finally. the motivational camp is over. our leaders were really great!! ms lala and mr look-like-benjamin. haha. and ii did tok tuu e crowd today.. woo. unbelievable.
and.. its been 8mths. sum1 tel me. its time tuu let go. i oso tink so. 8mths and he can tel me hes likin dis ger and protectin anth ger at e next moment. i tink enuff is enuff. no more HIM in my life, people. and ii guess, ii haven meet e right guy yet.
zhang xiao xian said dis in her bk, "sumtimes ppl liked sum1 fer a long period.. doesnt mean shes reali faithful.. it onli meant dat dat person hasnt found a better person fer her tuu devote her love." true? haha. ii agreed wid dat though. cux ii found it quite true.
do ii habb motivation? ii guess yes ii do. but i reali cant study at home. outside at macdonalds.. well. i can study dere v well wid food... but.. noone can acc me. so how? haii.
andd ii realised dat more concentration, more yes, less no and more determination can allow me tuu study harder without bein distracted. and ii realised dat.. deres never a NO tuu not being able tuu change one of ur bad pt, fer eg, easily distracted.
lastly, tmr's working day again. tired. aches all over. ahha. and im reali interested tuu take up yoga cls. dont ask me why. jus interested. hahaha. with this, im gonna find my bed.. haha.