I promised to myself that i wont add on to your burden of troubles. I promised i wont quarrel, argue or let you know that Im angry or unhappy. But today, i really cannot control anymore. What do you want me to do? Its not the first time anymore. Im not being angry or grumbling because u showed me a black face, but because im still outside the door of your heart.
I can let myself be your punching bag and whatever frustrations you also can vent it on me. But i just want to share your troubles too. Im not here to be your girlfriend to only get your adore and attention. Im here to share your saddness n happiness and all the ups and downs in your life.
But today, I suddenly realised actually from last time till now, I still dont have the key to your heart. Chiuting asked me some questions and seriously she knows what Im really thinking. Perhaps we are all girls. Perhaps i should really be more optimistic and take things more lightly, so that I wont be finding trouble for myself anymore and I will not have never ending flow of tears.