sometimes ii reali feel dat its so sweet tuu habb an innocent sweet baby voice expecting u everi time when u reached ur floor. hes only 2 yrs old. but he onli know hw tuu cal jiejie. everi time he c me he'll cal me. now hes startin tuu know hw tuu say hi n bye n more. haha. sumtimes whenever he cals me. it jus feel dat all e worries or troubles i habb fer e day seems so far away. but dey will stil cum bck. hai.
jasmine and ii nearli gt abducted. lol. we were so depressed dat we went intu e railway jus beside KAP. it is v dark at nite. and we went in tuu seek fer peace. jasmine and i noe e truths dat we wont wanna noe. i cried. jasmine couldnt cry it out. haha. our wish is dat e one we hoped c0uld pick us up. but dats impossible. but nearli gt eyed by baddies. so ran out. lol. den went tuu meet up wid jingser. went tuu a church tuu tok things out.
we r over. finalli. ii totally agreed wid wad jingser said tonight. her words make alot of sense tuu me. gd tuu habb a mature advisor. haha. beware iim gonna look her up everi now n den. lol. jasmine oso. tanks fer acc me home tonight. lol. and andy ii noe u r readin my blog. lol. finally everithing's clear and bck tuu normal. ii dono wad does tonight seems tuu be tuu jasmine. but tuu me. its jus a dream dat ii habb woken up from. a bad one. ha. but seriousli. e pain we r going thru. will nt be wad compared tuu jingser. lol. ii wont force myself tuu stop tinkin abt u. becux i believed one day ii will forget u.
to delfine. u can chose tuu keep wad u said tuu him dat nite as a secret. but seriousli lo. ii reali feel like knowing wad isit la. since its over.
tuu jingser and jasmine. ii dono whether u all will read my blog anot. but stil tanks ya fer tonight. really.