Simplicity is beauty.

Thursday, June 29, 2006

second post of e day. wonderin why ii habb such a long second post? haii. jus went tuu read G's blog. and realised dat. i cant stand him.

yes. its a him. he lives his life as if if he is sick. e world will crash. love and gf is everithing tuu him. even though hes v clear dat 10yrs dwn e road. shes nt gonna be his wife. but he fantasizes of deir wedding. even a grander one den anione. he everi time uses excuses tuu push away homework. and all e schwrk and studying dat he nd tuu do.

tuu him. he feels dat love is all e thing he shd care now. nt the O levels. he dont seem tuu be daunted by the exams and his current results aniway. he tinks dat he shd be depressed tuu e extent dat everi one on dis world mux cry fer him when his loved one went away. he tinks dat he is romantic like dat. he tinks dat his ger shd oso behave like him. treatin him as the ONLY one in her life. nth else shd bothers.

yes. u mite tink dis is exaggerating. but such a person do exists. no matter hw much of sclding, naggin etc he jus wun listen. nt even being sacarstic tuu him helps. he only knows hw tuu glare at ppl when sum1 said sth dat is nt pleasing tuu his ear. yes. even if dats e truth and truly truth.

well. enuf of e grumbling. seriousli i oso dono why ii can get so angri abt him. but perhaps ii tink he can do well. cux hes nt a stupid boy. he has intelligence. but e problem is. he tinks dat 10days before the exams he can go n haunt dwn everi teacher and keep stayin bck n ask e teacher tuu teach him. tinking dat he can make it like dat fer his exams. but his results show him no. but he wun reali bother much. determined by e attitude he gib.

ps: if u know dat u r hu im tokin abt. buck up den. ii look dwn on guys like u. and im true abt dat.
aniway. ii habb editted dis post. actuali ii habb alreadi uploaded e pics. but fiona said cannot. so sorry guys. haha. wait til Os are over. lol. lalala.

♥ 9:30 PM

yayy!!! O level FNN practical is OVER!!! woohoo. lol.

but im hungry NOW. lol. later gonna eat my mama's yummy fried mee. lol. todays practical was.. well. kinda funni. lookin at del cookin. and sabb e blur blur face. well. im so fast today. still habb time tuu help sabb n del. haha. del's salmon pocket was nice. my chicken was nice. sabb's sushi was nice. lol.

all of us was so damn TIRED after the practical. except fer ida. haha. nw we all noe dat standin tuu cook fer hrs is nth fun. its so damn tiring. sabb and me started tuu say dat we suddenli love our mama v much. e amt of food we cook today is equivalent or lesser den wad our mama cook everiday. hw did our mama survive thru? lol. haha. and dis time round. its nt fiona hu cut her finger. its me. but its jus a tiny small cut which ii din realise til e end of e practical.

ystd. we went tuu IMM. well. ystd dere seems tuu be 2 more ppl gettin more childish den me. dey r del and ida. dey were both playin wid trolleys at DAISO and GIANT. lol. and ii nearli get lost in GIANT. lol. IMM is a gd place tuu shop. esp DAISO fer sum daily cute nice japanese necessities like facial cleanser? flower essence? etc and GIANT fer food. my god. dese 2 places habb been e places my shoppin spree starts. mag n skline. shall we go dere? haha. jk.

okie. im goin tuu makan le. don miss me. lada ii will upload my practical picx. so rmbr tuu stay tune tuu my blogg. haha.

♥ 8:42 PM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

arrrrghhhh!!!

my mum is so irritating today. lol. wads more irritating is the preparation of the FNN practical. and wads the most irritating is dat tmr dere's a stupid POA ratio test which i noe nth abt. arrghh!! god. save me.

everyone is telling me dat ii can do it. dey believed me. and dey habb e confidence in me. my god. but hearing dat frm so mani ppl seems so stressed. lol. and ii habb no idea whr tuu go yet. worst thing of all. haii.

ii suddenly realised dat guys r nth but shit. well. dere r sum nice 1 ard. but definitely nt the majority.

wish me gd luck fer tmr's practical okie? lol. cant wait fer tmr. becux me, del and sabb will be cooking together. it will be fun. but wad abt my bladder fren ida? lol. she will habb tuu find her own activity. aniway. shes my BLADDER fren. lol. no wrong abt dat.

ii wrote an essay today. e topic was tuu write dat 10yrs dwn e road when e 4 of us reunite again. wad will happen tuu e 4 of us. ii wrote dat iim a dancer, sabb is an actor whu expertises in musicals and plays, del is an interior design and ida an animation designer. and ii even fantasize dat sabb was e 1st tuu get married among us. well. shes v homely. so she gib me dat feelin dat she will marry earli. lol. haha. while e 3 of us will enjoy our modern womenhood. lol.

kinda quite lame. but cant imagine wad will be 10yrs dwn e road? hw abt u?

♥ 8:50 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

sum more results frm the tickle tests dat ii habb done..

shanie, you're a Skydiver!

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Skydiver which means you are a
Seeker / Golden Your primary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Golden" characteristics. That means you're open minded, extroverted, free-spirited, and independent. Chances are you're pretty liberal. You're like a magnet for love and affection. People adore you. And, thanks to that healthy dose of self-confidence, you're super-flexible. How do we know all this? How do we know you're a great leader at work? Or that you're a self-starter and will always volunteer to take on a job? How could we have divined that you're an excellent communicator and tend to spread your enthusiasm to others?Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Skydiver.And that's just scratching the surface.

aniway. jus returned frm studying. wid kaitee and kel. haii. so boredd.. sch tmr again.. but goin tuu IMM tuu get sum stuff tmr. woohoo!!

♥ 10:48 PM

ii jus did a personality test. on which horoscope suits me best. and the result is..

shanie, the best match for your personality is Aquarius. AquariusInitially, an Aquarius may catch your attention by showing you their intellectual side and optimistic outlook. But as you get to know them better, you're likely to be even more drawn to an Aquarian's idealistic resolve and focus on making positive change. People born under this sign are frequently capable of seeing both sides in any dispute. This can make them quite talented when it comes to finding creative solutions in your relationship. Your Aquarius may be a bit headstrong at moments, but they'll also tend to look for the bright side in times of trouble. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Water Bearer both discrete and cautious. An Aquarian will ordinarily make sure that all areas of your relationship are strong before plunging into sex. Overall, Aquarians are solid, unwavering partners and complex people. So, it may take you a little extra time to get to know your Aquarian match, but it's apt to be well worth the wait.

lol. so far fer me. ii haven knew any guy hu is an aquarian. gers ii tink only magdalene. becux most of e guys appear in my life are scorpions. lol. but of cux ii wun be interested in magdalene becux i nt les. and ii donwan snatch wid del. lol.

♥ 1:49 PM

sumtimes.. ii will tink..

doo ii treat my frenx kinda too harsh?? ii noe ii did dose awful things in hope dat dey will start studying. but ii myself oso e same wad. haii.

seeing sum stuff frm my horoscope webby.. and found dese..

You're a driven person, and sometimes, when things don't progress as quickly as you'd like them to, you get frustrated. That's totally understandable, but also totally unnecessary.

You will need to be a little extra patient with your people early this week, if only because nobody else will.

and im so glad dat deres anth thing dat ii saw dat can curb me frm strayin frm e path dat ii shd.

If your love life seems to be at a standstill, don't despair. Put your good energy into other areas -- how about friends, learning something new, volunteering ... or all three? Your love karma will sort itself out.

and all dese. seems tuu make me more clear of myself. haha. aniway.. ii reali do hope dat O levels will cum faster. its stil 120days away. lol. cux ii wanna get it quick over n done. and enjoy my holidays!! lol. ii habb decided tuu volunteer my service at an orphanage or old folks hm. ii tink its kinda v fufilling. lol.

aniway. will update later. when iim home. nw iim at fnn lesson. and mdm zarina is lookin at me. haha. bye.

♥ 1:36 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

phew..

iim so glad dat ii habb so manii ppl hu dote on me. dey habb been guiding me nt tuu wander off frm e path dat ii shd be on now. n dats concentrating fer O levels. haha. dey habb been pushing me hard. and having high hopes on me. dey r oso constantly remindin me whr is my goal. whr is my future. so gd tuu habb em. love ya guys!

♥ 9:27 PM

haii.

quite a great sch day today. lol. practical re-exam on thursday. my god. so sian. lol. don even habb e mood tuu go n cook. neither am ii prepared. lol. haha.

sumtimes ii wonder. wad is e feelin when u r dead? isit e feeling when u r sleeping? ever wonder once u fall asleep, u mite nv wake up again? lol. seriousli. dere r ppl whu said dat e no. of hrs dat u sleep is e no. of hrs dat u were dead fer dat day. do u agree? well. ii tink ii agreed tuu dat. becux tink now when u r sleeping without ani dreams. do u habb ani feelings? no rite? till e alarm clock starts tuu ring den u start tuu feel urself again. fer that no. of hrs u are asleep. uu wun habb ani feeling. isnt dat equals tuu being dead? well. ii guess when we die. we oso fell into a deep sleep. but jus dat we will nv ever wake up frm dat sleep. rite? lol.

haha. suddenli im so pessimistic over here. aniway. today ii habb no mood tuu do anithing. suddenli feel like eatin sumthing sweet. haii. my sweet addiction cums again. lol. and tmr. ii wonder hw will my ss re exam marks be? lol. maths was worst alreadi. lol. lets pray hard fer tmr. lol.

♥ 9:04 PM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

ever wonder hw manii ppl dote on u on dis world??

well. ii can tell u. fer us dere are manii. fer me. ii habb alot too. nobody is short of sum1 dat will dote on u. becux we are all v fortunate ppl. but often we take dese ppl fer granted. becux we tink dat dey will be there all e time.

dere are oso sum ppl hu are jealous of sum1 else hu perhaps has more ppl hu r caring him or her. doting him or her. just like a fren of mine. she actualli envy a fren of hers dat why is she always getting care and concern and doting frm all her guy frenx but nt she herself? but when dis fren of hers left singapore. she realised dat actualli all e guy frenx also showed her care n concern. but its jus dat she nv realised it.

ii din too. ii tot no1 dote on me. but till ystd. i realised alot of ppl doted on me. especialli my parents. urs too will dote on u as well. and all my sch gerfrenx and my KAP mac frenx!! wad ii cant believe is dat a long time no meet fren which we managed tuu meet on a thurs fer 2hrs. sent me a msg askin whether iim feelin ok ystd. same goes tuu pohmeng. guess we mux reali start tuu c e world wid our heart nt wid eyes.

ii realised dat ppl hu r easily contented will live happier den dose hu r not. lol. am i or am i nt? perhaps im stuck in e middle. lol. and whether shd gers fite fer deir own happiness too? ii guess dey shd. lol.

aniway. gers. shd miss me fer nt wrkin today rite. wad a gd day tuu take MC ii guess. lol. gt miss me? haha. u all shd noe whu im tokin abt.

aniway. tmr sch is gonna reopen. guess nth gd is expected. lol. lets c wads gonna happen. esp tmr's 1st lesson is maytan's. my god.. lol.

♥ 11:36 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

haii..

heard dis frm a DJ. dont destroy other ppl's happiness if u donwan ppl tuu destroy ur happiness later on in ur life. kinda true rite. dose playboys or playgirls. i believe dey do get deir retribution sumhow. lol.

fer me. ii guess he reali hass nth fer me. today went out wid leong dey all. and dey all try tuu matchmake us. by replaying wad happen tuu joanna n renjie on dat fateful tues. but he din seem happi. neither do i. becux being forced is nt wad ii wanted. frm e way he look at her. ii guess she is the right one fer him. although ppl r sayin. its nt true. even she tinks dat its only a habit. but even if its a habit of his. as long as he don wanna face up tuu reality. ii cant do anithin. aniway. ii don habb confidence in myself now. perhaps becux ii tink hes more fond of other gers den me. well. ii noe in dis type of things. losing confidence is nt a gd thing. but. ii cant help it. today especially. she reali treat me like her dear meimei. ii reali feel v guilty. sorry. ii couldnt help it when he look at u. ii will feel e sense of jealousy fer dat moment. but dats all. sumtimes reali wanna say sorry tuu u straight in e face. but cant say it out. perhaps iim scared more misunderstandings will arise. im v sorri.

today. i dont feel like e one being matchmade. ii feel like a obstructing object btw dey 2. haii. stressed. sorri tuu him. if u feel stressed n forced today. and sorry tuu her. fer all e hidden feelings inside my heart. ii know. all e feelings dat ii habb confessed seems so evil. but realli sorri.

♥ 1:33 AM

Friday, June 23, 2006

woo..

everi thing is back tuu normal. ting my da jiejie cum bck ler. haha. although its onli fer2mths. but at least better den nth. lol. but hu noes whether fer e next 6years can we c her? haii.

accordin tuu my laz post.. im stil wrkin hard.. ii will. ii will succeed. ii don wan end up failing like e previous attempts. its enuf. ii don wan feel so guilty animore. sorri ting. sorri kel.

and sorri tuu myself. but iim happi dat ystd ii habb a nice dream. perhaps wad cant be fufilled in the reality could be brought into the small dreamland of mine. ii guess im contented wid dat.

♥ 1:28 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

hmm. maybb ii shd really 4get. wadever.

ii shall treat him as a gd buddy frm now onwards. after seeing e photos on his blog.. iim much confirmed dat my decision is correct. pls pls pls. gers. jus let me off. dont mention abt him animore okie. after wad ii habb seen ii tink dats e best. fer him fer me fer everione. he's still waiting and will keep on waiting. and ii shall be his best fren frm nw onwards and forever!! ii really find no courage tuu continue on.. wads dat fear? ii dont know. ii onli know. maybe we nd tuu keep a distance.. and ii reali mean a distance..

♥ 2:19 AM

jus heard dis frm a DJ on 933. and tink dat ii shd share it wid e rest.

she said dat if u are having a bad mood. do nt lose ur temper at others becux it will cause anth person tuu habb a bad mood and lose his or her temper at others and dis goes on. and becux of u 1 person hu is having a bad mood. u caused mani mani ppl tuu habb a bad mood together too. and by treating others better, mindful of ur words n actions and lastly more smiles. u can bring a better day tuu others. i totalli agree wid dis. do u?? lol.

♥ 2:05 AM

haiii.

suddenly feel so DEPRESSED. dono why. lol. ii read a bk and it said dat love is selfish. isit? or isit not? lol. well i tink it is. dono wad i'll be expecting in e near future. haii. whu ask me so dumb? haii.

today ii listened tuu e music diary on 933. it was a guy hu wrote in. he actualli hurt himself by carving the name of the ger whu he love on his arms. it seems so scari. lol. and ii tink wad e DJ said was rite. b4 u wanna love other ppl. u shd learn tuu love urself first. haii.

hu noes mayb ii will write intu 933's music diary one of dese days? but ii guess ii will. when ii gt hold of e 933's address.

haii. im nt able tuu step dwn till august. so sadd. lol. performance after performance after performance. haii. next is the Montage Festival on 14july. after the which the Racial Harmony Day and then e National Day. haii. can expect the tiring days dat is tuu cum.. lol..

♥ 1:00 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

arrgghhh!!! iim v HUNGRY now!!

but.. deres only instant noodles in my hse now. shd i eat? or shd i not? lol. but dere's alot of MSG inside instant noodles blah blah. so shd i or not?? hai. so vexed. lol.

today nth much happen ba. jus feel dat hw cum today everithin dat happen in KAP seems so coincidental. e 1st time he came up and left. the 933 radio station played Rainie Yang's "Yu Shang Ai". and e next time he came up wid 2 packets of apple dippers, was the time when ii was tinkin whether anot tuu go dwn n buy apple dippers. and he chose tuu sit beside me e 3rd time rd but nt jasmine. perhaps its becux hes scared of her. or nt close tuu her. but wadever it is. everi thing seems so coincidental. lol.

so back tuu my pt.. shd ii eat instant noodles anot?? lol.

♥ 12:46 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006

did someone just said ii became mature?? lol.

haha. suddenly im so vexed. ii hate dis. when ii habb finally make a decision. sumthin unexpected will come along the way. well. ii really habb no idea wad am ii facing. iim such an indecisive person. lol. but ii noe. hu ii reali liked. although everyone is discouraging me frm choosing him. ii chose him in e end. it has been 6mths. kinda long fer me.

ya. ppl always tel me. "he has such a sucky character..etc." but ii dono why.. i jus cant help it. haha. jasmine tld me dat love is blind. perhaps it is. or perhaps perhaps. but nevertheless. dese 6mths. he left me mani beautiful memories. jasmine always tld me tuu believe in my feelings. she tld me. as long as ii believed in dat we will be together. dere is a chance. dats hw she tel herself. and persevere till nw. it has been 3yrs fer her. she tinks dat the men dat we liked has feelings fer us. ii dono abt dis. perhaps yes. perhaps no.

but wadever it is. ii guess. ii mite be the next jasmine. becux e fickled-minded me. decided tuu settle dwn.

♥ 12:34 AM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

some pics tuu show all of u..

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dis is the pic of Rayner. a v cute boy whu attended my parties quite a few times. haha.
and let me show u sum pics of me wid my "permed" hair. lol.

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see. all dese pics are me wid my "permed" hair. so do u all tink ii look gd in permed hair? well. i tink onli sum types of perm suits me. well. ii guess im gonna find e correct type of perm which suits me. if nt im gonna turn into an "ah soh". lol. but best shd be go fer rebonding. haha. and seriousli dis was nt done by any temporary perm machine or wad. dis is due tuu e bun dat i tied dis evening. haha. kinda of quite funni. but quite happi dat after letting go of my bunned hair, ii could see e images of me having permed hair. lol.

♥ 4:32 AM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

ooowww!!! *yawn*

hah. gonna slp after bloggin. so tired. sleeping at 4am and waking up at 12pm fer two straight days. lol. guess wad i did jus nw? ii cleaned e whole hse. can u believe? neither do i. lol. i don rmbr being such a gd ger helpin my mama clean e hse. esp in e middle of e nite. lol.

but it gives ppl a sense of satisfaction after e whole hse is clean. and dis means wad. iim sum1 hu stil likes being clean and tidy rather den being messy. lol. at times. lol. ppl mite ask why suddenli ii will habb e feeling of cleaning up e whole house. its becux my mama habb nt cleaned it fer THREE whole months. kinda abit unbelievable. if my papa nv say. ii oso wun noe. haha. and everi1 in e hse is dwn with illnesses. esp my papa n mama. so i tink mayb cleanin up the whole hse is a gd idea tuu get rid of germs. well. hu noes. e "3mths nt cleaned" hse mite be the cause of e virus spreadin in my famili. lol.

wadever it is. its e killer cough virus. so ppl. clean ur hse now!! haha.

♥ 2:36 AM

Friday, June 16, 2006

hii.

depressed mood now. tuu people whu wanna noe my decision. my decision is NO ONE. now jasmine's job is tuu make me mug hard for Os. lol. anithing else is left till after dat. and dat includes some stupid love matters. nothin else matters more den my exams now. so ppl stop ur rumours. ii promised no relationships fer me till after my exams. dats my vow. and my promise tuu my mama.

my aim is tuu be in a poly after ii graduate frm dis sucky school. no matter whether tuu be in Ngee Ann or Singapore poly. jus dat iim in a course ii like. iim sure life will go on smoothly fer me den. now although e path is rocky. but iim goin on. guys are nt important as dey tink dey are. tuu me now.

now the thing is tuu mug hard.

♥ 1:03 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

heyhey.

today is so boring at home. lol. but iim goin out tuu study again later. want tuu know whu ii habb decided? dont tel u. actuali i myself dono oso. hai. in all. life is so sad. lol. aniway so angry dat sum idiot cum n spam my blog.. eee.. so everi one pls help tag my blog. lol. not spam. lol.

♥ 2:34 PM

woo.

today was crew outing. not bad ba. although earli in e mornin sum unhappi stuff happen but all are over. v happi tuu c lynn again though. habb a chattin session wid her at coffee bean wid her n jasmine. after which when we went bck. dey were alreadi dumping ppl into the sea. and of cux renjie spotted dat i was stil dry and den ii was nt spared. imagine kelvin dey all guy throwing u into the sea. haha. kinda of quite scari. becux dey threw ppl far into the sea. and one sad thing is. i cant swim. lol.

den everi thing ended late becux of us. jasmine and i were takin our own sweet time tuu bath. so fun. lol. den lynn was letting us trying her conditioner cream. ha. she said she'll get it fer me!! so gd!! lol. ii will say bye bye tuu my frizzy hair. lol. back tuu KAP. had a great time cleaning the containers wid jasmine. becux shes there crapping abt hw cool the MAC's soap is becux it cleans off the grease easily. lol.

den went tuu eat KFC. wid mag, joanna, del and christine. dis time round of cux dey habb tuu listen tuu my nagging. lol. iim stil ponderin over hu shd i choose. aniway. no matter hu do i choose in e end. sth is confirmed. none like me. lol. haha. okie. back tuu study mode tmr. hee.

♥ 12:23 AM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

halo. eberione. 2nd post fer the day. lol. iim crapping again. realised being more crappy ever since. *tanks* tuu jasmine. haha.

went tuu kap tuu wrap e newly bday presents. finally mac is willing tuu change e bday presents of parties. e new ones are cute. lol. boss ask me tuu cum dwn n wrap and she's willing tuu pay me allowance. so gd. lol. den went tuu wait fer duck n mouse. jiu go bck le. in between jasmine and i keep naggin dog. lol. hes still nt repentant. haha. we gt an evil plan behind. lol. watch us. haha.. sian. headache cumin bck. almost everi nite when ii reach home, a sharp splitting headache will hit me. haii.

and tuu people whu are bz watching the world cup, happy watching. lol.

♥ 12:16 AM

Friday, June 09, 2006

awww.

today v energetic. lol. went tuu JP becux sum stupid pig wanted me tuu be there within one hr. no1 dare me b4 tuu reach there in 1hr. in end hes there wid his frenx. lol. but stil mux b tankful. if nt ii couldnt get my bro's gameboy cartridge le. he himself oso bought a pink shoebag. lol. and there's 2 gangsters. dey suck man. c ii v dote on my bro rite? and today small kid is sick. so hes not out wid me. lol. den went tuu plaza tuu order a mango cake fer him. den went tuu jasmine's house. and start bloggin now!! ii habb a hard time tuu get tuu her house. lol. becux iim a direction idiot. lol. let me start my memory recall.

ystd ii went tuu kap wid duck. before dat we went tuu plaza. lol. no shd be school 1st. lol. she went tuu hand in her food order list. lol. den went tuu plaza eat. actuali supposed tuu meet mouse de. in e end she overslept til 12 when she work 1. lol. den went tuu kap tuu study. saw e stupid thinesh and yida. dey suck. after dat when the mouse punch out. we keep eating. and we eat e pathetic salad. it taste so bad. lol. den went home. lol.

now joanna shd be enjoying at genting? lol. wonderin if she's readin my blog. haha.
okie. update more later.

♥ 3:38 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

3 schools I went to: Ang Mo Kio PAP, Teck Whye Primary, Zhenghua Sec.

3 things always in my handbag: handphone, cash and atm card.

3 things I do when I'm stressed: eat, cry, shout.

3 places I go on a daily basis: toilet, bedroom, living room.

3 favourite fruits: durian, mango, peach.

3 names I go by: huishan, queeniie, shan

3 of my favourite food: chocolate, sushi, salmon

3 things I'm wearing right now: hello kitty tee shirt, hawaii shortss and hello kitty *ahem*

Who is in the house with me? papa, mama, brother.

Who am I thinking of right now? hmm. u shd noe whu.

Who did I last talk on the phone to? my mama. naggin me tuu go home.

Who did I sit with during my 5th period in class? sabb??

Who was the last person I uttered love to? my girl budds.

Who do I wish I am with right now?Right now? MINGDAO!!!

Who gets on my nerves most in school? lazi ppl.

Where is my phone on the table.

Where do I sleep? bed.

Where is the place I took a ride to? bugis. lol. by bus.

What was the last thing I ate? swensen. yummy.

What colour shirt am I wearing now? pink. with a big hello kitty at e front n bck. lol.

What is the closest item to me that is blue? my shortxzs. lol.

What do I like most about school? seeing teachers doin funni things in class.

What is my favourite colour? pink i guess. purple too.

What do I wear most often jeans or shorts? shorts.

What was the last movie I watched? X men III

When did I start school? 1994?

When did I last go to the mall? today.

When did I last burn something? i guess years ago.

3 bloggers to do this: del, magdelene, sabb. lol.

♥ 11:07 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

aaahhhhh!!!

so long nv update ler. gt miss my posts? ha. lol.
k let me start frm sunday.

sunday. went tuu sentosa. erm. balloon hat festival. everi thing turn out pretty gd jus dat no suntanning fer us. sadd. haha. shiyun dey all gt sunburnt. nt v gd either. *oops.* lol. zhenghua band perform dat day. erm. nt bad ii tink. but jus v sian sian de. nt sporty de. haha. lol. but i love e balloon hats dat dose ppl dere whu can make. lol.. ii wanna learn.. lol.. tuu bad kap too stingy. don order in e balloons used in balloon crafting. lol.

monday. well dats ystd. lol. went tuu ss bridgin. and as usual late. lol. and yusheng was v funni. being maytan's parrot. lol. den went home after which met the minnie mouse and the mrs dog fer lunch. den met duck and dey go work while ii go study. haha. den met pig 1st. banana as usual is late. n dis time round 3hrs. lol. and nt even study fer 2hrs he vanish wid dog n small kid tuu play LAN. lol. so sian sia. lol. only me hardwrkin. study fer quite long. with alot of food as usual. haha. den meet floor go makan. lol. den after which meet up the boys and went tuu the railway behind KAP tuu explore. lol. in e end gt alot of mosquito bites. lol. and gt scared by a frog oso. becux i NEARLY step ontu it. lol. den we cant go in ani further becux small kid is angry and the banana gt work. lol. den banana promise us next time when he and mickey mouse is free next time. will bring us in tuu e rifle range. becux heard it was haunted. lol.

tuesday. dat is today. lol. skipped fnn bridgin. cux too tired. late fer maths bridgin fer ard 45mins. but better be late den never. especially nt becux of ur precious hair. lol. den go home tuu rest n meet e duck, goldifish and ida. lol. we went tuu watch The Omen. today i was earli. so happi. lol. e movie nt bad la. boring at sumtimes but thrilling at sumtimes. and all of us can expect The Omen 2 and 3. lol. like the 70s. lol. heard frm big kid, this new version is nt v diff frm e old one. but dis show set me tinking, perhaps children are oso nt dat innocent after all. lol. jus nw jus finish chiong-ing fnn. so tired. lol. wonder practical dat time all will die anot. lol. and now in my famili. only my father is nt sick. which means dat dere shd be virus spreading ard in my house. if u wanna get sick. jus remember tuu get closer tuu me. or let me cough into ur face den okie le!! gd idea rite? lol.

tmr. well. haven cum yet. but dere's maths p1 re-exam. ii decided tuu go. lol. ha. although ii sick. but tmr seems so borin. becux ii don habb ani activity. lol. so everi one wish me gd luck fer tmr's early paper!!

♥ 11:15 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

awww.

sometimes ii reali feel dat its so sweet tuu habb an innocent sweet baby voice expecting u everi time when u reached ur floor. hes only 2 yrs old. but he onli know hw tuu cal jiejie. everi time he c me he'll cal me. now hes startin tuu know hw tuu say hi n bye n more. haha. sumtimes whenever he cals me. it jus feel dat all e worries or troubles i habb fer e day seems so far away. but dey will stil cum bck. hai.

jasmine and ii nearli gt abducted. lol. we were so depressed dat we went intu e railway jus beside KAP. it is v dark at nite. and we went in tuu seek fer peace. jasmine and i noe e truths dat we wont wanna noe. i cried. jasmine couldnt cry it out. haha. our wish is dat e one we hoped c0uld pick us up. but dats impossible. but nearli gt eyed by baddies. so ran out. lol. den went tuu meet up wid jingser. went tuu a church tuu tok things out.

we r over. finalli. ii totally agreed wid wad jingser said tonight. her words make alot of sense tuu me. gd tuu habb a mature advisor. haha. beware iim gonna look her up everi now n den. lol. jasmine oso. tanks fer acc me home tonight. lol. and andy ii noe u r readin my blog. lol. finally everithing's clear and bck tuu normal. ii dono wad does tonight seems tuu be tuu jasmine. but tuu me. its jus a dream dat ii habb woken up from. a bad one. ha. but seriousli. e pain we r going thru. will nt be wad compared tuu jingser. lol. ii wont force myself tuu stop tinkin abt u. becux i believed one day ii will forget u.

to delfine. u can chose tuu keep wad u said tuu him dat nite as a secret. but seriousli lo. ii reali feel like knowing wad isit la. since its over.

tuu jingser and jasmine. ii dono whether u all will read my blog anot. but stil tanks ya fer tonight. really.

ppl. believe in dis. we haven met e true one.

♥ 12:13 AM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

wth. i feel like dying. hai.

today is reali a bad day. if e blogger website oso mux anger me. hai. iim reali a sensitive person ba. i realised when ppl r tokin abt secrets i dono. i will habb e urge tuu ask til i noe. kinda irritating i noe. but my urge of curiosity. cant control. ii dono wads holding bck delfine nt tuu tel me wads btw her n him. but i jus don feel gd nt knowin. cux ii feel dat he's been forced tuu do e things he did. forget it guys. studies more impt. ii dont wish tuu tink abt him animore. it will only make me more sad more depressed. iim nt sum1 hu is gd at handling all e relationships problems blah. so e best is jus stay out of its way.

♥ 1:42 AM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

halo.

hai. so sad. so depressed. im gonna kill delfine on saturday. hai.
hope nothing happens. dono wads in her sleeves.
gonna study ss. hai. sadd. all sec3 subjects tuu cover. bored. hai.
tmr dere's dental checkup. 9.45am. hai. sad.
wonder if i can go mag's house tuu do coursewrk. hehehe.
and wonder when i can find time tuu watch e lu guang shen lin.
okie. off tuu do e mani mani ss homewrk. =(

♥ 4:43 PM