WHY? i also dont know. Sometimes i really wonder if im diagnosed with any mental illness. HAI. I feel very scared, very sad, for i dont even know why?
I feel scared to be left alone, I feel sad when no one is here to accompany me. I need someone by my side all the time. I dont want to be left out in a crowd, I dont want to be so left out that no one remembers me at that point of time and etc.
What is this? Is it an illness? Or a pyschological barrier? Or just a mindset problem? I feel that im just so sickening having mixed up and confused feelings now. Im just worried, that I have no company.