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rely on me.
i'm your soul.

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I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my five girls too, :D
Born on 25.o9.90
Is a Libran
Now in Ngee Ann Poly, FMB

strike out.

I want to be pretty
I wanna be rich
I wanna be slim

hearts talking;



alternative exits.

SOULMATE - DEL

SAME EGG CRACK DAY - IDA

LAUGHING FRIEND - FIO

NICE BUDDY - SAB

MAHJONG BUDDY - PCT


my days, not yours.

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Monday, September 04, 2006

okie. im telling myself tuu get it over.

why? i noe i failed. its a feeling dat i guessed not mani will be able tuu experience it. cux its a type of utter disappointment, saddness and a type of feeling dat ii have not gotten it over fer so mani days.

why? why? why??? ii also dont understand why. ii just dont understand why is it that the way you are treating me is brewing hot and cold? ii dont understand why whenever u habb moodswings, im ur venting item. ii dont mind u cum naggin tuu me about ur bad day, cux ii feel dat its okie becux ii did dat too but not tuu vent ur anger on me as and when u like or show me dat fucking attitude like as if i owed u that. i dont.

ii tld myself dat ii shd not be sad. cux deres no reason fer me tuu behave like dat. yet dat stupid upset feelin nv did go away at all. wads e pt when ppl tel me, "huishan, you have tried ur best. we all can see." wad fer? ii noe dat person wans tuu spur me on. i understand. but the problem is, the feeling is there. ha. dont understand why only shes e one whu can see dat im stil depressed now.

forget it. im jus lousy. yea. i agreed wid dat. nah okie forget all about dis. becux im also sick n tired of dis too.

okie. nothin good nor bad came around dis wkend. good is dat ii haven been seeing an idiotic guy at work and so lucky dat all the parties dis wkend came in with those sweet coated cakes. and dey cost expensive too! =0 lucky i din smash deir cake din i..? lol. one of the cakes was customed make and it is really very pretty. and yet it costs ard 300++ which is my 2mths pay. guess wad will happen if i smashed dat cake? lol.

bad is dat saturday night ii have one idiot calling me umpteen times uttering sum rubbish and disturbing my sleep. wad e hell dat idiot is. and lastly today was bored. cux it was lessons and lessons and during chemistry, the chemical equations nearly killed me. lol.

well. last last last, ii apologised fer the bad planning on 1st sept 2006 del's party and tank you all those hu habb attended which make this event possible. tank you berry muach.


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