Simplicity is beauty.

Damn it.

Really dont know whats wrong with my head. Paining at one moment, feeling intense pressure next and feeling dizzy.

My god. Looks like i really have to go to a doctor, but i cant. Even my friend is scaring me about brain tumour. Damn.

Money Money Money. Everything on this world talks about money. Can all the bills stop coming to my family? Hai.

I hate all these now.

♥ 2:16 PM

haii. endless trouble man. now im like just freakingly pissed off with everything in the world.
dont know whats wrong with me nowadays either. hai.

damn. i just know inside of me is boiling yet dont know whats the cause of it. recently i became very hot tempered too. hai. everything is just so shit.

♥ 1:02 PM

hello.

haii. just hurt my toe nails just now. damn. so many hidden traps in the masterbed room.

school's starting. hope to befriend new friends and have more fun. Right now, i hope my health condition will pick up. In case anyone wants to scold me again.

im certainly happy ystd. thanks darling. lol.

♥ 8:53 PM

haii.

sometimes society made us grow up, even if we are reluctant to.
this whole world only talks about money. we only can survive with money..

i actually dont use to think that money is everything till recently when everything revolved around me is just money problems. haii.

i hope i wont have to frown over money when i grew up. So i must work hard for myself.. xD

anyway,

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING!

♥ 12:39 AM

What the hell is wrong with me from head to toe?

I promised to myself that i wont add on to your burden of troubles. I promised i wont quarrel, argue or let you know that Im angry or unhappy. But today, i really cannot control anymore. What do you want me to do? Its not the first time anymore. Im not being angry or grumbling because u showed me a black face, but because im still outside the door of your heart.

I can let myself be your punching bag and whatever frustrations you also can vent it on me. But i just want to share your troubles too. Im not here to be your girlfriend to only get your adore and attention. Im here to share your saddness n happiness and all the ups and downs in your life.

But today, I suddenly realised actually from last time till now, I still dont have the key to your heart. Chiuting asked me some questions and seriously she knows what Im really thinking. Perhaps we are all girls. Perhaps i should really be more optimistic and take things more lightly, so that I wont be finding trouble for myself anymore and I will not have never ending flow of tears.

♥ 12:38 AM

hello. im so bored at home now with nothing to do.
so..

should i go and take a new passport photo or just submit the one i used for my IC? haha. im abit lazy to go and retake wor. hahaha.

do girls like flowers? haha. i dont know. but how i wished i can receive roses. but real flowers wilter too fast. haii. seems like nothing on this world can last.

KL trip is so full of uncertainties. i wanna go!! and i wann everyone to go to have fun!! lol. im crazy. i dont even know i have the money anot. haii.

And the poly enrolment thingy is making me go crazy. lol. Everything is just so damn shit. Haii.

Everything on this world needs.. MONEY!!

♥ 1:36 PM

haii.

i just cant help but to be jealous. though it just seems so funny to be jealous of you and her.
i just cant control. perhaps u and her just meant to be..

im nt blind, nt deaf nt anything. im a living thing with blood n feelings. i cant be oblivious to people's comments.

but i know this will forever be a damn fact.

♥ 12:07 AM

okie.

i've contracted migraine. what the hell but to get this terrible headache. haii. now im feeling so upset. i missed my friends. its been a long time since we met. haii. we are all just so busy. =(

♥ 1:52 PM

okie. im so bloody greedy.

i wanna a new pink mp4 with 2gb and above, a pink Nokia7390 handphone, KL trip's money bla bla bla.
seems like everything i also want. so am i greedy? hahaha.

♥ 1:51 PM

finally a miracle happen, and all the things are cleared up.

but somehow i feel a gap between us, which is i guessed quite normal.

okie, im dying. no money. haha.

♥ 12:38 PM

Im greedy. Whats life? Whats happiness?
Some things are meant to sacrifice, sometimes without even you knowing it.

Okay, enough of my bullshit.
KL KL HERE I COME!!

To that special someone, happy 2weeks anniversary.

♥ 2:21 AM

IM SORRY!

believe me, im still the huishan you once knew. no change at all. i really did not know the things that i did was wrong. im very sorry.

♥ 11:38 PM