woo. miss my bed man. becux dere was no bed at ting's hse. lol.
ystd din came hm. went tuu ting's hse tuu stay over. wentt tuu buy beer n make myself drunk. lol. ii rmbred callin him 21times. dono why ii gt e courage ystd. maybe after drinkin. lol. but none gt thru. ting oso tel me ii shouted sum stuff like wad " i miss him alot. i wanna hear his voice. " man. all dese r words dat ii nv said b4 when im sober. lol.
today nv c him oso. den went ii walked home frm timah wid ting dey all. ii reali feel like crying. nt becux ii nv c him. but its becux ii feel he reali don like me. wad im doin is jus forcin him. nth gd will cum out of dis. when ii rmbred ii actualli call him so mani times. i tot a sms will cum frm him or sth. but none came. dese days hes oso depressed. i tink ii noe e reason.
all the gd memories had come tuu an end between us. so wad if ppl tinks dat e way he treat me is v affectionate and all? things jus dont work fer us.
ii believed things will be gd at a pt of time in ur life and bad in anth pt of ur life. well. now its bad.
lol. ii read a novel and it says. "when in love u can lose track of time. but when in time u can lose track of love too." isnt it so true? time can lose tuu love. but at the same time. love can lose track tuu time oso.
haii. its late. gotta go n slp. lol. tmr. ii dono wad will happen. becux it seems dat dere is nth fer me tuu look 4ward tuu a tmr animore.