okie. i really feel tired being a good and perfect friend in your eyes.
i dont know why. but anyone can criticize or put me down except for you. i dont know is it you or me who is changing. but i just dont understand every word of criticism that comes out of your mouth hurts my heart.
its difficult being a perfect friend in your eyes. and you wouldnt share your burden with me. who exactly will have the key to your heart?
i dont like to quarrel with you, nor see you quarreling with others. neither do i want to see you frown. perhaps you would never know, but you are already a major role of my life, and the rest too.
i cant imagine losing you this friend, because i've over-relied on you. who should i ask if i lost my way? who should i talk to if i have a love problem? who shall i go to if i have unsolved problems? who shall accompany we girls to go out? who can i play around and tease? and where can i see the smile that lightens up my mood for the whole day again? and who will always hit me on the head and scold me dumb? and who will call me and ask me where am i or ask me to go out?
i dont like to see you frown, and so we always tried to do anything to make you smile. i know compliments are rarely from you, but you mattered alot to us to the extent of any hurtful words from you really pains.
well, i dont seem to do anything good. because of a matter of painting my house, i indirectly angered n upset your mum because you lied to her, i caused you to quarrel with another fren, and what not.