ii habb conducted a worse party. went fer e orange bowl thing. in e end sum1 tld us dat we mux finish e orange squash b4 we cum bck n so we went bck abt 1 plus tuu get scldin frm cindy. lol. den amelia chasin after me fer e party room key which i supposedly tot dat i misplaced it. but actuali its wid dat sum1. lol. ii gt so fed up till nw. haii.
jus nw e nite ii felt so moody. dono y. n depressed when ii couldnt find e key. nearli cried sia. but hes nt dere. although ii hope hes dere lo. but e reality tells me dat. hes nt always dere when ii needed him. and he has did wad ii tld him tuu do. lol. mag oso ask me tuu gib up ler. well. im forcin myself tuu hate him. can i? i dont tink so. ha. im startin tuu be like jas. my god. ii dont wan. lol.
okie. gotta slp. meetin em 10.30 in e mornin lada.