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Saturday, May 13, 2006

heyhey. today was a sad day ferr me..

ii onli habb ard 6hrs of sleep. den went tuu work. its like draggin myself dere. 1st party at 11am was chaotic. e boys n gers can use e cups dat ii gib em fer em tuu build e highest castle tuu throw at each other, causin a whole mess. hai. den e rest were okie. till 7pm.

dat party was a 11 yr old all gers party. e gers were mischievous and all. but can u imagine when u r 11 wad r u doin? studyin? playing? keep buggin ur parents fer a PAGER? nt allowed tuu travel far? haha. fer em. dey travelled frm CCK tuu KAP. den dey own good colour fones. ii tink if dey show off deir fones. ours can jus stand aside. haha. den when u r 11, do u noe of rock n hiphop songs? can u dance dose hip hop dance? haha. well dey can. pro rite. lol.

e host was nice. thru out e party till e end. haha. when ii was about tuu collect payment frm her. she wanted tuu issue a cheque. cheque is nt advisable in KAP and so ii tld her dat cash is much more preferred. she gt angri and scld scld scld. say wad "do u tink i'll run away? its onli 165.80. not 1000 over. etc." frm dere scld all e way tuu my party. say straight into my face dat e party i conducted was lousy, games not organised blah.

after dat she issued a cash cheque. ii went dwn n adila said dat it habb tuu be addressed tuu Mcd's Place. ii went up and den gt her scldin. she stil tore up e cheque. she scld scld scld and demanded tuu c e manager. i brought her down. adila was also sclded like hell by her. ii cant tolerate n ran tuu e crewrm n lock myself in e changin rm tuu cry. ha. andy was shocked by me. adila den walked in. tok tuu me. say nt my fault blah. tg n carolyn followed n console me dat its nt my fault. she threatened tuu send a letter up tuu HQ. if she want i dont mind. becux when ii was crying, can u believe dat e intention of quitting was in my head? perhaps iim oso like delfine. too tired. well ii am.

den after consoling. i went up. delfine and kelvin told me dat my party was perfectly alrite. ha. i stil tink dat i gt succeed in dis party becux in e past, e oldest kids party ii habb conducted was 9yrs old. ii can play sum games and den dey will start walkin bck tuu deir seats becux dey found it borin. today all of em continued playin n playin. ii even played 3 games wid em n e host said i nv organise games tuu play wid em. she even tld adila dat she was pissed off wid my attitude when ii DID NOT even gib her a black face or use a rude tone tuu speak tuu her. wth. why r dere unreasonable customers like dat? cant dey jus understand dat ppl like us workin arent habbin a gd time? lol. esp fer me. i do full shift today. 10.30 - 11.00 with a half n hr break. ii conducted 4 parties la. lucki becux chiuyen helped me wid 1. hai.

delfine n kelvin stil heard a child tellin e bday ger dis when e host was scldin me, "dis isnt e 1st time ur mum sclded ppl rite", haha. seems like shes worst den my mum. she even shouted at her maid. scari. maid abuse. haha. in all, ii onli can say, everibody can see dat e kids enjoy, ii myself enjoy too. ii did not do anithin wrong ferr dat party. but ii oso apologise. so wad. she dont care.

iim sure tmr cindy is gonna call me tuu sit down. ii wun care. cux ii nv do anithin wrong. carolyn n chiuyen oso tel me nt tuu worry becux ii habb done nth wrong. ha. today is e 1st time ii cried becux angered by a customer in KAP. lol.

tmr iim stil gonna do full shift same frm 10.30am tuu dono wad time. iim tired. when ii was crying, ii was tinkin of sum stupid stuff. haha. dis yr is my unlucky yr. ii was tinkin abt all dis like why e guy ii like wun like me? why e things i do always goes wrong even if its right? why do ii always cant do eberithin well? dis yr seems so wrong fer me. hai. iim tired. ii want tuu take a break. iim onli 15. ppl dis age. playin? studyin? shoppin? or wad ever things. workin? haha. no.

ii rmbr 1 thing dat kelly said in her column in teenage magazine dat dere is onli 10-15yrs fer childhood. but 40-60 fer adults. so dont try tuu grow up so quickly. enjoy ur life slowly. ii dont want tuu grow up so fast too. but as u work, e diff types of ppl u meet, dis cruel reality and society will force u tuu grow up. sounds chim? ha. once u stepped intu e workin world u will understand dis. haha.

how ii wish jingser, chiuting, fang qi are ard. dey always stand up fer me de. now iim alone. no1 stand up fer me. hai. hw ii wish chiuting is here. she will always fight fer my rights fer exam leave n etc. but all dis is all but how ii wish.

so tired..

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