Simplicity is beauty.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

haii.

seriously ii realised the importance of money on this world. not dat ii have turned greedy or wad. but jus dat the rate ii c e my parents aging and hw hard dey work make me realised dat.. ii mux do well fer my studies tuu live a good life ahead.

true isnt it? dis is how cruel the reality of this world is. no money no talk. haha. and this makes me really ponder.. tuu go tuu poly or jc? everyone is telling me dat goin tuu jc ensures a higher chance of goin tuu university thus securing u a higher ranking job wid a higher pay.

but ii habb dis fren of mine.. hu tld me dat.. if he can turn back the time again, he would definitely choose poly instead. of cux my normal reaction was.. why? becux he did clear his As and now getting a degree.. his answer was dat, the life in jc was not fun at all. tuu him, hes sumone hu likes fun and more. and jc was like torture tuu him? haha. and he tld me dat he actually have cousins or siblings hu did jus average fer poly and can get into university in e end. haha.

ii cant believe dat. becux alot of ppl was tellin me dat only e top 5 percent students could go university. haha. so hence im confused again.

hahahaha.

♥ 3:54 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

okie. now..

POA and Emaths paper 2 are over. and u know wad. i hardly habb ani confidence in dese 2 papers. hu tel me tuu waste time doin sum long questions and end up not havin enough time? lol. tmrs POA paper 1. ii tink it will be a gone case. as ii did not study.

sad. and my eyes were so swollen. hope nothin happens. my eyes can be okie. and ii will not need tuu be refered tuu a specialist den. sadded. and hope dat the pay is out now..

okie. ii need my beauty sleep now. bye.

♥ 3:08 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

okie. im so tired rite now.

why? becux ii was dragged out of bed by moii dad tuu go n habb breakfast wid him. haha. aniway ii also feel dat ii shd becux it has been since a long time b4 ii habb breakfast wid him. ha.

and ii realised how modern was my dad. hes different frm my mum. hes v on about opening chalets, eating sushi and even when ii talked abt my party ystd he even feel dat its so fun. haha. if it was tuu be my mum, ii tink shes gonna slaughter everi one hu made me play dose games ystd. haha. but too bad. my dad no money. haha. if nt ii could have a bday chalet.. sadd.

hah. aniway. ii slept at 3plus ystd lei. hai. only 6hrs of sleep. and my eyes are so swollen. dono wad happen. so scari. ha. we left the park at 1 n only tuu reach home around dono wad time as we are walkin back home. so good tuu habb 1 big group tuu send u back home. haha. and my legs ached today. possibly becux of walkin. sadded. haha. but ii was nt bored on the way home.. as jingser and ii talked about dancing. know her so long din noe dat she actually took up dancin laz time too. haha.

okie. nw.. im gonna get ready and go out tuu study.. in case later im late n delphine dey all are gonna slaughter me again. lol.

♥ 4:38 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

okie..

ii have just finished changin my blogskin and wad not. ha. and im feelin dizzy. probably due tuu e knock in the boys toilet. becux its such a big hit. and moii head stil hurts. haha.

okie.. habb fun wid e party dat my frenx habb conducted fer me, kaitee, shengqiang, michelle and christine. v happy and touched. so here am i saying..

THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!

tuu e organisers: chiuting,jasmine,jingser,choonleong,pohmeng
and tuu everyone hu turned up..

of cux.. wads fun in a party if the bday children are not TORTURED? lol. the first forfeit i gt was tuu dance a striptease. my god. haha. why? becux me, christine and kaitee were squeezed out by some ppl hu dont let us stand on the paper. as we are playing musical island.

haha. next game dat we played is the action game. the bday children had tuu find a person of the opposite gender tuu play the game. and guess hu i got? choonleong. haha. actually ii targeted andy. in e end he said he had tuu go. sadd. and dat action game is so funny. as jiajun and christine are in the same group. and dey habb a loving kiss.. haha.

next game is a disgusting game man. the bday children had tuu find a partner of the opposite gender again and ii found choonleong again of cux. hu cal him be moi ah gong? lol. den our game was tuu use our mouths and finish up the hotdog. my god. dis means dat if u are nt careful... woo.. ur first kiss will FLY.. haha.. but.. all the games are so fun.. wid all the stupid forfeits. and jingser, chiuting, kaitee, jasmine and ii were so crazy and high dancing around. haha.

okie.. and of cux ii was being tortured wid cake by choonleong, jasmine, kaitee and chiuting. haha. and c how pathetic am i..

c how pathetic am ii le ma? ha. frm now.. its eight days down.. before my bday.. and the presents ii have received have made me so happy..

oohhh. how ii wished dis was my cake. but its not.. but e black forest polar shop cake was nice too. the choc fragrance was so nice.. but it was sent by chiuyen wid e persuasion of delphine and magdalene in e midst of my party. tanks.

dis is from pohmeng, my dearest kor. haha. v happi n touched tuu tink dat he will buy me a bag. ahha. and shocked too. haha. im so happi i did nt gt psychoed by mag tuu buy e nike bag ystd. haah.

dis is by weifang.. haha.. tot she long forgot me liao.. shes such a sweet thing.. saw e sweets and e snoopy figurines? hehe..

dis is by christine, zumrah and junaidah. haah. such a nice bracelet which im wearin now. lol.

lastly, dis is frm my godmama. and food. haha. yummy yum yum. okie. mayb u ppl will tink dat its nothin special. haha. but all dis are so meaninful tuu me and touched my heart. tanks ppl. realli a BIG THANK YOU!!

and now its back tuu muggin again.. fer POA and maths. ii will work hard.. surely. but first ii want my beauty sleep first. everybody.. night!!

♥ 6:12 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

okie. now wads next.

GEOGRAPHY!!!

my god.. hate hate hate..

but wad tuu do? hw i wish it was the actual O levels now. =(

♥ 2:25 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

okie.

prelims has started. and social studies and physics are over. get me?

SOCIAL STUDIES AND PHYSICS ARE OVER!! only fer prelims. lol. haha.

how sadd..

okie. let us all continue tuu mug hard okie?? =)

and im so lazy tuu update. becux ii dono wad tuu write. but anth thing is dat ii have updated my frenster. after 1yr or 9mths? haha. okie. go take a look ba. =)

♥ 6:10 AM

Monday, September 04, 2006

okie. im telling myself tuu get it over.

why? i noe i failed. its a feeling dat i guessed not mani will be able tuu experience it. cux its a type of utter disappointment, saddness and a type of feeling dat ii have not gotten it over fer so mani days.

why? why? why??? ii also dont understand why. ii just dont understand why is it that the way you are treating me is brewing hot and cold? ii dont understand why whenever u habb moodswings, im ur venting item. ii dont mind u cum naggin tuu me about ur bad day, cux ii feel dat its okie becux ii did dat too but not tuu vent ur anger on me as and when u like or show me dat fucking attitude like as if i owed u that. i dont.

ii tld myself dat ii shd not be sad. cux deres no reason fer me tuu behave like dat. yet dat stupid upset feelin nv did go away at all. wads e pt when ppl tel me, "huishan, you have tried ur best. we all can see." wad fer? ii noe dat person wans tuu spur me on. i understand. but the problem is, the feeling is there. ha. dont understand why only shes e one whu can see dat im stil depressed now.

forget it. im jus lousy. yea. i agreed wid dat. nah okie forget all about dis. becux im also sick n tired of dis too.

okie. nothin good nor bad came around dis wkend. good is dat ii haven been seeing an idiotic guy at work and so lucky dat all the parties dis wkend came in with those sweet coated cakes. and dey cost expensive too! =0 lucky i din smash deir cake din i..? lol. one of the cakes was customed make and it is really very pretty. and yet it costs ard 300++ which is my 2mths pay. guess wad will happen if i smashed dat cake? lol.

bad is dat saturday night ii have one idiot calling me umpteen times uttering sum rubbish and disturbing my sleep. wad e hell dat idiot is. and lastly today was bored. cux it was lessons and lessons and during chemistry, the chemical equations nearly killed me. lol.

well. last last last, ii apologised fer the bad planning on 1st sept 2006 del's party and tank you all those hu habb attended which make this event possible. tank you berry muach.

♥ 5:24 AM

Friday, September 01, 2006

heyheyhey..

very very very long never update le. got miss my posts ma? haha.

ii realisedd dat my posts seems tuu be getting depressing and depressing each day. and so.. today im gonna update sumthin light..

today.. ii suddenly realised.. true frenship can withstand e test of time and e fact of separation. sounds chim? lol. 1 example is my primary school friends. i nearly cried. haha.

well. onli 9 of us turned up instead of the 40 ppl in 2002 P6B. but nevertheless. the time we spent at the primary school is very meaningful. ahah.

only 3 of us were gers. and the boys also seems tuu be v happi like us reminsicing the past. lol. becux our primary school. was a place and the period of childhood time dat we passed which has no hatred, only sweet innocence. we went touring around the school and found out dat even after four yrs, not much has changed. the teachers are stil the same, and could recognized me. haaha. finally dis yr, i managed tuu meet ms cheng. haha. and mr chua. lol.

chialing hated the start of her sec school life.. becux she said its so different. and she feel dat although primary school time were being more childish, she stil preferred dat innocent time. haha. all of us had tuu agree dat when we came tuu secondary school, alot of ppl saw e betrayal of trust and frenship and backstabbing. haii.

we even sat at the library tuu chat. those guys dint change. dey are stil as playful and as friendly as before. when we met, we dont feel distant, instead, we habb lots tuu tok. haha. esp wid weijian, this red tomato guy. haha. but ii habb tuu agree, ppl has tuu grow up. even if dey dont like. or dont want. haha.

we have tok about our ambitions and so on and especially our "O" levels. eee! haha. aniway. weijian and i made a pact tuu meet at ngee ann poly.. and tuu go out as often as possible tuu meet out more. haha. in e library, chialing, pamela and i were also tokin about the times when we were together in the library doing duty, playing wid don, havin IT monitoring duties, designin webb pages and so on and dance. haha. we were also comparing the heights of us when we were in primary school.

all these bits and pieces of memory made me feel touched and ii felt like crying. wadever is it. ii really appreciate all dat. ahah. and our teachers whom none had left as yet except for my most respected principal. haah.

haii. ii guess ii wun habb dis feelin again towards ani other school ba. and well. ii guess i'll frequent my primary school if i can wid my frenx again. ahah.

okie. today is EL paper 1. i tink im dead. im short of ideas tuu write. and nothing good seems tuu cum out of my brain. well. dere is. sumthing great dat came out 5mins b4 e paper ends. lol.

so wid dis. i guess im dead. ahha. and later at 6pm too. becuzx im havin an organic chem test, which i guess sure FAIL. lol.

okie wish me luck. and lastly..

DELPHINE GOH TING FANG AKA DOLPHIN AKA ABBY AKA DUCK DUCK.....
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!!

♥ 8:25 AM