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Twin: HAHAH. Ya. Exams are coming! God! Lets faint!
Caihua: WAH! Means you want plan surprise for me lar? WAH. I so touched~~~
Haozhi: Okok lor. Better than you. What kind of names you planning to give your daughter and son? LOL!
Del: I got 6 exams this sem lor. I think i can die. :(
Cheekit: But you wkend no nd go sch what. LOL! Icic. OKOK! HAHA.

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HELLO::DD

ART IS OVER, finally!!! :DDDD
Happiness is in me! HAHA. Have been slogging like crazy for art. :(

Life has been boring. Exams, tests, projects, deadlines, work, tuition. Nothing else. Too ordinary. :(

Its wednesday tomorrow! I LOVE WEDNESDAYS TO FRIDAYS! :D

♥ 3:08 PM

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Fiona: You still dare say? HAI. Still count in front of me. I so disappointed. :(
Twin: Hello?! That bk is not gay! HAHA. Its written by a female novelist! LOL! Ya kind of. HAH. YA!! Girl talk is the best! Can talk abt anything under the sun! :D
Caihua: YA LOR! What kind of surprise u have for me? LOL! Caught you with a guy ystd! You dui de qi wo ma?
DEL: EEK! Bad friend! HAI! LOL! I so sad! :(
Haozhi: Of course. Im TAN HUI SHAN eh. You think im Homo Lam meh? HAHAA.

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HELLO:D

Today is a great morning! :D

I managed to wake up for LSM fieldtrip, and turn up early. HAHA. Everyone is proud of me! :D Everything turns out well, and Malick did not come after me! LOL!

Today's fieldtrip is so so so much fun! Although i didnt took any photos! HAHAH. People go fieldtrip, we go MCD eat breakfast! Then people wanna go home already then we go back! LOL! What good students we are! LOL!

And bus-ing back home with FionaShen and Haozhi is so much fun! Yesterday's lunch with twin is also fun! LOL! The topics that we talked about are all so funny! LOL! A fruitful week!

Lastly, i got tons of work piling up! :(

1. Art journal hard n soft copy
2. SBR quiz (HZ, help me do!!)
3. LSM report
4. SBR qn 4
5. SBR test
6. ELH test
And i dont know if i still have anymore things, but these are what i can remember! :(

OMG! PLEASE SAVE ME!!
Lastly, i wish later will be a wonderful date with my girlfriends! I WANNA GO SHOPPING! BUT I HAVE NO MONEY! :(

And

♥ 4:27 AM

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Twin: THANKS ALOTS! Really. Many loves! Gerald also very emo meh? HAHA.
Fiona: Walau! How dare you say? Hw many yrs friend liao? Too disappointed! LOL!
Chiu: HAHA. I know. LOL! Stars shine forever! LOL!
Haozhi: AHHA. I hoped. I wished. I hope everything turns out well and okay. Its a battle man.

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HELLO:D

Just here to drop a short post before starting on my 2 presentations thats gonna kill me tonight! LOL!

Im feeling a bit better now, thanks to my dearest friends and pal for dinner date! :D
And also a big thanks to 张小娴's books. Although her books doesnt teach me how to handle stress and how to rush deadlines, but her books really set me thinking a lot. She talked about things from a lot of perspectives. That everyone had to agree, because its the theology of life. HA. At least i found directions of life in her books. CHEERS!

Okay, i got to start doing work now.
And, people please bless me with all your luck! :D

♥ 1:44 PM

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Haozhi: HAHAHA! All kinds lor. From wire sculpture to clay then to drawing and painting. :( I regretted choosing this. LOL! Lots of things to be done.
Hidaya: WALAU! Got so jialat mah? LOL! I think its okay lor. Why u all criticise until so bad? :(
Fiona: I dont! LOL! Always u understand?! ALWAYS! :)

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HELLO:D

Today is a bad day to start off. Real bad.
Things got worse, for me, and for people around me.

Im under tremendous stress. Why is everything like that? I dont understand.
The closest people dont understand me. Everything went wrong. My life is in a terrible mess.

I just feel worse, even worst than PMS. Who can help me? None.
I dont understand why. I just feel so tired and stuff. HELP ME!

I dont wanna talk anymore. I know. Everyone will say i deserve it. I deserve this kind of life, this kind of everything!

EMO is the word.

♥ 6:42 AM

♥ 12:35 PM

Too tired to reply any tags today.
Sorry.

Today is a long day. But i saw a meaningful line that i wanna put here. I think it makes a lot of sense.

感情是什么？感情就是失落时的一句安慰，外出时的一句叮咛，回家时的一声问候，孤独时的一通电话。

I hope i will have this.

♥ 4:10 PM

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Cheekit: AHHA. Do you have another job outside already then? LOL! Okay. No problem.
Twin: Ya. Hes a joker ma! LOL! YAY we passed ABT! HAHAH. LOL!
Henry: Ya. Glad that u know! HAHAHA. Im still considering. If im giving up mac, i will still find one more job to slot in one! HAHA.
Christine: Yar! HAAH. I break voice liao! AHHA. No lar. Throat not too good that day!
Caihua: AHHA! I agree! And thursday! Dont forget! And dont be stressed! Cheer up! I know lar. She piggy duck. Everytime sleep one. HA.
Del: Dont want. Will nightmare one! HAHA. Dont commit suicide. Henry will sad one. He still blame me ystd for not inviting him to e bbq. AHAH.
Fiona: Scold me retard? I became so pathetic because of ur bday! HAHAH.


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HELLOOOO! IM BACK! :D


Presenting to you the 3 art pieces that i have done so far..




Wire sculpture


Hand cast using clay

These 2 are done in Art and Design class. While the last one is done for landscape management!


Picture of a park! HAHA. I think all of you should know its not drawn by me! But its me who color it! :D



Over the weekend, i was very busy. HAHA. Not with work at KAP. But messing around with Fiona's surprise party! Nearly died! AHHAH. But it was a great success, and we had a very nice ride from KK on his pickup, on the way home. Can u imagine enjoying the winds and eating durian and not caring about how you look already at the same time? HAHA. It was indeed like a nice secondary school gathering with the rest of the zhenghuarians! HAHA.


Pictures will be up when sab has finished sending me. HAHA.
Have been feeling darn tired over these past few weeks. Dont know whats happening. :(

I think i will be the next one to sink into depression! HAHA. Dont know why. I feel darn loney sometimes. I need company. :(

Okay. Enough of my rubbish! Gotta do my work. :D TAKE CARE!

♥ 9:06 AM

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Christine: Do you remembered you call KAP last wkend? HAHA. Someone picked up yr call what. That person is me! HAHAH. You were asking for Ju remember?!! HAHAH. We havent pass 21! Still youths! LOL!
Twin: HAHA! You also using laptop now! HAHA. We are having gastrics together jus now! AHAH.
Henry: HAHAHA! Anyway i hate Malick to the core! :( Not enough time for me to use eh. HOW? Go where can produce more time??
Fiona: WALAU! Scold me retard?! No present for u liao! HAHAH.

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HELLOOOO!!

Now im in NP's library. HAHAH. Actually should be mugging hard for SBR test later! But im busy here blogging. Too bored, and too sleepy to cram any more info in.

Del and i slept at 3am yesterday man! See, NP students have to clear so much workload till 3am! FAINT.

This year is just not my year. A lot of things not going in my way. I just want to pass this year smoothly. Please. I dont need tons of good luck, but i just want everything to pass peacefully and good. That will be good enough. :(

HAI. I dont know what to do. Someone, please lead me out of darkness. :(
Im feeling darn rotten now. :(

♥ 3:07 AM

TAGS:
Del: If you kill yourself, its not murder! Its suicide! LOL! EEK! LOL! HAHAH. I know you jealous! Dont jealous! AHHAH. Yes, i agreed! I fill you in the next time. Couldnt believe my ears when i heard what had happened! All the bosses on the world are the same! AHAHH. Give me boss's unglam photo! I go distribute! HAHAH.
Christine: HAHA! Did you even know i was the one who picked up your phonecall last sunday? HAHAH! Ya lor. Old birds also very good one lor! HAHAHA. ITE also no youth day ah? Why like that? So unfair! :(
Henry: WALAU! You urself also what! HAHAH. Everytime late! Still say me! AAHAHAH.
Fiona: HAI HAO LA. I know. I short, you shorter! HAHAH! :D oops! =x

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HELLOOO!

Migraine came knocking on the door since yesterday night. Had a splitting attack at 6am. Nearly died. HAHA. My twin also suffered the same thing. HAHAH. Min, take care okay? HAHAH. I seriously wonder if we are really twins! HAHA. Just kidding.

Migraine came back to find me over the last 2 wks. I think im handling too much, and having not enough sleep. HAI! Please do not give me a surprise attack tomorrow. I really need all the energy in the world for tomorrow! :(

Work harder, shan. You can do it!
God, if theres anything you wanna take away from me, please take away my migraine! LOL!

I think my posts are getting more and more boring. But thats how my life is now. 3 tuition students, 5days tuition, 5days school, 2days work at kap. See? My life is nothing but these. LOL!

Okay. Enough of my rubbish!
Takecare everyone! Thanks for being there for me! May god bless me with all the luck i need! :D

BYEBYE! :D

♥ 1:15 AM

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Hidaya: Thanks! HAHA. I will cheer up! :D Ya lor. So pink, so pretty just like me! HAHAH.
Fiona: WALAU! I see ur bday coming, then i depressed liao! HAHAH. Because the shortest winter gourd's bday is coming!! :D
Del: WALAU! LOL! Later i put leong in front of you keep telling you he is sammul chan! HAHAH. Let u faint. LOL! I know u are. haha. Look on the bright side of life man! HAHAH.
Caihua: AHHAHA. This one is nice! LOL! See, del. She dont want you liao! HAHA. Go find your bestie la. Your bestie also can take ur seat during lecture liao. HAHAHA. Ya lor. Why u never bring me go? We promised to go on a date le wat.. :(
Henry: LOL! Thanks! Ha. Im cheering up la. No worries! You will see the cheerful huishan every morning! LOL! Irregardless rain or shine. LOL. And im not mrs chew. Its fiona shen! LOL!

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HELLOOOOO!!

Okay. Im in a better mood now. But things didnt go well this morning. It was chaotic. Electricity was shut down this early morning when i was in the bathroom. FAINT. And many other irritating matters. But all these has passed! AND tomorrow is monday, the YOUTH DAY!

But too bad, no holiday for polytechnic students. :(

Anyway, im intending to drop off the Batok student. Too much to handle. My health will only deteriorate more if i continue teaching her. HAI.

Anyway, just like what one of my friends say, i still have a chance to put all my best in, and its still not the end of the world. Well, at least not too late. As long as i put in my very best effort for this remaining period. Im sure i can do it. I must have confidence in myself.

And, i would like to thank all of you for giving me support! HAHA. I will cheer up! The cheerful huishan will be back! Because im a strong fighter!

I wanna go exercise! Anyone interested to join me? LOL!

And i finally realise, in future when you work, dont trust your boss too much. You might help her a lot a lot when she needed your help, but when u r of no use to her already and when she had another new person that she wanted to groom or whatsoever, you are just bullshit to her.

Its time i should understand this, although i always know of this theory, to prevent from being disappointed. Not everyone works and thinks the same way. And people come, people go. Your boss will never ever feel that you are important forever.

Okay, its time to sleep! Takecare guys! :)
No monday blues! :D

♥ 3:41 PM

AHH.

I just feel so useless. So extremely depressed. I feel so stupid. Why am i so useless? What am i doing?

FCUK.

All my laughter and smiles are just nothing, but a pretence.

Im still back to the original me, the depressed me, the who-i-am, in the night.

♥ 4:35 PM

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FIONA: HAHAH. LEARN FROM YOU ONE LOR! :D
HENRY: AHAHAH. Where got dont suit you? I think its perfect for u! AHHAH. :D
DEL: I know you jealous! HAHA. relax! :D Hes mine! :D
CAIHUA: OMG! Later del see liao jealous HOW? hahah. taoyan~ dont like that lar. HAHAH.

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HelloOOO!!!
I have changed my blogskin! I think this one really suits me! HAHAHA. Anyway, i suddenly feel like changing it because my friends are all changing and it spur me to change too, and because im not feeling too good today. :(

Not only did i change my blogskin, i also changed the song of my blog. This song is the ending theme of "Fated to love you" and the song is darn nice and cheerful! :D And xiaolan is acting in that show! If you dont know who he is, watch "Kungfu Dunk"! HAHA.

And, im feeling utterly shitty today! i DONT KNOW why i can do such a thing. And i have no courage to face them now. FUCK! It feels like my life is now in such a bloody mess. And now im feeling extremely bad and messed up and darn not in the right mood! Can anyone tell me what to do? AHHH!

Fuck. It just made me not able to sleep. I need to solve my problems! AHHH. Someone, please help me! :((

Okay, enough of all these. Its darn late now.

Huishan, you have to sleep! Its 4am now, and bloody saturday with a lot of parties and handful children are waiting for you! OMG!

I need help! :(

♥ 6:58 PM

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CAIHUA: WOW! YOU ARE FINALLY BACK! LOL! you're welcome! :D i cheered up alrdy! thanks and see u ard! in my tagboard! HAHA.
HENRY: AHAHA! Of course not, biatch! HAHAH. You are not hitting on us. IS you hitting on D. hahaha. :D
DEL: Walau! You announce for who to see huh? :) Got! HAHAH. thats wat 6yrs friends are for! HAHAHA.
Fiona: Your baby is borned already wat! its a laptop! :D

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HELLOOO!!!! :D
GOOD MORNING! :D

Im going crazy over here studying ABT test. Lets hope all the best for me! :(( Although im not very confident! :(

I need my bed, and i need to get up at 6plus again later for school. Life these days has been so sleepless. :( I need my beauty sleep!

Lastly, i seriously have no mood, nothing, and plain lazy to blog. When i have finally one day when im free and bored to death, prolly i will update all the photos at one go. And that is IF theres such a day. HAHAH.

Okay peeps! I love all of you! AND my hubby, Chan Kin Fung Sammul!

(p.s. Del, this photo is more handsome than yours! HAHAHA. :P This one was taken at my hse! )

♥ 4:42 PM