heard dis frm a DJ. dont destroy other ppl's happiness if u donwan ppl tuu destroy ur happiness later on in ur life. kinda true rite. dose playboys or playgirls. i believe dey do get deir retribution sumhow. lol.
fer me. ii guess he reali hass nth fer me. today went out wid leong dey all. and dey all try tuu matchmake us. by replaying wad happen tuu joanna n renjie on dat fateful tues. but he din seem happi. neither do i. becux being forced is nt wad ii wanted. frm e way he look at her. ii guess she is the right one fer him. although ppl r sayin. its nt true. even she tinks dat its only a habit. but even if its a habit of his. as long as he don wanna face up tuu reality. ii cant do anithin. aniway. ii don habb confidence in myself now. perhaps becux ii tink hes more fond of other gers den me. well. ii noe in dis type of things. losing confidence is nt a gd thing. but. ii cant help it. today especially. she reali treat me like her dear meimei. ii reali feel v guilty. sorry. ii couldnt help it when he look at u. ii will feel e sense of jealousy fer dat moment. but dats all. sumtimes reali wanna say sorry tuu u straight in e face. but cant say it out. perhaps iim scared more misunderstandings will arise. im v sorri.
today. i dont feel like e one being matchmade. ii feel like a obstructing object btw dey 2. haii. stressed. sorri tuu him. if u feel stressed n forced today. and sorry tuu her. fer all e hidden feelings inside my heart. ii know. all e feelings dat ii habb confessed seems so evil. but realli sorri.