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Monday, August 28, 2006

okie peeps. its has been so long since i've updated. but now im reali very..
ANGRY.
wad e hell. i have so much tuu scld, tuu say, and yet ii couldnt say it here. im so pissed off. ii dont understand why. ii really dont.

ii dont feel dat ii have illtreated u. therefore why r u treatin me like dat? why do ii feel dat u are treating other ppl better den us? isit becux u don dare tuu offend dem? or u jus feel dat we r easy tuu bully?

people, we are all equal. it jus depends on whether u favour them or us. after all, i guessed, in your eyes, I, am but a piece of shit. right? and u just feel dat wadever im doing is just trying tuu harm u rite? well. if dats e case, i got nth tuu say.

♥ 1:58 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

okay..

ii woke up late today. hence resulting in not turnin up in sch fer lesson today mornin. but i went bck fer maths mock exam. but ii habb no confidence fer dat paper. i see like all e correct answers are so different frm mine. my god. ms leow stil expects me tuu get a distinction. my god. =(

den went tuu bugis. was on a shopping spree today. my god. spent quite alot. and magdalene is going tuu habb a makeover. woohoo!! lol.

okie. i bought a new green puma bag, a pair of heels, one MYUK pencil case, 1 spaghetti top, 1 giordano pink tights, 1 new hp pouch and sum earring accessories etc.

haha. alot rite? lol. but ii esp loved e heels alot. took me awhile tuu finally decide tuu buy it. haha.

and ii today of cux experience sum bad attitudes frm sum salesgals as well. as per normal. lol. and the "FASHION CONSULTING AGENCY" dat delphine and i set up is gonna close dwn.

becux why? our 1st client is MAGDALENE, hu keeps rejecting our ideas of clothes dat we advised her tuu buy. =( lol.

okie. tmr im workin in e mornin. hw sad. lol. and ii stil gt bloody hell tons of hw haven finish. ARGH!! okie. gotta wrk real hard. ha. well i tink i can ba. esp dese days wid jas n guys studyin wid me. lol.

lastly, ii habb a new blogskin on hand but jus kinda quite lazy tuu change it. haha. see when im free okie guys? haha.

♥ 4:00 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

haii.

now so pissed off by my mama. terrible headache. and feel so lonely. lol.

i never seen a mama hu donwan her daughter or child tuu habb tuition. ii realii dono wad tuu say. haii. she only noe hw tuu say im defiant. im nt a fillal child. and say i only respect my papa. but why cant she compare herself n papa. how big a difference dere is. my god.

haii. first time hear of a daughter n mum quarreling becux e daughter wan tuition but mama dont wan gib. haii.

but wad weiting say is rite. and im so shocked dat her mama is the same 'pattern' as my mum. lol.

deres POA test tmr. my god. hopeless. its reali start i start on revision and not only jus practising my maths. haii.

and ii realli feel so lonely. not becux ii dont habb frenx. nt becux ii dont habb company. but jus a weird feeling. ahha. last thing. my phone abit spoil. die. dono wads up wid e phone dat has a stupid sound ringin whenever ii wanna tok on e phone. haii.

okie. tmr. POA test. here ii die. lol.

♥ 2:09 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

haii.

tired day. slp till noon. haha. and wake up tuu go tuu plaza n kap. study and study. haha. but luckili ii gt joel tuu guide me on hw tuu do my physics. oso dono e daily study grp thing will be held anot. sum ppl r unwilling tuu cum. and jasmine do nt like tuu force.

but.. ii really feel dat jiajun dey all reali nd tuu cum out n study. but wadever la. haii.

haii. nw ii reali wish ii can find time go tuu a community centre or where tuu sign up fer yoga. haha. weird thing is my interest in yoga is still around. weird though. but nevermind.

okie. exams n tests cumin up. die. sadd.

♥ 3:18 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

haii.. down wid a badd badd flu..

so sick n sad. sadd. becux of sumthing. but as people say, if u nv start, den its nt necessary fer u tuu be sad over it. in ani case, i jus noe dat its reali over. everione is tellin me ii can get a better one den him. but 8mths.. is dat so easy?

haii. geog test was bull shitting. i guess. lol. ss was nth better. lada deres rehearsal. ha. n tmrs deres performance. im so bloody tired. ystd onli 5hrs of slp n no much slp again tonite. lol.

well well well. ms kuek said dere are only 5more wks dat we r gonna be in sch excludin our prelims and exams. lol. which means o levels are gonna be faster den wad we expected. haha.

and ii passed my 2nd mock exam. so happy!! im reali so tankful. and im nw at FNN lesson. doing nth. lol. and listenin tuu Black Eyed Pea's songs. suddenly took a likin tuu em. haha.

okie.. im gonna die of FLUU!!! help!!

♥ 4:44 AM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

haii. so bloody tired. but was so funn.

well todays 5pm party suck. gt a feelin dat dey will complain. but wad tuu do. 7kids of age ard 3-4. dont even know wad am i sayin. lol. but 7pm party was funn. dey were around 27. all those like professionals whu are rich.. dey all dressed in suits n all. my god.. hw grand isit tuu hold a party in macdonalds? haha. but dey were a fun crowd. definitely. and ii dono why e hell did ii address em as "ladies n gentlemen". sounds weird huh. nv did ii address ani1 like dat b4 in KAP's party rm.. lol.. mayb due tuu deir dressing. lol.

okie.. now im motivated tuu study. but ii hated fer nt havin e prelim exam timetable. cux it wil jus allow me tuu noe wads more impt. perhaps tuu scare me oso. haha. aniway.. ii habb gotten my brown brown contact lens. its perky brown ii tink. haha. tink its look better den e aqua blue. ahha..

okie. tmr. im wakin up earli tuu go tuu e community centre. no ii mean lada when e sun rises. haha. okie.. with dis. im gonna go tuu my dreamland..

♥ 4:00 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

well. im tired..

finally. the motivational camp is over. our leaders were really great!! ms lala and mr look-like-benjamin. haha. and ii did tok tuu e crowd today.. woo. unbelievable.

and.. its been 8mths. sum1 tel me. its time tuu let go. i oso tink so. 8mths and he can tel me hes likin dis ger and protectin anth ger at e next moment. i tink enuff is enuff. no more HIM in my life, people. and ii guess, ii haven meet e right guy yet.

zhang xiao xian said dis in her bk, "sumtimes ppl liked sum1 fer a long period.. doesnt mean shes reali faithful.. it onli meant dat dat person hasnt found a better person fer her tuu devote her love." true? haha. ii agreed wid dat though. cux ii found it quite true.

do ii habb motivation? ii guess yes ii do. but i reali cant study at home. outside at macdonalds.. well. i can study dere v well wid food... but.. noone can acc me. so how? haii.

andd ii realised dat more concentration, more yes, less no and more determination can allow me tuu study harder without bein distracted. and ii realised dat.. deres never a NO tuu not being able tuu change one of ur bad pt, fer eg, easily distracted.

lastly, tmr's working day again. tired. aches all over. ahha. and im reali interested tuu take up yoga cls. dont ask me why. jus interested. hahaha. with this, im gonna find my bed.. haha.

♥ 3:24 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

well. heard dis frm 933 DJ. tink dat its v true.

dont sentence urself tuu death if u habb bad looks. dont tink dat u cant have wad others have if u look ugly. becux wad matters is the inner beauty. not e outer beauty. becux "even if dat person is so pretty or handsum, as long as the inner beauty suck, overall the person will still look ugly." true?

haii. im readin a chinese book which teaches ppl 75ways of hw tuu change ur perception of ur life. seems so nice. ahha. gt one theory is dat.. "if u wan gd luck, always tink dat wadever matters dat happen tuu, regard em as gd luck. if u always tink dat wadever dat happens tuu u are misfortunes, den u will habb badd luck." believe?

aniway. finalli completed my coursework part B. woohoo. FINALLY!! lol. everyone is so tired nowadays. dont u tink so? lol.

and lastly, tmr is the start of the motivational camp. do u tink it will be fun?

haha. aniway. im so bloody tired. okie. bed, here i cuM!!

♥ 11:51 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Who Should Paint You: Gustav Klimt

Sensual and gorgeous, you would inspire an enchanting portrait..With just enough classic appeal to be hung in any museum!

What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:
You value loyalty a fair amount.You're loyal to your friends... to a point.But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.
Honesty:
You don't really value honesty.You do value getting your way, no matter what.And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)
Generosity:
You value generosity highly.So much so that you often put your own needs last.There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart...But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy.
Humility:
You value humility highly.You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

You Are 56% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You are 80% Libra

How Libra Are You?

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous
What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand
In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection
In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support
Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure
Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood
You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

What Sign Should You Be?

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flowYou love to kick back and take in everything life has to offerA total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's doneYou're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.
Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream

Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it!
You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Lucky Underwear is Purple

Dreamy and idealistic, you envision great things for your life. Your lucky purple underwear can make those dreams come true!You're a busy little butterfly. You have the most projects, interests, and friends of anyone you know.
You also have a flair for the dramatic. Sometimes too much drama comes in to your life and brings things to a stop.If you want to focus more, and flutter less, put on your purple underpants. They'll help you get the important things done.

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs.
In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

You Have Low Self Esteem 12% of the Time

Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth.You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.

How is Your Self Esteem?

♥ 10:05 PM