Okay, was feeling abit better now. Promised not to skip work tmr. ;)
My birthday is nearing and this means that im gonna be one yr older again. Hai. Time really flies. Now we are very near to our prime 20 already.
My GPA was saddening, but it was all because i did not study hard enough. So i must study harder and do better for the next semester. ;)
Problems are piling. Serious. Who can i believe and trust? Who can i not? Sometimes i really feel like asking them to just to raise up their hands and tell me. It has really started to ponder upon me that some people are really bad, yet acted so kind. It makes me scared.
And to add on, im not a very petty person. I always like to be angry for one moment or longer like a few days and forget it the next moment. You can say that my memory level is low in a way. LOL. Thats why i never can be able to be angry with a person for too long. For I can simply forget what was e matter im angrying or sad about in the first place. But I just wanted to say that some things cannot be forced, serious. I know its difficult to get this logic into the head. I have once been thru what u are going thru now. But its a must to carry on with your life and not let him to be your direction in life anymore and change, serious.
OKAY, i dont know what am i talking either. But what i can say that is, attitude is a very important thing in one's character. I once too have a sucky attitude, but we must learn to change for the better. People wont dislike you for no reason, mind this.
And im dead serious worrying for a friend, whom i know i shud not. But the things shes doing and the way shes handling all that makes it dangerous. Anyway, internet has always been a dangerous place. Hope she knows how to protect herself.
LASTLY, counting down to Ida and my birthday, there's stil just 8 days more, which is around a wk left!! BOO. One year older. Hai. REMEMBER! Its on 25sep!! :P