Simplicity is beauty.

Monday, July 31, 2006

okie. lets c.

e singaporean men now. dont u tink dat the first impression dat dey are giving the rest of the ppl is getting worse? haii. not dat dere r nt gd men around. but jus dat dey r on e verge of extinction. lol.

ii finished watching "Green forest, my home" this drama serial. nice one. and im so looking 4ward tuu Leon Jay William's new drama serials. well if dere are. lol. sabb said dis b4. im so into taiwanese drama serials. which ii wun deny. haha. hw i wish one of these shows could be me fliming inside. being showered wid love and care by those handsum guys. lol. but watching these shows makes me realise dat the love dey expressed in the shows will nv happen in our reality world. quite true. lol. and sumtimes hw i wished. i was born in taiwan. ha.

okie. ppl ard me will know dat im always reading chinese books. ii tink ii have alreadi completed my fav author, zhang xiao xian's collection in the library. her book of love theories. well i jus read one which i feel is v meaningful. is dat...

all men are lecherous. jus dat dey r divided into 2 types. whether dey go for quality OR quantity. lol. men hu go fer quantity. normali habb bad taste and goes fer whu ever hu catch deir attention as dey r despo. while men hu go fer quality at least habb a certain sense of basic character within. so next time u choose a man, remember tuu choose e latter. lol.

okie. tmrs moi physics test. im goin tuu fail. ahha. wish me luck den.

♥ 11:39 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

omg omg omg!!

Leon Jay Williams is so handsome!! arrgghh!! im melting. lol.

but hes 30. although u wun be able tuu judge dat based on his looks. but e main big hoohaa is dat.. hes a SINGAPOREAN!!! my god. cant believe. can u imagine a singaporean guy lookin so gd? probably nt. but nt tuu forget tuu mention dats he a mixed blood of alot of races. lol.

i tink im gonna get over wid orlando bloom and start maddin abt him. aha. but aniway the series of "lu guang shen lin" is v nice. though sumtimes i can get irritated by the standard of chinese dat he speaks. but ii reali cant deny dat his english is superb. lol. ok tmr ii gt a performance. so ii go n slp earli le. donwan be panda eyed. alreadi one big pimple on my face le. sadd.

LEON JAY WILLIAMS!!

♥ 11:28 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

okie. now fer a start. i jus wanna announce sth..

I GOT A NEW KEYBOARD!! and dat ii can blog again!! woohoo. feel happi fer me.. lalala.

so long dat i nv been bloggin. ii wanna blogg abt racial harmony day, about alot of stuff. lol. but not now. becux im goin fer a hair cut. stupid fringe. ii wanna a nicer one. lol. and now ii love my new keyboard and mouse. although e keyboard dont look fantastic. e mouse do. lol.

okie. about racial harmony. almost everi1 in our cls wore ethnic costumes. and mostly malay costumes. well. im decidin nt tuu return raii hers. ha. jk. lol. and ifaa's are stil wid me. lol. okie. and abt today. im kinda fed up.

ii jus don understand why. haii. mdm howe n ms leow seems like losin interest in our cls. ms kuek also. haii. all our subject teachers seems like condemnin us tuu get bad grades. but not becux dey dowan tuu help us. is dat dey cant. well. hu tuu blame. we all shd noe. ii realli hate all dis. other ppl doesnt want good grades doesnt mean dat WE dont wan. even if dat means abandonin em all. although ii noe its kinda cruel and badd. something abt ms leow happened in class dat shocked all of us. ii cant imagine e way shes happi n disappointed today. haii.

aniway. ii realli dono wad tuu do. ii hate our geog system now. we were doin well fer e past few wks goin thru 4qns each wk n nt wastin time. although we r slower den 5n1 but we r onli SLIGHTLY. now e system has changed tuu 1qn per wk. wth. 66qns. til when r we gonna finish? why cant we be hardwrkin abit? it is onli 90++ days more tuu O levels. not even tuu say 1 more mth tuu prelims. haii. sadd.

next wk is e motivational camp. isit goin tuu help? hw i wish it will. sadd. aniway. gonna upload e racial harmony day's picx lada. and ii have started watching "lu guang shen lin". lol. but at disc 2. sadd.

♥ 6:37 PM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

heyy.

ppl. my keyboard is spoilt. wait till i get a new one. if nt no more updates other den in FNN lesson. haha. okie bye..

♥ 1:59 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

ii jus dont understand why are there such ppl on dis world.

ii noe all ppl habb moods n tempers. but if i nv provoke u or anger u. i dont c a reason why u r showing me attitude. if u do dis tuu me, can ii say when ii habb moodswings n ii show attitude tuu u, u will tolerate? no.

forget it. haii. im so hungry now. n tired. ii dono why am i so fucked up. but ii reali wanna scld all e vulgarities dat ii know in my dictionary!! haii.

sum1 tld me laz nite. ii cant condemn all e guys when ii met onli 1 bad guy. but e thing is. ii reali feel so angri. iim not so stupid animore. not animore frm now. im NOT ur toy. not sum1 u can tramp the dignity on.

♥ 5:46 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

ii have somethin tuu annouce..

MONTAGE IS OVER!! WOOHOO!!
but deres not much tuu be happi about. as dere is still NATIONAL DAY's performance. sadd.

alot of ppl said dat tonight's performance was a great one. tank kew everi1 hu came dwn tuu support. love ya lotsa. as wad cheryl says. iim reali v touched by u all!! lol.

today ii came tuu realise alot of things.

firstly. our team has gone tuu a higher level of cooperation. lol. becux dere are sum times we will habb arguments and so on. but today. we show others wad is ZHENGHUA's spirit. or rather SYNCHRONITA's spirit. and dats e 12 of us. we show so much telepathy and teamwork. im so happi. lol.

secondly. performin on stage cant be a forever thing. deres always an age tuu do it. as ppl says wadever things u mite habb. deres a time tuu do it. same fer performin. lol. ii realised dat onli at e age like us whu are stil young. can afford tuu perform. lol. so if u donwan tuu regret in old age dat uu habb never perform a nice dance or play on stage. hurry up now!! haha.

thirdly. josie[one of my dancemates] asked me dis. if deres a ger. hu break up wid her ex. and went tuu stead wid her new bf. den break up wid her new bf onli tuu like back e ex. hw will u tink of dis ger? lol. and my FIRST reaction was. "B-I-T-C-H!!." lol. onli did ii regret sayin dat after. lol. cux its sum1 ii know. and kinda close. haii. din noe shes such a ger though. so dats why its called. u cant judge a book by its COVER. lol.

lastly. ii realised dat nv tuu dance n sing inside e bathrm while u are BATHING. becux jus nw. ii habb a bad fall in e toilet dat my right butt is hurting right now!! arghh. so dis is e 4 things dat ii have realised today. lol. o ya. and e laz laz thing dat ii realised is. im so LUCKY!! cux ii habb so mani ppl hu dote on me tuu cum dwn n look at my performance!! once again, tanksss!!

♥ 12:48 AM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

woo. do u miss my entries?

so long nv update le. lol. okie. let me update u abt my weekend. ahha. so bloody BORED. lol. aniway. im on e addiction of saying "bloody hell". haha. so if u provoke me. u will get it. haha.

aniway. jus went tuu chiuting's hse tuu stay over again on sat. b4 dat actuali goin tuu watch "re-cycle". but in e end we went tuu play LAN. me n chiuting dono hw tuu play. so we end up playin scrabble and pizza frenzy. well. in case u dont know. its sum kiddy games. lol. den we went bck n slept ard 4plus onli tuu wake up at 1.42pm when we are workin at 2pm. lol. we are damn bloody pig. and fer e past wkend. ii've been takin cabs. haha. so shiok. lol. and the KAP new first assistant manager. tot dat chiuting and me were onli sec2 when we were wearin our S.T.A.R uniform!! arghh. but shd ii be happi or sad? becux sum1 jus said dat ii was young. hahaha!!

den ystd was kinda boring la. but at nite go study wid jasmine lo. leong say wanna go cut hair de. instead he fell asleep. probably in his hse kitchen. lol. and here i am. bloggin durin FNN lesson. arghh. ii cant find research fer my PART B coursework. die.. lol. but nt so earli. aniway. im gonna buy 6280. but dono buy frm m1 or singtel. but m1 gt e orange color one. and its far cheaper den singtel. haha. but if i buy frm m1. dis means dat im gonna change my hp no. and all of u will hab tuu memorixe it!! ahha. lol.

aniway if u tink im key siao today. nvm its okie. lol. aniway ystd habb a small quarrel wid del. lol. in e end make peace le at dere blow each other's hair. lol. aniway. friday evening everione mux go ZHENGHUA SQUARE!! becux deres a MONTAGE FESTIVAL dere. and the MOST important thing is. IM PERFORMING!! lol. haha. so everione. pls go dere support. my close frenx. haha. watch out man. u will get my sms SOON. lol.

♥ 12:21 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

well well well.

mag, del, skline and me wentt tuu get coloured contact lens. well. its nt dat comfortable though. but im stil wearin it tuu work. tmr. tuu scare e kids. haha. lol.

ii bought baby aqua. abit blue n green. lol. ii actuali wanna try violet and groovy green. next time perhaps. but maybe nt buyin freshkon again. maybe encore? lol.

today bought a bag which costs me $62++. well. i tink i like e bag alot. ii bought the green one. while skline bought e black one. lol. the green one caught my eye e 1st time i saw it. lol. actuali hunting fer e nike bag. but gib up in e end. lol.

went bck tuu swensen tuu eat. lol. pasta n mint icecream fer today. lol. and del was so superb angri becux of deir service attitude.

haha. and today we actualli wanna make our way dwn frm queensway tuu orchard by taxi. but hu noes e taxi dat we boarded. e uncle said dat he did nt know e way tuu bugis. and so we habb tuu take bus. lol. it was such a long journey. lol.

now back at home.. gotta work tmr again. lol. and alot of ppl is sayin dat im lookin more childish-er wid dis new haircut. lol. tink im gonna dress up like a kid wid 2 ponytails and go tuu work. lol. aniway. din bought ani clothes today? fer dose hu know me well. shd noe dat dats impossible. but dats due tuu no $$. lol. haha. but wad im happi is dat ii bought 3 nice pairs of earrings. well. i guess. as long as iim goin tuu bugis. im definiteli gonna return wid earrings. lol. haha.

aniway. im broke broke broke. lol. even ii wanna buy an eyeliner pencil oso no $$. lol. becux ii cant use e liquid one. sadded. lol.

okie. i gotta go slp. dont miss me.

♥ 12:12 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

woo. 2nd post fer e day. dono why. habb e urge tuu post again. perhaps due tuu a change of blogskin. lol.

today was a bored day indeed. becux ii keep dozin off in cls. esp durin may tan's lessons. lol. but. today. it oso seems interesting. ii oso dono why. mayb becux ii feel today seems childish? ahaha. ii oso dono. but jus feel dat today is still a gd day even though its a BORED day. lol.

aniway. gotta mug hard. now stil wonderin. shd ii do my physics hw? lol. aniway. jus wanna urge ppl tuu read zhang xiao xian's books. well. nvm if u dont like tuu read her novels. but u shdnt gib her love theories a miss. the theories she toks abt in her "san wen" books are nice and so true. lol. hence ii tink ppl shd gib it a try tuu read n understand her point of view.

lol. seems like im tryin tuu influence ppl tuu read her books. but ii seriousli tink dat her books r nice. but well. onli IF u understand. lol. and today del let me feel touched becux of a 5cents. and mag make me feel touched becux of a video. lol. haha.

♥ 12:17 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

woo. ii felt so sleepy today. lol.

saw chiuting n jasmine at plaza today. well. ii bet chiuting habb a "GREAT" time conducting parties and havin an auntie as her topcat. lol.

well. recentli quite obsessed wid zhang xiao xian's novels and love theories. lol. shes a v gd writer. all her stories and theories are all so real dat can happen on dis world. lol.

and im currentli v interested in Dan brown's books too. ii guess im gonna borrow frm babarina. cux ii couldnt find it frm e library. lol.

and fiona's bday is cumin. lol. on dis sat. haha. 1yr older le. haha. but she dont look like. aniway. Olevels are approachin us nearer n nearer each day. haii. and my O level chinese oral is on monday. wonder hw will i fare? hai. sadded. lol.

aniway. tmr iim gonna go out. hope ii habb a GREAT time. hehhe!! and iim gonna buy purple color contact lens tmr. hee!!

and ii tink iim reali startin tuu gib up le. dese days habb been more or less peaceful fer me. hehe. well wads dreadful is dat my cough is cumin bck. haii. better dat ii take anth MC den chiuting will habb tuu conduct all e parties again. lol.

okie. im off tuu slack. lol. feel like vomitin now. haii.

♥ 8:14 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

heyy.

went tuu cut fringe wid mag, joanna and kerrin. lol. actualli went tuu study wid jas de. end up halfway goin tuu bangkit tuu cut hair and buy a new pair of slippers. haha.

wanna c my fringe? it seems so short. dey said dat ii look even more like a small kid now. sadded. gonna get luffed again when ii go work on sat. =(

a recipe on hw tuu make a cocktail like me..

♥ 9:56 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

dose readin my blogg. esp fer my close frenx. get it clear.

hes out of my way. out of my mind. out of my heart.

its really enuf. ii tink ii habb tried my best le. he has make me feel dat wadever i did is useless and waste of my time. he has also make me tink dat ii have alreadi degraded myself tuu e extent dat ii dono myself animore. and tuu e extent dat ii habb throw away my dignity.

all dis crap are enuf fer me. as wad my philosophy says, there are better guys waiting outside fer me. becux im sum1 worth waiting fer.

♥ 11:26 PM

ii realised.

the one dat he likes. is his mei. no doubt abt dat le ii guess. ha. sum said im dumb. tuu drink tuu get rid of my troubles. but i tink correct too. arent ii dumb.

ii reali feel like dying. why is it so so so difficult tuu forget u? u are jus but anth guy hu happen tuu enter my life.

im reali lost. in my own world.

♥ 10:56 PM

woo. miss my bed man. becux dere was no bed at ting's hse. lol.

ystd din came hm. went tuu ting's hse tuu stay over. wentt tuu buy beer n make myself drunk. lol. ii rmbred callin him 21times. dono why ii gt e courage ystd. maybe after drinkin. lol. but none gt thru. ting oso tel me ii shouted sum stuff like wad " i miss him alot. i wanna hear his voice. " man. all dese r words dat ii nv said b4 when im sober. lol.

today nv c him oso. den went ii walked home frm timah wid ting dey all. ii reali feel like crying. nt becux ii nv c him. but its becux ii feel he reali don like me. wad im doin is jus forcin him. nth gd will cum out of dis. when ii rmbred ii actualli call him so mani times. i tot a sms will cum frm him or sth. but none came. dese days hes oso depressed. i tink ii noe e reason.

all the gd memories had come tuu an end between us. so wad if ppl tinks dat e way he treat me is v affectionate and all? things jus dont work fer us.

ii believed things will be gd at a pt of time in ur life and bad in anth pt of ur life. well. now its bad.

lol. ii read a novel and it says. "when in love u can lose track of time. but when in time u can lose track of love too." isnt it so true? time can lose tuu love. but at the same time. love can lose track tuu time oso.

haii. its late. gotta go n slp. lol. tmr. ii dono wad will happen. becux it seems dat dere is nth fer me tuu look 4ward tuu a tmr animore.

♥ 12:51 AM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

haii. today is a BAD day. lol.

ii habb conducted a worse party. went fer e orange bowl thing. in e end sum1 tld us dat we mux finish e orange squash b4 we cum bck n so we went bck abt 1 plus tuu get scldin frm cindy. lol. den amelia chasin after me fer e party room key which i supposedly tot dat i misplaced it. but actuali its wid dat sum1. lol. ii gt so fed up till nw. haii.

jus nw e nite ii felt so moody. dono y. n depressed when ii couldnt find e key. nearli cried sia. but hes nt dere. although ii hope hes dere lo. but e reality tells me dat. hes nt always dere when ii needed him. and he has did wad ii tld him tuu do. lol. mag oso ask me tuu gib up ler. well. im forcin myself tuu hate him. can i? i dont tink so. ha. im startin tuu be like jas. my god. ii dont wan. lol.

okie. gotta slp. meetin em 10.30 in e mornin lada.

♥ 2:20 AM