Simplicity is beauty.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

hello!

O LEVELS ARE OVER!! wahahah.
what a wonderful time im going to have, starting from now!! haha.
thurs is PROM night. im gonna have fun!! im gonna take lots of pictures!! hee.

and im busy looking for jobs. haha. im looking for waitressing jobs and tutoring jobs. haha. anyone have any lobang can come and tell me!! lol.

and im going to volunteer my time to an orphanage!! lol. i hoped everything is gonna be fun!! and we already have alot of activities lined up in december!! so im gonna not be bored anymore!! ;P

lastly, O levels are over!!

♥ 5:49 PM

Monday, November 20, 2006

okie.

9 more hours to the official end of O levels, which means the end of our secondary 4 life. how sad. suddenly feel that these 4 years of secondary school life just disappeared in a blink. lol. but dont know why, somehow i just feel a little sad. lol.

someone set me off thinking about this. when i feel that a person has changed, is it me who dont know him or her well enough or is it due to time and the environment?

this is because i suddenly felt that everyone is changing, and that includes me. i have been getting very paranoid these days, even with those small problems which people will find it meaningless. i just dont know whats up with me. im getting cranky these days.

i want to be the radiant, innocent me again. Os are gonna be over. can i find my old self back?

♥ 4:38 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

okie..

i dont really know what do i want to blog about. but there is a jerk in some part of singapore which is kind of near to where am i staying who needs one tight slap. hes such a bloody jerk. so what if he likes another girl now? so what if he doesnt like the girl now as he used to? he doesnt treat her THAT well anyway. what is he trying to show by wanting to tell the girl straight that he doesnt like her anymore? who cares about how is he going to talk to her or the words he is going to use as long as the meaning is the same?

this to me. is trampling that poor girl's pride. although the girl DOESNT even like him from the start anyway. but it doesnt show people that YOU are being responsible or even being frank. it just utterly show how ungentlemanly you are. and the truth is, you are one person with no knowledge of what is coming out of your mouth. this is why you can actually cursed us for failing our exams on the day before our FNN paper. and dont try to harm other people by spinning up other tales to other people and get people into trouble.

is he trying to show that he is very proud of having another girl to like? but hes not faithful from the start anyway. and a fact to be remembered. is that i have never heard of his compliments before nor heard of any girl whom have liked him before. im just so bloody pissed off by him. i warn you, dont even try to hurt my friends.

are all the singaporean guys turning to be like him? i bloody hoped not. lol.

last bloody sad thing that happened to me, is that my entryproof has ended up in the washing machine. lol. which means, i have to buy from the office on the LAST day of O levels!! what the crap is this? lol. this tells me that O levels is something that is very memorable and i must frame up that bloody entryproof to keep it for rembrance. lol. and i guess im gonna expect some real scolding from the staff at the general office. well, dont you think so too?

♥ 5:49 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

ok. know what? there are only four more papers to the end of O levels. and candace asked one good question. why must 4 papers drag till 10days? haha. lol. even i myself also dont know.

yesterday's geography was purely lucky. i forgot to bring my string, calculator and protractor. but in the end i managed to do my distance and bearing. phew. lol. today's maths was ok. lol. next is POA. sad.

today was S.T.A.R. dinner. ha. only candance,chiuting and me. and of course the one treating is boss!! haha. so good to have a female boss. as again, when 4 ladies gathered together, its gossiping time again. of course, from managers to stars, and even to crew. regardless of male or female. haha. and boss commented one sentence which made the three of us giggling and being very happy the whole night. and that is..

cindy/boss:"KAP's stars are very pretty. At least compared to other stores."

wahh.. ahha. this statement set all of us giggling. lol. and i strongly recommend "Sizzler" this restaurant. lol. not only that it had handsome waiters, but also good food!! lol. a feast for my stomach and my eyes! lol. you just need to order a main course and pay a price to enjoy its sumptous different variety of salads, fruits, soups, ice cream and more!! lol. and its main course was superb. haha. of course, it was kinda expensive too. so must save up first!! lol.

and i want to recommend a movie.. which is "The Colic". its a thailand horror movie. damn scary which made me jump several times in the cinema. lol. and with candace and chiuting squeezing me! lol. but its kinda fun as the three of us were the loudest in the cinema. busy discussing the storyline about what will happen next and being scared together. lol. anyway its about a baby. and it is that once the baby cries, a person will dies. and its something related to supernatural and i will say that its a good movie as its storyline is almost perfect. its all interlinked and not something weird. and i remembered myself scolding all the vulgarities out when im scared. haha. lol.

and we have the phobia after watching the movie, especially chiuting as while we are walking on the street, she saw an old auntie standing there, and she freaked out. lol.

and we have already gotten our PROM tickets. lol. how fast are the days passing. lol. and with this, im gonna tell sabrina to bring along her camera that day. if she can. SABRINA!! if u are reading this, remember!! haha. so sorry. because i dont have a camera, you have to spare some of your camera's memory card space fer me. tanks!! lol.

so i strongly recommend this 2 good stuff!! lol. tmr working at 11am. damnit. lol. gotta go le. as tmr is michelle. dont want LDS. arghghh!!

♥ 4:53 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

okie. first thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIUTING!!
haha. old le. 18yrs old le. haha. old lo. hehehe. shh. she wont cum read de. hahah.

ok. next good news.. chemistry was a breeze!!

ok. next bad news.. ystd's social studies and maths didnt seem too good to me. though maths was easy, and i did not managed to finished my social studies. and end up i was depressed for the whole day. to the extent of no mood to study for chemistry. ha. but lucky i managed to pick up myself again during nighttime.

ok. i was very lucky to received alot of good luck and best wishes from my friends. heh. good grief that i have them to support me. especially ystd. if not im already dead. haha. but one unexpected person is that my indian neighbours actually also wished me the bestest luck today morning. haha. how kind is this world. ha. im so lucky to meet these good people.

ok. i was very angry, because im v pissed off by two idiots, who dont know how important is science in their certificates. if dont want to study, im fine. but dont say i did not tell you to study the topics that the exam has tested on. because i did. and suddenly i feel that, its a bad thing to be a teacher, or place hopes on people and after that having people to utterly disappoint you. suddenly, i can feel what ms kuek has felt about our class in the past. lol.

ok, i was very sad, because a friend of mine said that i have lost the radiance on my face due to O levels. STRESS this word is already carved on my face. lol. and hence, i decide, i must try to be radiant again. because stressed will lead to wrinkles and i will look old faster.

I DONT WANT!! lol.

okie. physics. tomorrow. and english. i dont think i have any confidence. =((

♥ 6:33 AM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

ok..

i met two great kind people today.

the first person is a kind lady who has an umbrella. and because the rain was so heavy that if you are not sheltered even if you are boarding the bus, you will be drenched. and hence this lady offered to sheltered me up the bus. its a small thing though, but it meant a great difference to me.

the second person is a salesgirl. nowadays salesgirls are having more and more attitude problems and etc, but she did not. although i can see from her face that shes not very happy as there are alot of customers in the shoe shop, but she is very helpful to me and delphine when it comes to choosing shoes and more.

okay. while waiting for bus to go back home, del and i saw a group of Ngee Ann polytechnic students and they are from the NP dance team. suddenly, a question popped up in my mind. they seemed so... and i am like just someone that dont belong in that world. it suddenly makes me feel scared about entering a polytechnic more than being excited.

but nevertheless, nobody will know what will happen in the future. haha. the most urgent thing now is still O levels. and its only bloody ONE day away. hahaha. i wished i will be able to smile after all my papers.

my unrealistic dream;

♥ 5:53 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

WAAA!!!

O levels is what TWO days away!!!

this just suck. haha.

but im only left with abit of Social studies, finished chemistry, studyin physics and practising maths!! lol.

and i finally realised that nothing lasts forever. not love. not friendship. except for family ties.

and im very far away from the course of my dream; and my the other unrealistic dream which not many knew.

i want to be that special star; on every stage; performing.

♥ 5:01 PM