fri.. ii guess i shd start bloggin frm fri.. ting left us ler.. tuu USA.. v sad.. but jus cant seem tuu cry.. onli can feel my heart v pain.. haii.. den at nite.. he msged me.. and tel me he was so sad.. he kept crying.. he tld me he liked her back.. iim heartbroken..
sat.. mornin habb awards day performance.. waited v long fer our turn.. habb fun on stage.. was concentratin on ms yeo e whole time.. cux e 1st teacher ii was lookin at was may tan and ii found dat ii cnt dance lookin at her.. so ii changed tuu ms yeo. dono why she keep luffin.. if ii can spot ms kuek den look at her le.. haha.. after e performance den rush tuu work.. saw saiful.. was late though.. but end up jaga e 80kids party wid him.. e kids were so babaric.. even sum1 so short like me.. stil habb tuu hold e tray of presents high up.. it was so tirin.. haii.. den e remainin parties were good.. as saiful n ii merged our powers and we habbed fun!! haha.. wid saiful ard.. is reali alot more humourous.. =) den get tuu noe dat he do dance.. n we habb alot of similarities.. ha..
sun.. nth much special.. as usual ii was late.. den we started conductin 11am tuu 3pm's parties.. most suck man.. haha.. den chiuyen asked him. he say he donwan promote.. which means me n saiful is gonna die.. haha.. me n saiful habb been so close til we r so gd man.. haha.. hes such a nice "SISTER".. haha.. with him ard.. my sky wun fall.. aha.. can u iimagine we r so gd til we can share a piece of nugget? ha. lol.
now.. habb tuu go n do hw and key siao ler.. haii.. iim jus so mentally tired.. iim about tuu collapse n cant take it le.. on e bus on sat tuu work.. ii was dere tinkin.. why other ppl can slp play blah habb e whole wkend tuu rest.. and me.. workin n runnin ard.. ii gt dance, work, sch, hw and blah more commitments.. whole wkend e free time ii habb is travellin time on buses and sleepin and its like onli a few hrs.. iim so tired.. mentalli n physicalli.. ii nearli wanna cry.. wonderin why am ii so pitiful? iim onli 15.. why other ppl 15 no nd bear e stress of workin blah. and ii habb tuu?? haii.. other ppl habb a shoulder fer em when dey r tired.. either boyfren or famili.. me? iim grateful if ii cum bck hm and my parents r quiet.. or nv wanna hit me again.. haii..