Simplicity is beauty.

Friday, November 30, 2007

AH. OMG. i so hate my IAC lecturer, so so hate!

Hes really a bastard man. Oops. LOL. i mean hes really mean with words, and he really take your pride like trash. LOL. HAHA.

NVM. I must tolerate till the end of the semester. I bet Delphine Goh is laughing at me right now. EE!

Lastly, Happy Birthday to my dearest "mummy", Beauty Jialing. Happy Birthday.

♥ 12:40 AM

Thursday, November 29, 2007

IM JUST WAITING FOR A GOOD DATE FOR ONCE, A GOOD DAY OF FUN. it seemed so difficult.

Today is really a damn bloody bad day. Other than i was early for school, and for Subra's lesson, the rest of the day is like shit.

I hate it. HAI. Get banged by e lift doors when it was closing, for it nearly squashed me. It was painful. Subra's practical today was a drag. Headache came and all the evening plans were all down the drain. There were too many reasons and arguments about it, and this made me fed up, mad and tired. That bloody guy cancelled the meeting too, anyway. I wonder if he really has the intention. HAI.im so dead now. NEVERMIND, for we should take a stress free approach to every problem and so now im exercising my FOOD THERAPY. And im really so mad over the hurtful remarks that I have received for today, for nothing that i have done wrong.

Forget it. My head is splitting and im now at Bugis Macdonalds waiting. Im really drained out. Too drained out.

I just feel treated so farely in comparison to other people. Are my tears so not worthy? Or are other people's tears matters more than mine?

♥ 11:06 AM

OMG. tired. I slept at two plus and wake up at seven in the morning today, just to attend Subra's lessons. Lucky, im not late today. Hes so bloody strict. My poor friend is not so lucky liao. HAI. and he also releases us late. I HOPE my lecturer can take some LEGAL action against Subra by letting us go late. HAHA.

Im so hardworking man, to finish up ELS tutorial before i sleep yesterday. Tutorials are really a bore. HAI. Common tests are coming. Sad.

My class is so stoned now, probably all due to tiredness. LOL.
Argh :/ Today morning i received a msg from BEAUTY JIALING! Scare me. HAHA. Early in the morning see that "TERM" of hers in my handphone. LOL. This is because shes reminding me that tomorrow is her birthday. HAHA. Dont worry, we never forget. And we will be going. For SURE!! LOL.

Ahaha. I think i can only start studying from next week onwards. SAVE ME, god. LOL.

And another warning to NP students, please do not anyhow sit around in NP. People who wants to spread christian religion will target u. MY GOD:/ How scary. LOL.

And i really hope people out there who feel like dropping out of school, no matter due to what reasons like money or whatsoever shit, to continue on and work hard and dont fail any more modules.

I know i dont have e capability to get him to the school, perhaps im not someone that influential to him. BUT i hope that he will know that in future, a person without a diploma cert is going to not have a good job and earn good money. And age is catching up with him. He should have already accomplished a lot of other things in his life at his age now, but yet, he didnt. And he will be dragging it somemore if he dont wanna make it a point now to pass everything. HAI.

♥ 3:03 AM

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Hai. So sickening.

Common tests are knocking at my door already. ITS really time to buck up and study. I WANT A GOOD GPA this semester!!

Haii. I think from now on till my common tests, I will have to go back home everyday STRAIGHT after school or go grab dinner with my gals first and STRAIGHT go home to study. I must make it for my Common Tests. No matter by hook or by crook.

So gals, dont call me to go out. I cannot resist temptations. LOL. I must go home and study!! ah. but i seemed so like in a holiday mood. I envied my brother and people who have finished their 'N' and 'O' levels, having their holiday. I yearn for mine too, but yet i know at that time, del and i will have to be busy working again. It just seemed so no life and so tiring. Perhaps i've been sickof having no free weekends, no holidays to rest. Because its just running back and fro from our new holiday job on weekdays to KAP on weekends.

Tired is the word. HA. mentally.

Okay, support me! WAY TO GO!! To STUDY!!

♥ 5:18 PM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

OMG, im just so fucked up angry over that idiotic guy in my class.

PLEASE la. Stop disturbing me can? I have my own life, not like you. You dont need to work, i need. You dont need to worry for anything except yr studies. I NEED! worst is, you wont fail your CRM because of me being absent for 1 day. BLOODY FUCK!

im just so mad. stop DISTURBING me. i mean it.

♥ 8:29 AM

344th post of this BLOG.

yesterday was a happy day, at least a happy working day. no stress, only laughter and jokes and gossips. so FUN!

How i wish everyday that i go back to KAP will be as nice as yesterday.

Today morning i actually met up wid Fiona and Delphine to eat Macdonald breakfast at KAP. i can actually be early one, but im just so suey this morning that im late. But nevertheless, im not the latest, so its okay! LOL.

OMG:> im consuming a lot of high end carbo foods today. Im going to grow horizontally liao. CANNOT! LOL. I must maintain. HAHA.

Romantic Princess Ep11!! IM COMING!!

♥ 7:00 AM

Monday, November 26, 2007

WAA!
i actually forget to blog about something happy and sweet that happened on friday when we gals were out!

THAT IS KAHLENG! LOL. shes so sweet. she bought me a red shorts and delphine a blue shorts each twenty bucks and so add up to fourty bucks and shes not working, but yet shes so sweet to buy us as late birthday gifts. But its just so sweet; from her. How lovely.

THANK YOU!! so much! =)

OMG. tomorrow is monday. the painful day to start off every week. And im going back to work tmr. UNBELIEVABLE! LOL.

I MUST STUDY HARD! ;) oh ya, and im so proud to say that i have finished all my homework yesterday. PERHAPS its really good to not work on saturday to concentrate on my homework. HA.

♥ 1:07 PM

Sunday, November 25, 2007

The important thing to learn in life;

Be independant. Dont ever think you're the most important. There are other more important things to other people than you. No matter what condition you're in.

There is no rule or law to have to be you always. Even theres someone in the same condition as you who might not seem to be so important, people can still go to that someone and not you.

Its a natural reaction; and this shows who really cares, and who really not.

Labels: chiminlogy.

♥ 8:00 AM

OMG. im so bored, with nothing to do. this is my 341st post of this blog. and its been 2 days since i blogged. And its the first saturday noon that im blogging. HOW unbelievable?

Dont know whats into me recently. A spit fire dragon in me? I feel so easily angered these days. Real easy. LOL. You can try me if you want. LOL. But dont regret it. LOL.

DAMN. my next pay will be short of nearly $50 bucks. Why? Because i fell sick today. Caught a cold and my gastrics is killing me since yesterday when im out with my girls. LOL. And all these is making me feel so energy-less and wobbly. And i cannot eat anything yesterday though im both hungry and in pain. HAI. THE. But i still must thank Jessie for helping me to cover my shift today. =)

I dont even know what did i do yesterday to allow my gastrics to act up. The only possible reason i could think of is maybe laughing too hard during the late lunch yesterday at our usual hangout. LOL. Whats the joke? HEH. Only the 3 of us knew, so its a secret. And we were so engrossed in gossiping. HAHA. I guess this is women nature? LOL. Yesterday was a good day, but not today. HAI.

Guess what i had got yesterday? Only FOUR items okay? LOL. I got a new MYUK phone pouch, One New future black skinnies (dont ever buy YG), One red shorts and one SuperMan White tee. That shirt costs me a bomb, so i must remember not to watch it in the washing machine no matter what. If not i sure kill. LOL. WAHHAHA.

Everyone is changing phone man, recently. HA. Fiona changed to w660i, Kahleng to w630i, me U700, Jiajun and Chiuting w910i and etc. HAHA. Christmas is gonna be here soon. BUT before Christmas comes, COMMON TEST will come first. SIAN. time to really buck up.

im so worried for my ELS. good luck to me. how i wish my lecturer is not that Subra. HAI. good grief.

♥ 5:52 AM

Friday, November 23, 2007

OMG. im so happy and so not happy! Yeek! hate this week!
Even though there are a lot of good things happening, or lucky i said. But my mood is still bad. HAI!!

Actually i couldnt do a particular thing today, but perhaps im real lucky, it become possible. Yet, i still have to receive cold remarks and etc.

It seemed like i dont have the freedom to do what i want and etc. I had gotten permission from my mum, and im happy! But you just seemed so forced. I dont know whats into you, me and us recently.

Its just a simple thing, and its settled in a harmonious way. But i just dont understand you, what are you thinking.

♥ 7:29 AM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

OMG. i seriously feel like cutting my hair to shoulder length, basically short.

can anyone tell me if im suitable for that hairstyle? short and style one. i cnt get a picture if not i will show it on my blog. I wanna cut that hairstyle man. hai. god. hate my hair now.

WA. i actually do up the whole ELS tutorial by myself. UNBELIEVABLE. i guess im ready for tmr! Tomorrow is a happy day!

♥ 1:42 PM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I CANT HELP BUT WORRY!! what to do?
IM SO SO SCARED. cant imagine me this brat will also have one day that i will be scared. HAI. im dead meat. ARGH:> im really scared.

♥ 4:54 PM

HMM. SIAN!
im like so dead today. tired + dead meat.
WHY? if you're close to me, you will know. HAI. my early "BAD BREAKFAST" in the morning! LOL.

now in IWD class, all thanks to him, that i will have this "BREAKFAST". dead. I HOPE nothing will happen to me tommorow. PRAY. god bless.

maybe i wanna set up my own blogshop. thinking for very long already.

♥ 6:12 AM

Friday, November 16, 2007

Okay, this week can be considered a busy week. WHY?

Okay, Tuesday i did not went to dye hair wid Del and Mag, but instead i got a sushi and a cafe cartel treat!! HA! And also i have the chance to go Supreme Court. Wednesday, which is yesterday, we had a mini birthday celebration for Jiajun, Jiaxing and PohMeng. Yesterday was also a bad day because I had a relapse of my sickness, and i thought it wont come bck to me anymore. Thursday, which has just passed, I went to Johor. HAHA. and bought some stuff. LOL. And we went there for a Pizza Hut feast and Macdonalds for supper. HA. Okay, I shall let pictures do all the talking. ;)

clothes that i bought.

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the watch he bought for me. see the brand. ;)

Macdonalds Supper.

Pizza Hut Feast.

Birthday Celebration.

People at Sakae Sushi.
Me.

Ian.

WaiHon, well he doesnt want to take a photo.

YiYuan, but he never go with us that day.

Yiping, Rebecca.

Supreme Court.

Thats all for today. Today's IS is okay la. LOL. not that bad, at least. OMG. 10hrs later is CRM presentation, and we're the first group! PEEPs, wish me LUCK!!

♥ 5:50 PM

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Sometimes i just feel so bad, so bad.

Feel so bad because its actually a duty, because if that person was to be me, i will do dat too.
Feel so bad because I just cannot cross my own hurdle, dont ask me why, for i dont know why too.
Perhaps is because im just a very bad, selfish, self centred person.

I FEEL SO BAD, SO WORST.
i feel that i just cannot stand this type of feeling.
perhaps in the long run, it will be the main problem.

♥ 5:18 PM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Okay, second post of the day. LOL.
went on a shopping spree today wid Christine, Jessie and Delphine. Today we went to many places like Bugis, Peinsular Plaza and Town. LOL.

Okay, let me summarise what we've bought for today:

Christine: Mango Orange tank, Black skinny jeans.
Delphine: 2 Giordano skinny polos, 1 teeshirt, 1 black skinny jeans, 2 Mango tanks.
Me: 1 teeshirt, 1 pumps, 1 brown skinny jeans, 2 Mango tanks.
Jessie: NOTHING!

Had laksa for lunch and long john for dinner. HAPPY that i managed to buy the things that i wanted to! YAY! And never ever ask Jessie to help u liase your dates with your friends nor jio her out for shopping. I shall not blogg why, for only the four of us knows why. HAHAH.

OMG! Thurs im going to Johor. YAY. maybe some more shopping fer me? LOL. But my main motive is to get DVDs. Hai. But the dreadful day i hate is THURSDAY every week! Especially this week, for we have to do a test which is to write an essay on our topics, and the main motive is to test our language ability to express and write. AHH!! Its been so long since i wrote an essay. Im surely gonna be dead meat, soon.

But one happy thing is that Im going to Supreme Court tomorrow! I think this is the umpteen times im saying this! HAHA. im so so excited.

I want to go Genting with Christine and Delphine badly. But i wonder if i can go anot, especially when he is not going? Hope my mama will allow me to go, Hope god bless me! =(

OKAY. im going off now, for i've to be super duper energetic tomorrow for the visit. YAY!

Labels: i feel so gay today.

♥ 3:27 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007

WAHH. its a miracle that i made it to school on monday. I think this is the second monday that i have came to school, i think ever since school started and this week is the 5th week already. LOL.

I feel like buying a new Mp3 player. For i actually lost e cable used for my current Mp3 player. Why? because i tot that that cable was the one for my W810i and thus i give it all to the handphone seller. LOL. pathetic la. Perhaps i will wanna buy the one that Delphine has, cux its pretty.

Okay, today im going to shopping later!!! HAPPY! hmm. The things i wanna get today will be...
1) Maybe some new tees
2) A fitting spaghetti strap
3) Pair of non-hurting pumps
4) Mini skirt (maybe)
5) Handphone pouch (if i see nice ones)

HAHA. i hope i cn get all the items i wanna get. LOL.
Tomorrow our Law lecturer is going to bring us to supreme court! YAY. so excited.
Anyway Common Tests are around the corner, in december! And now its like gonna be mid Nov already. Hence, i must mug hard for Common Tests. I hope that I will have the heart to settle down and study. =(

♥ 2:22 AM

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Okay, 2nd post of the day.
I havent sleep yet, because im disturbed by Ms Duckie.
HAHA:> 5yr friends having a heart-to-heart chat. LOL.

Things she said seems logical. Perhaps sometimes i've been overbearing, but im definitely NOT entirely wrong, of course. Workload is piling very much on me, yup and its something unavoidable. Who i need is someone to share my workload, help me share the duties too. I know i might be very demanding sometimes, but i dont have a choice. IF you were to be me, doing so much things, like the workload of 2-3 people, i think you will also become so damn pissed off and fed up like me. The problem is, KAP is not going to find new stars or cant be able anywhere in the near future. Think realistic, for its not like you want this particular person to come back and take over your duties then can already. This is reality. Dont think of those inpossiblities, because you yourself clearly know that they cannot cover you one.

Schedule timing wise is something i really cannot control nor compromise. Because you can say im damn stubborn, for i've been working morning shift for like i-dont-know-how-long already, and plus i have other commitments too. So, if you really insist on fighting about timing, i also have no choice already.

OKAY, i promised to Ms Duck that i will put all the things behind, but also provided you comply and budge and compromise too, for theres no point if its only a one person effort. Perhaps you might think that i might be bluffing for last time i did not put all the things behind, for i feel that you got worse. But if you're really helping and not behaving like how u did in the past, then i will not do anything also one la. Im very simple, people dont step on my feet, everyone is my friend! LOL. IM crazy already, i know. IM very humble le, being able to face up to my so called mistakes!! LOL.

♥ 6:47 PM

Okay, im here to clear some doubts.
Perhaps no1 understand what im talking about in the previous post, but its okay, for its only for my own venting of frustrations purpose. For there is no point in explaining who's the someone since he himself doesnt understand what am i talking about, anyway.

I seriously dont know what to do man. WHY do i have to deal with 2 annoying mummies? OKAY, you might say im so unfillial to say like dat, but seriously, im going berserk. My mum calls his house to look for me, when i dint pick up my phone, and his mum is unhappy. His mum call my house to look for him, and my mum gets unhappy, and she will keep questioning me as to why his mum call and tons of questions and etc. And the relationship between the two of them somehow seemed strained. And his mum hates to see me at his house(as i kinda feel) and what not. sick and tired of this kinda disputes already.

IM JUST FREAKINGLY PISSED OFF.

♥ 4:49 PM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

OKAY, IM WRONG IN EVERYTHING, CAN?
this is somehow the answer, everyone wants.

♥ 4:24 PM

OKAY, I HAVE EXPLODED. why? because im sick and tired of all the nagging by parents, by everyone. just sick and tired.

I finally BELIEVED in what is a honeymoon period for all couples and relationships. Mine is over. Quarrels and quarrels is what that fills our lives now. True though, someone told me that once we quarrelled, there will be the second, third, fourth time and so on. Relationship between us is somehow strained at times, and the feeling is not as nice as before.

I just want some surprises on the way, want some peserverence from you to show that you really care, want some hustling or something to see that you're really concerned, want some understanding of some sensitive things, want some recognition, and gain some understanding from someone dearly to you and important in your life. IM not angry with that someone, but just feel annoyed in a way or another. Not that i dont understand that the someone is not in good health and mood, but sometimes it just reach my level that i think that i feel like its so unfair, though i know its rude to say so. All these things seemed so so so far way, and non-existant in my relationship.

Perhaps you can say im greedy, self centred, selfish, childish and whatsoever u wanted to say about me. OR u might wanna say im not a good girlfren, at all, which i feel so too.

But sometimes, i just wanted the feeling of no matter what i do, there will be someone there for me. But it somehow seemed so not there now. And i hate it when you says those disappointing and worst words. So, those words can come out from your mouth so easily right? AND I SERIOUSLY HATE IT!

I dont know how, why, what. I only know, i just want back the old feeling.

♥ 4:09 PM

Its time i leave, though i know i have said it for the umpteen times. I will want to work at the Kids cafe more. Don't ask me why, perhaps its because all my buddies will be there, den working at KAP. haha. i will be unhappy there in a way or so.

Anyway yesterday was Deepavali and it was a long day for me, for because on wednesday night, we went to the birthday chalet, and thursday morning 9am im due for work. HAHA:> but nevertheless, im nt late. Instead, im early. Got a durian roll from angie the choice after work!! HAHA. And im so happy yesterday because the 3pm party was really fun, and of course the party hosts are really nice too. I HOPE they will write me a complimentary letter and not bluff me and write a COMPLAINT letter!!! HOPE god bless. LOL.

Hai. work is piling up. Tutorials and tutorials. GOD, please save me. HAHA. Johor trip is nearing, next thurs. IM LOOKING FORWARD! but provided dat i dont die during this weekend first!! haha. but i think i wont, for i have my moral support and mental support from everyone!! LOL.

♥ 8:37 AM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Last saturday was Jessie's birthday, and we went to watch THE GAME PLAN! superb duper nice! haha. del, dont worry, we will acc u to watch again one!! haha. Sunday, we went to eat Ajisen. WAA. I guess we spend alot of money also. HAHA. And today there is the chalet, superb duper tired. HAI.

Tomorrow is DEEPAVALI. Hopefully tomorrow wont be that all the parties are all indian parties. HAI, difficult to run.

LASTLY, happy birthday to all november babies!! LOL.
X family is nice! Im already at Episode 32. Im just 23episodes to the end of the show!! And i heard that there will be a last sequel next year, call "Zhong ji yi jie". And i read e synopsis like its so nice. LOL. haha. SO, people start watching KO One first, den X family, den wait for Zhong ji yi jie!! YAY!! LOL.

Lastly, im tired.

♥ 1:41 AM

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

myGOD.
perhaps i should, i should, really should, go MOM to complain.
who ask them to treat me like im someone who dont need adequate rest? who ask them to treat me like im someone whos currently not schooling? Isnt my education also as important? HAHA. what a wonderful question. LOL.

okay, im lazy to upload Jessie's disgusting pictures for the moment. Perhaps, in a few days time, when im too bored. haha. tomorrow we're going to the chalet. HOHO. too bad kahleng cannot join us.

Tomorrow will be a busy day. school starts from 9-3, work from 4-9, chalet afterwards. GOD, too bad. Who ask nobody is willing or can or able to help me? Well, theres people who are simply too heartless. (eg, like delphine. jk.) HOHO.

OKAY, im seeing daylight real soon, hopefully, she, my beloved S, will be back to save me, for im waiting for her for months. ;)

♥ 4:43 PM

Saturday, November 03, 2007

OKAY. im now currently at del's house. GUESS what we're doing? WE ARE PREPARING THE SAUCE FER JESSIE's mini celebration tonight! WOW, its the first time that we're so enthu into mixing a own special sauce of ours. LOL. especially for her. LOL.

LET me show u the pictures of the grossy sauce first..
Ingredients: Milo powder, coffee powder, cereal, mixed fruit powder, ovaltin powder, coffee powder, tartar sauce, honey, mustard powder, sugar, garlic chilli, sweet chilli, ketchup, F&N orange, anlene milk powder. SEE, we put in so so much effort.

AND THE PRODUCT IS THIS..

SEE? :> this is our powerful gr8 product!! HOPE THAT U ALL WILL ENJOY! anyone who wants the sauce can call us to help you mix for yr birthday! But PROVIDED yr birthday must be as grand as the Mummy kingkong of 100babies!! LOL.

♥ 11:27 AM

LOL:> i hate del. not because she said about leong, but because she said im lazy so thats why my tutorials is piling up.

HAHA. Del and i dont feel like going back on deepavali sia, but no choice. HAHA.
I dont want go back to work at KAP liao, but no choice. HAHA.
Some people did ask me, is really no choice or what? Other places can offer me pay that is far better than KAP, and its not only one place only who has already hired me. Who ask me kuku go interview alot but never accept any job?

But what to do? As working at KAP is really a chore nowadays. It even kills all my mood, though i stil loved kids. I just dont like working the whole day, tired and beat and what i can do is just grumble to my family and friends. And in the end make myself chionging my work like mad. But seriously, no one's helping. Serious. HAI.

TIRED is the keyword. too tired to think, to do anything. give up is what i should do already.

Labels: TIRED.

♥ 9:53 AM

Thursday, November 01, 2007

WOW. ITS SO LONG SINCE I BLOGGED.
i know everyone misses me.

Tutorials have been pushing me to a dead end for this week. NOT because i have delayed my tutorials but i dont know whats happening this week. Today is due for Law tutorial, Yesterday was econs tutorial 2, 1ComT quiz by tonight, Econs quiz by sunday night, Econs tutorial 3 by sunday night, Law tutorial 2 and CRM project by friday. GOD! now i understand del's pain last semester. AND I HATE IAC AND 1COMT!

AND MY LAW LECTURER SAID THAT WE NEED TO RUSH 2 TUTORIALS AGAIN NEXT WEEK! WTF!!

The amount of work that i have to do, and weekends, the work that is torturing me. Working at KAP really sucks to the core man. You dont have enough STARS to conduct party, yet dont want to find, yet stress me to work like mad. EVERY SUNDAY IS A TORTURE! i wanna change job!

No point staying there, pay not gd, work nt gd, only for my bestie frenx and him who are still there. And the management team isnt that gr8 also, for they wont appreciate your help.

Once i've new job offers, i will run. HAHA. at least the new environment wont torture me.
I just need to have more time for rest and homewrk. im just SO tired.

Sometimes, i just envy my friends who dont need to work, who has the whole weekend to rest and finish up the work.

BUT of course, they are the pampered kind that simply have no worries about money. BRANDED,branded and branded.

And, i just loved my law lecturer. Hes so funny and cute. His lessons are never boring. He always tries to be lame, and his words always catch people's attention. BUT because he teaches law, he knows how to "exercise" his rights, and thus he seems like a difficult customer to handle.
Hope he never ever step into King Albert Park MCD or anywhere that im working.

IF NOT... im dead. haha.
I really feel like going to JOHOR. Damn. Actually i can go one lor. BUT due to my heavy workload that I must complete by tmr, I cannot go today. HAI. sad. OH! Im hungry. BUT i have to tahan the indian lecturer's tutorial first. HES definitely bound to release us late.

PAY PAY FASTER OUT! i want go shopping! LOL. (del, rmbr our date.) hah.

♥ 2:23 AM