haha so long nv update ler.. nt becux ii don habb time.. but iim running away frm reality.. n i decided nt tuu now.. dancewrks competition preparation at taka dat day was fun.. we done up our hair. hab heavy make up and mani supporters were dere.. everibodi said dat our danx is gd n full of character n we stand a gd chance of winning. but.. haii.. don wanna say animore.. due tuu sum reasons la.. den in e end we nv win e danx n sandwich board component. instead we win e sports in drugs out 3rd.. e dance team members all cried.. dey r mashita, shafiqah, josie, caiyi, farina, jasmine, ahlina, zahira, janet, theresa, amanda n me.. but e ones hu cried e hardest is mashita n me. haha.. cried like nobodi's business man.. lol.. in e end even a grp foto dat time oso cant managed tuu take it well sia. den ii went out wid chiuting dey all.. till now iim stil feelin v sad.. n depressed.. n empty.. in e period of time when we r preparing fer e competition, wad filled moii life was extensive dance pracs.. now is loneliness.. or shd ii say.. ii dono lar.. but its not dat ii cant find things tuu do.. but its dat i feel dat derex no pt or motto in life animore.. hai.. so weird.. den today get certs fer our participation.. haii.. so sad.. den startin frm ystd we r always meeting together after sch n do hw.. but i don understand.. why delphine is not meeting us.. haii.. life is full of changes.. now.. ii onli can sayy.. its a regret tuu hab lost danx works.. but its a present frm god.. dat we hab being bonded together.. ;) takecares gers.. u all rox.. and love ya..!! haha.. tuday take cls foto.. so fun.. cux dey shouted 'sex'..!! when ppl shout cheers!! lol.. haha.. den valentine's day was ok 4 me.. i received sum presents.. haha.. tanks 4 it.. haha.. and ii gib alot of ppl alot of present.. e rest ii gib candies which ii wrapped moiiself.. haha.. so touched ba? lol.. haha.. and zhihua shocked me becux he reali bought a valentine present 4 me.. haha tanks.>!! den til now.. i guess.. everi thing is too peaceful 4 me.. dat im nt used tu it.. but i guess.. perhaps over e long run.. i'll make it ba.. ;)