flu dere. den went tuu kfc. in e end nv study but eat. ha. so total me eat le:

breakfast: egg muffin, hotcakes sausage meal wid milo
lunch: O.R. filet meal wid mountain dew
dinner: doublecheese burger, hot milo, apple dippers

haha. alot ba. lol. ii spilled my mountain dew. ha. cux me clumsy. lol. den went tuu kap wid a bad flu. ha. in e end while i was workin i drank 4hot milo tuu make my flu go away. but it dint. haha. den conducted teckliang's adults party. erm. not all r sporty though. but ii loved e obstacle race though. cux ii pushed em tuu make em kiss each other. ha. lol. bad huh. lol. teckliang's order. saw joseph again. e one hu lent me e jacket. he put foundation sia so sissy. ha. ii so bad rite? ha. but ii find e bday boy cute. but he gt gf le. no chance. hahaha. no la jokin. lol. but dey so gd help me clear. woohoo. ended up ii studied geog til 12plus midnight. ha.

today. erm. paper okok ba. feel weird sittin inside e hall though. ha. sian. may tan say ss difficult. die. ha. ms kuek seems tuu be stil v angri wid our cls. but cant blame la. ha. hu ask our cls so attitude? hai. tmr is chinese. can we pasS? worried. aniway tmr meetin chaileng tuu teach me maths n physics. gd. woohoo.


5:48 PM