Simplicity is beauty.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

everything takes two hands to clap.
so the situation now is not only caused by me myself.

im sho sian now and tired.
lucky, school's ending at 1pm.

♥ 1:33 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Holidays officially ended.

School started, and my tiring days started again.
I want to do hair treatment. My hair is so damn fcuked up.

I seemed to lose e focus of my life. Did i or did i not? hai. god knows.
Today i had a battle with Autocad. it nearly killed me. thanks to hali fer helping me, and delphine fer giving her quiet moral support. LOL.

anyway its just a random post because i did not know what to post. see ya.

♥ 1:25 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

Sometimes i feel that i don understand what some ppl are doing.
What makes them think that they have the authority to do what they are doing to people?
Cant everyone see that people wants to change?

But i seriously agree that we shudnt be so stuck up or get controlled by people. Why should we?
We are who WE are. We are not who THEY are.

Anyway its ok fer im also not sure what im talking about.
School's starting. Everyone, enjoy ur last minutes!!

♥ 1:49 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

yesterday was a tough battle to bring my brother to go out gai gai.
at night also kena a bloody scary joke.

today gonna go japanese restaurant eat to celebrate our 4th month anniversary lo.
time flies.

i dont understand why a simple router is so bloody difficult to set it up. LOL.
and school's starting. tiring days are going to start.

♥ 6:27 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

alright. im seriously sian of my blog address.
shall i change a new one?

or should i say i shud just close off this blog? im realising that the things i blogged recently are of no content. and so have people telling me this.

damn. i just find it difficult and lazy to blog out stuff in details recently.
unhappiness- not abled to express in peace here.
happiness- too selfish to share with anyone.
school- too boring
work- even boring

so in the end, it seems like nothing to blog. or do you want me to tell you what i ate fer the whole day?
what a big fat LOL.

♥ 3:46 PM

wow.

yesterday was a whole day of crazy fun. today im having the after-effects. LOL.
this year's crew outing was relatively different compared to last few times.

And im the first to get wet yesterday, thanks to Elaine and gang. LOL.
all the games yesterday was so-so, except fer the amazing race. it was so fun to run the whole island. LOL.

bloody. im now so tired.
just came back from work. gone to work because theres a bloody party at 3pm. the children at the childcare centre were all hyperactive-ers. LOL.

♥ 10:25 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

damnit. the nightmare that i had the previous day totally freaked me off.

i thought that it was scary but kahleng actually thought that this dream was interesting.
i dreamt of some people and all the characters in my dream are in 2 human forms, one good and one evil. In the dream, all of them took turns to come to me and in the end im totally lost as to which one is the good and which one is the bad and it really made me so scared in the dream.

But i think that mine was a reality dream. God knows why.

I never once said that im his or her gain or loss. I only said that only I myself can know whether all the things in my world are my gains or my losses. And my life now, contented.

I only hoped to have a good rest for this holiday and be prepared for the next upcoming busy term.
As for the rest, lets let nature takes its own course.

♥ 2:36 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

hey people! its HOLIDAY!!!

LOL. i guess im too crazy over the holidays, because i only have 1 bloody BTC LCL project only. LOL.

I guess im getting more cheerful these days. Perhaps it might be because i've straigtened out my thinking or what not. But no matter what, i have decided not to care anymore. And this time, i made sure i do what i say.

I seriously dono how to set up the router to my modern so i hope if theres anyone who knows how to set up the router by D-Link, pls kindly help. LOL.

Suddenly, i felt that loss or gain is up to he or she to judge. For me, i guess i might have lost some but it doesnt matter for i've gained some that other people might not get it forever.

Lastly, i hoped that my brother will have a happy birthday tomorrow.
Right, didi? hee.

♥ 3:31 AM

Friday, June 08, 2007

im v fed up, very pissed off. very feel like crying, but who shud i look fer?
i know everyone who r truefully supporting me are by my side, but seriously i just dont know how to break these type of news to people. what shud i say?

i dont want to bottle it all up in my heart and being so frustrated but i really feel like crying it out. whats all these man? all these trouble started since when? and especially if i did not do anything wrong?

forget it, as its useless to say so much now, as some ppl just don understand and those who understands me n believes me dont need me to explain much. true?

people, i wont break down, for i dont want people who want to hit me down see me down.
this world is realistic, get it clear people. and this world is fair, im sure.

♥ 1:48 PM

Friday, June 01, 2007

I just feel so bloody frustrated these days.
Am i finding trouble fer myself fer reading into the matter too much? Am i too overbearing to feel that everything is unfair? Is the problem lying with myself?

First time i feel dat everything just suck. lol. I just cannot do the way i told other ppl to do when it comes to the same prob. hai.

Luckily, i noe theres surely some1 by my side, right Ling?

♥ 2:18 PM