heyss.. long time no blogg lerr.. ii till now still v confused.. perhaps moi old problem came bck again.. haiss.. ii hate siia.. but ii cant control.. ii dont noe huu ii luve and liike.. i cant differ wads luve and like.. haiis.. wad shd ii do..?? ii wiish ii could jus leave everithing as if like it is and jus run off.. but ii noe its iimpossiible.. haiix.. hu could help miie fiind moii way..? wad shd ii do..? hmm.. perhaps iits tiime ii fiind moii luve consultant agaiin.. hahax.. haiisss.. so fan..!! ii hate moiiself..!!