damn. days at KAP are getting worse, without Sangari around. Shes not coming back in the short term, either. I think i will get tortured until die. HAHAHA.
I just want to say, it all lies in your attitude. Go on thinking that its our fault, and you will definitely get to nowhere. Its your job, face it. No point showing people such a perfect image when you cannot do the tasks that people thought that you could do. And i want to emphasise that, its not your ability that is stopping you, its your mindset. And, admit that you are what your rank is now, and stop trying to tell people that your rank is still like before or go and invent a new rank for yourself. Because by doing this, you are just trying to say that you are not required to do what we are needed to do and hence you are behaving like what you are doing now. Learning is what everyone is needed to do, and by being new, you shouldnt refuse to learn new things.
And if you really so not be bothered to learn, then dont go on telling others that we never taught you new things. (This is not a scolding session or what, but alot of people told me to give up on her. And im really so angry at times that i do wanna do so. Chances are given to you to change, but you dont cherish it and so you dont blame people for neglecting you now. Even if you do change, if your change is only short term, your friends wont go bck to you either. Dont go around telling people "This is me, thats my attitude." Because if everyone in your circle starts to point at u, you cant be possibly thinking its all the faults or problems of the other people in the circle except you, right?
Anyway, I think tmr is my death date. HAHA. For people who are working in KAP will know why. HAHAH.
okay, i had a wonderful KFC dinner and i strongly recommend the Fiery Lime Drumlets!! Its sho hot and spicy and sho shiok man!! haha.
and im still wondering to go to my class chalet anot, though ian, rebecca and fishball have been blasting my phone to psycho me to go. HAHA. should I? or should i not?
And Joanne is leaving, and Shiau Meng had already left. They are nice people, and Joanne is really like a mother to me. And im so sadded that she will be leaving, but she has been promoted to Restauranteur of Tanglin Mall and it can said to be a good news actually, just that we all will really miss her. But definitely, there will be people gloating over her leaving. And they really suck. LOL.
Okay, i hope i can make it to work on Monday, thats if, Del, you-know-what, did not happen. BYEBYE. off to my beauty rest..