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rely on me.
i'm your soul.

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I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my five girls too, :D
Born on 25.o9.90
Is a Libran
Now in Ngee Ann Poly, FMB

strike out.

I want to be pretty
I wanna be rich
I wanna be slim

hearts talking;



alternative exits.

SOULMATE - DEL

SAME EGG CRACK DAY - IDA

LAUGHING FRIEND - FIO

NICE BUDDY - SAB

MAHJONG BUDDY - PCT


my days, not yours.

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

wtf. i hate NP.

They ask us to do IS enrolment at our own appointment time to be able to get good courses. But in the end, the courses and limited spaces they gave us to choose are like shit. darn!

Im so freakingly pissed off. :(
Now all my tuesdays are from 1pm to 5pm. how sad.

I hope my ambition for this life could be fulfiled, although its so unrealistic.
Anyway, i dont have the attributes for that too. Let's just forget it. :)

Anyway, Happy One year and one month anniversary to my boy.


5:36 AM


Saturday, March 22, 2008

HELLO :)

Its been darn long since i came to blog. So shall blog about some boring stuffs again. :(

Im going to get a new/second hand phone. Looking out for cheap phones now, and hopefully i can get one that could last me all the way to November. :)

Watched "The leap years". It has a very touching yet unrealistic storyline. But i would give it a 5 star rating too. But the reality is too realistic. Not everyone can choose to marry or be with someone you truly love. Not everyone have the privilege of time to wait for their true love a lifetime, though there will be some people willing and daringly try.

A lady's youth is just that couple of years, and if one were to spend all her youth waiting for her true love, and not considering any other qualified guys, even if they are suitable for her, it will be pitiful if she have to spend her rest of her life alone.

Anyway, not many ladies can resist the urge not to marry a guy whom suits them when they are at a marriageable age. This is because not many people can withstand loneliness.

Sometimes, you might not get what you desired to get. Life goes on like this. :

"The most frequent words used in love letters is miss, not love. " How true.

Im beginning to feel so unimportant in your life anymore. Im seriously left alone. You do not care about me as much as before.


4:30 PM


Sunday, March 16, 2008

I feel so bloody pissed off right now.
Its gonna be a tiring day later. *Faints* And this tiring period will not stop all the way to my next off day, which is i dono when. :(

Having mixed up feelings after reading my friends' blogs, particularly one that belonged to my classmate.

Anything can happen anytime anywhere, so learn to cherish and treasure what you have now before its too late to regret.

Darn. Wish me luck for the next upcoming busy and tiring days! :/


5:07 PM


Friday, March 14, 2008

OMFG!
Results is going to be released in 7hours or less..

Please wish me luck for this coming results. But i knew i failed none of the modules because my timetable for next semester is out. :)

But i will wanna hope that my gpa is decent. Hopefully.
PS: Del, please give me good results later. :)


Working at nine tmr. Only got HK, Auntie Geek and me. Hopefully i will not do anything funny again. HAHA. Tomorrow finally can work with Del for a few hours! HAHA. Havent try working with her yet. :)

Tomorrow going out wid Leong and my brother. Going geylang to have good food later in the night! And to sell off my phone. Hopefully nothing goes wrong later!

Lady luck, please bless me today~


5:07 PM


Thursday, March 13, 2008

HELLO :)

Everyone misses me right? ;)

Have been working for two days and resting for two days. Darn. It can be quite fun and stressing to work at BeardPapa, but its nice there with nice people and my dearest gals! ;)

Alot of interesting things happened during the two days that I worked. Due to the way i speak, i think its better for you to find out from Delphine instead. I guessed i will convey the wrong meaning out. :(

It has been tiring, but theres still more to come. For the sake of money, i must slog hard! Well, i have become a slave of money, but who doesnt? LOL.

Sab, del and I have been exchanging complaints on MSN over our wrk experience these few days! LOL. Hope to work with them soon! ;)

Going to catch a horror movie tomorrow. Hope its nice! LOL. Im yearning to watch "The leap years". Anyone keen to watch it with me?

Darn. I feel so moodless now, just like a piece of trash, that is unimportant in everyone's heart. :(


5:58 PM


Friday, March 07, 2008

HELLO!

Today started off bad, for all the phone calls i made to those who are hiring had failed. LOL.
Got a nice hearty chat wid Mrs Pang during noon, and then prepared and rushed off to meet del.

Leong made my mum and i able to talk again. LOL. And we were talking about money issues and moving of house. I seriously hoped i dont move to that particular area. LOL.

Talked alot on the bus with del, and then met Sab at bugis. Its a pity that Ida was absent today. Heard that she went tuition. But god knows whether she went to teach or she was the one being taught. Either one is bad. LOL. Went to Sakae to have our dinner, and Fiona joined us shortly after that. We were joking like crazy at Sakae. Its a nice dinner with my girls. ;)

P.S: Sorry Sab, for not allowing you to go on with your diet today! AHA.

Then something not very nice happened. Del knows what. It really pissed me off.

Then we walked around and chatted and at last we made the WRONG decision of boarding 960 and coming back to Panjang to slack.

Because on that bloody bus, there was a bloody auntie who is allergic to bags! OMG! She used up all the vulgarities in her vocabulary, probably i guessed and cursed us in all languages she knew for e.g Cantonese, English and Mandarin.

The four of us were so bloody fed up that we almost scolded her back. But because we're all well "cultivated" people, we did not argue with her. But we did pointed her middle fingers and stuffs and complained so loudly in the bus that almost everyone can hear our complaints.

Fiona even pointed middle fingers at the window when that auntie alighted the bus. Its so hilarious! LOL. We never even stop complaining even though we alighted the bus. LOL!
@%&#%&@%^*!

The happiest thing today is that we had found a job! LOL. The 4 of us are going to work together at the same place. IM SO OVERJOYED! LOL. BEARDPAPA, here i come! LOL. Finally, we're free from unemployment! LOL.

Lastly, i really had a great day with you gals. You all brightened up my life. :) REAL LOVES TO YOU ALL! And to everyone who's with me during my downest period! ITS OVER! YAY!

Lastly, hoped everyone have a nice day tomorrow! ;)


5:23 PM


Thursday, March 06, 2008

Came to blog because i had nothing to do now.

Living has been terrible these days. No job, no money, no love. NOTHING.

Has been frantically trying to hunt for a job, so that i can have money for my spendthrift family, which i dont know where has all the money gone to.

Have been sick for days, and not going to a doctor, because i dont feel like and because of some reasons.

Feeling darn upset recently over a lot of things. Its like a down period in life. There are people gloating now and hoping that i can be more unlucky. SO DOWN~

Sometimes i realised that I should just depend on myself more. Because i had realised, when you're down, although you can have friends to support u, but there is still a period of time when you are alone and depressed. At that point of time, you only have yourself to pull you through. Nobody will help you. How sad huh? This is because even your dearest family or friends or anyone can just hurl you with some sacarstic remarks and made you feel that you are just a bad girl with all the bad qualities.

Im such an asshole, huh?

Forget it. No point saying so much. Nobody cares anyway. Anyway, i hoped that tomorrow will be fun, with all of my girlfriends! I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!
Okay, take care peeps and good night!

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