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rely on me.
i'm your soul.

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I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my five girls too, :D
Born on 25.o9.90
Is a Libran
Now in Ngee Ann Poly, FMB

strike out.

I want to be pretty
I wanna be rich
I wanna be slim

hearts talking;



alternative exits.

SOULMATE - DEL

SAME EGG CRACK DAY - IDA

LAUGHING FRIEND - FIO

NICE BUDDY - SAB

MAHJONG BUDDY - PCT


my days, not yours.

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

TAGS:
DEL: hello! whats up with dat man?! LOL!
HIDAYA: THANK YOU V MUCH, my twin! LOL! THANKS:D
Henry: HAHA! Thanks v much! I understand yr case. You dont tink too much too! I will be fine, soon. :D Anw, you're rejected goods! OKOK! Your "networking" skills is superb. HAHA.
Chiuting: Thanks:D Get well soon!:D
FIONA: Thanks! :D You are wat. HAHA. You are forever the pregnant woman in our heart! HAHAH.

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HELLO:D

Im here to clear the spider webs. LOL! Thanks for all your encouragement. I will pick myself up, soon.

Broke down just now, everything seemed so stressful to me. Thats not me, certainly. I must have faith in myself, i wont not bow down to stress. :) But at least, by crying, i relieved my tensed up emotions.

Today is just a sucky and bloody day. Dont feel like explaining much. But i just hate today so so so much. I realised that being Ms Nice doesnt always means that people will treat u as nice too. Im utterly disappointed today. Very fucked up.

I will be teaching tuition from mon to thurs evenings starting from this coming week, which means, Ms delphine will have to date me for dinner almost everyday! HAHAH. I guess it will be real tiring. And it makes me feel like cutting short my hours at KAP. I find it no longer meaningful to work there. I lost faith. HAI. :(

Anyway, tomorrow Im going to see subra again. FAINTS! :(
Lastly, goof luck to everyone! And start saving the Earth, if you still wanna live on longer on this planet! LOL! :D

Tataz! :D


3:23 PM


Friday, June 27, 2008

I admit im always lucky.
If my name really makes me lucky everytime. why did my luck just disappear?
Why things now just dont go my way?
Upset, i seriously am.


2:18 AM


Thursday, June 26, 2008

TAGS:

Chiuting:
HELLO?! What stupid dumb dumb? HAHA. Im the smartest on the world! LOL!
Caihua: YA LOR! Sad right? Nvm. We 3 go find new job the next hols okay? And cheer up! I heard from del abt what happen to you! You also v pro! AHHA.
Haozhi: HAHA! Now got pass by liao huh? Or you just wanna link to "D"'s blog huh? LOL! HEHEHE. Hitting on her huh? People dont want your number lar. LOL!
ChaiLeng: Ya lor! In service industry, we often have to face this kind of people one! :( You takecare too!
Fiona: Even better! Cux i know its you! AHAH. Pregnant woman! OOps! LOL!

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HELLO:D

Its back to blogging time. Havent had the mood to blog yesterday. Something happened yesterday that badly hurt my ego yesterday. It made me feel that my life is in an entire mess now. It made me feel that im so useless. Whatever that i got to know today made me realise i couldnt get what i want, and it just made me feel so upset, so wounded, so useless. I will still be the cheerful me in front of everyone, because that is my trademark.

I will try to cheer up, try to buck up. I hope i can. I feel very weak. I dont even know whats up with me nowadays. Whenever i get to sleep, all i have were some mysterious and strange dreams that i would never be able to figure out. And it drains off all my energy and made me feel like i had never slept at all. Really very lethargic these days. And family woes never ends. :(

Anyway, enough of my whining. Had dinner with delphine today and crapped lots of rubbish today. Mr "Henry" cant join us because he had rugby training. LOL! Anyway, seems like Mr "Henry" and our delphine are getting along huh? Just kidding. LOL!

Anyway, was feeling rather down when i was blog-hopping, until i saw Sab's blog. HAHA. What does my name means? Check it out below. And please pray hard for me, for all the best! :D

LOVES:D

What Hui Shan Means
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?


2:29 PM


Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Tags:
Sab: HELLOOOO! THANKS!! HAPPY BDAY TO U!!
Haozhi: AHHA fine lor! You say so many times also never come Kap one! LOL! Only gerald come nia! HAHA.
Caihua: HAHA. Nvm. You can direct all your salary requests to delphine. LOL. She will be in charge of paying you! HAHA. Got time one. Squeeze out jiu have liao!
Fiona: HAHA! I see a lot of tomorrows liao! HAHAH. Seriously wat, haha. Taking one look at english and i know thats yoU! HAH.

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HELLO EVERYONE:D
Im back! LOL!

Its been like a week since i updated! Too lazy, recently! LOL!
School has reopened, and its kinda boring. :(

Anyway, have been working the last week, and celebrating Sab's birthday! AHHA. Had lots of fun. But im lazy to upload the photos. HAHA. So please be patient.:D

Anyway, was busy conducting parties during the last weekend, and met one really nasty and unreasonable customer on saturday.

Her party was an outdoor one. When we reached there we faced many unreasonable requests from her and her husband and her are really arrogant and unreasonable people. And she just ticked us off when we are doing things correctly and for her benefits. And then when we all came back to the store, we received a call saying that she had lost her camera.

And then she indirectly accuse us of taking her camera, which we didnt. And now she actually filed a police report to watch the CCTV at her function room and actually emailed to warn us that if we have her camera now, please return it to her. But anyway, we have a clear conscience and so we do not need to bother. But i somehow just feel that its so unfair to the 4 of us who were at the party. We have integrity, and when we said we didnt take, means we didnt.

And somemore, on that day she put up such a arrogant and rich attitude, why does she need to kick up a big fuss now then? FAINT.

Never ever meet this kind of idiotic customers. They can give you hell. LOL!

Anyway, Happy Birthday SAB! Loves you! :D


5:21 AM


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Tags:
Haozhi: He's cute can, and much more handsome than you! Of course i want him lar. HAHA. YY is not mine ok? Is fiona's one. I must say hw many times then you will understand? AHHA.
Fiona: When you have one day that you will guai, i think its going to be the end of the world! HAHA.
FionaLim: AHAH. Wont lar. LOL! I know how to differentiate one! My the other fiona friend types in broken english! HAHA. So easy to see! LOL!
Del: HELLO! Dat time he liked me a lot ok? He dont like sangari, but loves me! HAHA. I can wait till he grows older. Maybe he might be even more handsome! AHAH.

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HELLO:D
Im dying soon. Got sunburnt and body aches from all the "exercising" yesterday. It was a fun and successful crew outing yesterday. HOHOHO!

We were supposed to form a group, and my group are "The Bangalas". LOL! Who asked me and sangari to be in the same team? The 3 stars in kap are always bangalas because we have endless work to do and no one to help us. LOL!

The first game was Poison Ball. And it was quite fun. To think that we the 3 beautiful stars were the first 3 to be out of the game. Such a disgrace. LOL.

Next is the Water game. Im terribly tortured by sharon because she didnt looked where she was throwing the water bags and ended up me getting smashed by all the water bags that she had thrown. Faints.

Next is the longy long speech by Boss. She gave recognition to staff who has performed up to her standards. Of course the stars are included too! HAHAHAH. Because we broke our sales record for last month. :D

Thirdly is the Communication game. Faints. My group actually got the toughest one. And no one knows what was the answer, and of course we lost la. HAHA. We have been losing for all the first 3 games. LOL!

Lastly, is the amazing race! HAHA. It was very fun and it needed a lot of teamwork, which luckily my team has. LOL! We have team spirit, fun, good leader and not forgetting the 2 beautiful stars! HAHAH. :D And boss was quite shocked that we were the first team to return! HAHA. Kap stars also can run one okay?! HAHAH.

And then dinner at Bukit Timah Food Centre, played pool and home sweet home. LOL.
And i was told that today there was a store tour and so i woke up early in the morning to go to KAP. In the end, it was a scam. There was no store tour at all. Wasted my energy! =(

Anyway, im bloody lazy to update any photos! So when theres time, i will do so okay? Meanwhile, i hope that my skin will not peel! :(( And i hope tmr the sentosa trip will not make my skin worst. =((

Takecare! :D


5:08 AM


Saturday, June 14, 2008

Tags:
Del:
Walau! That number even more lame can?! HAHAH. I know who you can appoint as your secretary liao! Caihua is the best candidate! HAHAH. FOC somemore! HAHA. oops! =x
Fiona: HAHAH! Lucky you didnt! If not there will be chaos in Wisma! HAHAH. I still want my tomorrow! HAHA. =P
Ida: Got lor! Where dont have? You always late one! OOPS=x
Caihua: HAHA! Now my schedule even tighter! HAHA. Del and i appoint you as our secretary! Then you arrange the timing for us! HAHAH.

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HELLO:D


Presenting to you my new boyfriend..


I dont mind being his girlfriend although hes younger than me by 16years. But hes really so adorable! HAHA. I hoped i can see so many adorable kids everyday in my parties. :D

The worst dinner i ever had for today..

In case you didnt know, the soup looked darn reddish like pig's blood. It really irks me. And it taste horribly. I nearly vomitted after eating one mouth of the noodles. :((

Next week is going to be a busy week.

Monday- Crew outing
Tues- Maybe doing project and teaching tuition
Wed- Sentosa with girls
Thurs- Pulau Ubin trip with friends
Fri- Not available
Sat and sun- Work

See how busy my week is? HAHAH. Anyway, im going to Bukit Batok tomorrow to help in the Grand Opening, and boss would be there too. FAINT. :( Hopefully everything turns out well tomorrow! :D

Dont know whats wrong with my phone these days. Couldnt really receive any messages. So, if you text me and theres no reply from me, please kindly call me. :) Feel quite bored now and theres literally nothing to blog about. And pictures are not sent to me yet! AHH! Sab!!!

Anyway, I want to wish Jiajun's mummy a happy belated birthday! And to all the daddies on this world,

HAPPY FATHERs' DAY! :D


4:34 PM


Thursday, June 12, 2008

TAGS:
DEL: WALAU! You think i small kid ah? 91234567?! The numbers are in sequence one can?! LOL! Im not dumb, okay? HAHA.
FIONA: EEK! You are bad okay? Bad bad friend! HAHA. Since when are you good? HAHA. The only good thing is that you treated me to milk tea! HAHAH.
Caihua: Ya lor! I also very bored eh! I also like you! EVERYDAY! HAHA. Okok! Lets go out with delphine! HAHAH. We can have fun! HAHA:D

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HELLO:D

Today is a tiring day. :(
Met my girlfriends and went down to town. As usual, ida was the latest! HAHAH. Finally, once that im not the last one to reach! HAHAH. Ended up roaming around and nothing to do after lunch. Thus, headed down to bugis and shop! :D

I bought a wallet, a pencil case and a white shorts! HAHA. Happy! :D We ended up cam-whoring at Burger King. And i bumped into Fiona Shen in Wisma! AHA. What a small world!

Lucky del was the one who was with me when i bumped in Ms shen. LOL. I could not imagine what will happen if Fiona was there and we bumped into FionaLim and FionaShen. I think it will be crazy! HAHA.

I wanna watch P.S. I love you! HAHA. Del, lend me the vcd this saturday!! :D And sab, be online and send us the photos!:D

Tomorrow is rotting day again! :( Friday blues. :(
Sat - work and going to IT fair.
Sun- work.
Mon- Crew outing!
Tues- Teaching tuition
Wed- Celebrating Sab's birthday! Sentosa, here i come! Girlfriends are love!
Thurs- Tuition in the afternoon, Working in the evening! :(
Fri- Nothing up yet.
Sat- Working.
Sun- Working.

And this ends my 2 weeks of holidays. :(
P.s: So, Mr Lam, if you want to do project, please faster book an appointment. And caihua, you can feel free to book any time you want. HAHAHA.

Okay, pictures will be up soon! I hoped! HAHA.
Goodbye, everyone! Have a good rest! :D


4:06 PM


Wednesday, June 11, 2008

TAGS:
Fiona Lim: See i very blur liao! AHHA. Im fated to meet a lot of fionas in my life! HAHA. You are the poly fiona! I never gong! HAHA. So you also dont be confused! HAHA. Lucky fionashen never come here. If not, i die! :D
FIONA: Stupid you! HAHA. Bad friend. Wanna make me luan! :( HAH! Ask her secretary come out! HAHAH.
Christine: OKAY! :D
Caihua: You suey la. Marathon no hunks one eh. Also very pro! HAHA. LOL!

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HELLO:D
I nearly vomit my guts out by teaching my student. Other p6 students are already revising their work and my poor little student is still struggling to know her basics. I want to faint. :( She doesnt even know (Length x Breadth = Area)! She still can do (3 and 3/4cm - 5cm) when it should be the bigger value minus the smaller value. And she can tell me "beat around the PILLOW" when it should be "beat around the BUSH"! See the big difference? FAINTS.

Anyway, have been teaching tuition and going back to work and rotting at home. So please, call me out! Im so bored to death! AHHA. Although i still have activities lined up, but i still feel bored. :( Del, if you see this, please text me and see when you are free ok? HAHAH!

Crew outing is next monday! HAPPY! I hope theres fun! :D
And tomorrow is shopping with my girls. :D Sab, we must remember to take photos this time round!

I had a monday blues, and i want to thank someone for being there for me the whole day! :D You know who you are! You are a gr8 friend! :D Thanks.

Okay, everyone! BYEBYE! AND MISS ME! :D


5:16 PM


Sunday, June 08, 2008

Caihua: Haha! I where got bully you? IM INNOCENT! HAHAH. Was the marathon fun? :D
Haozhi: Go and die! HAHA. I will stalk a MR Handsome ok? HAHA.
Fiona: WHAT LA! Hes not here! AHAHAH.
Del: Who's yr secretary? You have one meh? LOL!

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HELLO:D
The weekend is superb fun! LOL! Mahjong n partying all night! HAHA. And we continued on mahjong-ing on sunday. See, we are all mahjong freaks! HAHA! Pictures will be updated later. :D

Received $65 of tips in two days! HAHA. Just by conducting 2 parties! So cool! HAHAHA. Im so happy! :D

Today is Monday, and i dont know what to do. Im quite bored. Maybe wanna go back to work some days. :D And next monday is crew outing! Its definitely going to be fun! :D

OKAY, im bored now. Gotta find something to do! Takecare peeps! :D


4:59 PM


Friday, June 06, 2008

Haozhi: I thought you said u r leaving my blog? Why did u come back again?! HAHA. Anw, you said you were going to sleep, and so i assumed that you have gone to sleep. Im not so bloody bo liao to stalk you can. I rather go stalk someone else. HAHA.
Del: Dont be envious of me. Its not enjoyable at all. Fill you in on the next date:D Shopping!! HAHA. When you want, busy woman?
Caihua: WALAU! You very "nice" can. Bless me for my last day's papers. In the end, all flunk! HAHA. Just kidding.

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Hello:D
Today is such a funny day. LOL! And exams are over! Yippee! PARTY TIME!!

Haozhi morning called me at 6.50am, which is bloody early, and so i naturally will fall back to sleep. HAHA. In the end i was late, and i met Joseph on the bus. In the end, i bused back home with him after the papers. So funny today. And the conclusion is, whenever its late for school, he will surely meet me on the bus. DARN! And i like his stitch keychain! AHAH.

Classmates and i were supposed to study during the break. In the end, we were all gossiping around and laughing loudly in Myspace. AHAH. Never behave like us, or people will say you crazy! AHAH. But there are people who're even more irritating than us, playing some bloody guitar behind. LOL!

Haozhi compared us with the other class. They are also at Myspace. But they really mugged so hard can. HAHA. What about us? Laughing ourselves away in the room. Stupid us. LOL.

I enjoyed my day today, despite that the papers are darn sucky today. :( But nevertheless, i still loved my class! They are really a nice bunch! :D


8:42 AM


Monday, June 02, 2008

WTF.

I hate FRM. I hate priya. Darn. The way she teaches us is so so so sucky.
First time i see a lecturer teaching us the minimum easy logic and setting darn tough revision questions for Common test. What a "good" lecturer!

Now only left gerald and i still mugging hard. Faints. Haozhi had gone to sleep. Gotta meet them at 8am to go to school! FAINTS! After exam tomorrow, i gotta go and order a cake for my brother's birthday. Then it will be blood vomiting time, because i have to go to Batok to teach tuition. And then i have to go for S.T.A.R. dinner. I want to have enough sleep so that i dont have eye bags, but i cant! Oh my. What a busy day ahead!

Everyone, please bless me. I have a bit more than zero confidence that i will pass my FRM. Yes, that little bit of confidence, which i think will get me to nowhere.

I know theres superb lots of calculations tomorrow. Lets hope i can manage to scrap through them. :((

Yes, lets all work hard! There will be fun after the paper, im sure! :D


4:19 PM


Sunday, June 01, 2008

Gerald: HAHAHA. Thanks ah. Since when u will ask ppl not to disturb YY one? HAHAHA.
Del: You see. HAHA. Jealous and envy is the same! HAHA. Your teeny little bit is alot already! HAHAH.
Haozhi: I didnt okay? Im innocent! Im just stating the facts! HAHAHA. Why do you have such an eccentric person as your best friend? AHHA. Im poor-er than him can? And see, gerald also ask u stop talking abt YY already! AHAHA.
Caihua: Cannot! You must stand up for me! Del is bullying me! HAHA. Just kidding.
Hidaya: Okay, i got my luck back! HAHAH. Thanks! Good luck to you too!
Fiona: EEK! I will jiayou one! HAHA. Dont worry! HAHA. Can u type properly? AHAH. What "no wrong" ? LOL!

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HELLO:D
ONE MORE PAPER DOWN. ELS IS OVER!
but not entirely over yet! :(

Next is FRM. Sadd. And i realised the lecturers this semester all dont know how to use MEL one. Stupid. :( Especially the FRM lecturer. :(( Cant she just post the tips on MEL? Okay, i better stop complaining. :(

My mood today is superb bad. Dont know why. :( Maybe is because my auntie just came to find me. :( She is too happy that ELS is over already, thus surprise me with her visit straight after my ELS paper. Darn.

SADSADSAD. Im going to die soon. LOL. Today i have become an emo kid. :(

Anyway, friday evening was a cool outing with my girls. SUSHI! HAHAHA. Cant believe we girls ate so much! HAHA. I have pictures of how much we ate. But too bad, we forgot to take group photos! AHAH. Its okay. We still have chance right, Sab?

Saturday night was a fun night too! All of us sleptover at Jun's house. :P And create a whole lot of nonsense. LOL. In the end, everyone turned up late for work. :(

Okay. I shall stop whining about how emo i am. Wish everyone the best of luck for exams! :D
And hope I can get a new job! So that i can stop suffering at KAP! HAHAHA.


10:00 PM