What should be my emotions now? How should i be feeling now?
Mixed up feelings right now. Is basic respect given? Complacent is the word. Today is such a bad, long day. Not only for me, but other people too.
I feel so drained out, so sick, yet i cannot get to any sleep since last night. Gastrics is acting up, fever is coming. Everything is going against me.
I finally understood that, perhaps, if everyone is gonna act like a hypocrite, perhaps everyone will live off better. If im not going to be so persistant on my views as to how i deal with good and bad people, then perhaps my life will be much more easier.
Perhaps, tolerance to everything is the word, as what del says, to make your life better. But why isit that i feel the opposite sometimes? Perhaps, as she says, i have a bad temper. HAHA. But nevertheless, we should not blame, as i have understood, for we will meet more of these type of people in future. BUT, i just cannot stop rattling to make myself feel more comfortable. Im just a naggy pot. LOL.