Okay, 2nd post of the day. I havent sleep yet, because im disturbed by Ms Duckie. HAHA:> 5yr friends having a heart-to-heart chat. LOL.
Things she said seems logical. Perhaps sometimes i've been overbearing, but im definitely NOT entirely wrong, of course. Workload is piling very much on me, yup and its something unavoidable. Who i need is someone to share my workload, help me share the duties too. I know i might be very demanding sometimes, but i dont have a choice. IF you were to be me, doing so much things, like the workload of 2-3 people, i think you will also become so damn pissed off and fed up like me. The problem is, KAP is not going to find new stars or cant be able anywhere in the near future. Think realistic, for its not like you want this particular person to come back and take over your duties then can already. This is reality. Dont think of those inpossiblities, because you yourself clearly know that they cannot cover you one.
Schedule timing wise is something i really cannot control nor compromise. Because you can say im damn stubborn, for i've been working morning shift for like i-dont-know-how-long already, and plus i have other commitments too. So, if you really insist on fighting about timing, i also have no choice already.
OKAY, i promised to Ms Duck that i will put all the things behind, but also provided you comply and budge and compromise too, for theres no point if its only a one person effort. Perhaps you might think that i might be bluffing for last time i did not put all the things behind, for i feel that you got worse. But if you're really helping and not behaving like how u did in the past, then i will not do anything also one la. Im very simple, people dont step on my feet, everyone is my friend! LOL. IM crazy already, i know. IM very humble le, being able to face up to my so called mistakes!! LOL.