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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

okay. im so fed up now. forget it.

sometimes i really do wonder. what are friends for? here to kill each other or something? people here are not saying that they are not giving you time to change. they are just pissed off by the way you handle things, as who you are.

and yep right, im the only one stressing you up wad. yep, i might be too harsh on last weekend, but think back, did you really really put in your best effort to even be a better person?

when i was teaching you about outdoor stuff, whos e one not responding to me? when you came down saying there was no memo stickers, who go into e star corner to find fer you? why not you climb in yourself? dont try to tell me there are ghosts inside. when we couldnt find the stickers, who go and take money and run down buy e post it stickersx and came up with alot of sweat and without any rest go and run the 318 dollars of adults order? and when yr kids order topcat was free did you ask her to help me? you get her to play e game! its yr job, you know. did you see any star doing this b4? especially when other people so needed help. and in the end, what did i get? not even a thank you. know what? even e host came to thank me fer running the adults order like hell for em. know what? topcats are always yr best helpers. dont treat em like shit like how you did previously, scolding em or picking at em like why they are so slow and etc.

okay, i was harsh about the outdoor b4 hand. sorry, but if you were me, wont u be scared that you will have to handle 160kids alone if u dat day dont want to run with me or scared like red pea that day?

i serious dont understand you. and not only me who dont. and dont think that its all our fault for blaming you or me for venting my frustrations on the blog. so u only see that they were the 2 who only can help you but not the rest like me or del, or even leng.

i do not mean to treat you with that attitude everytime. del said i was harsh and i tried to be better and i admit i did wad i can to treat u better already the previous weekends but yet i still cannot see any better changes in you. your attitude changes hot to cold or vice versa anytime anywhere you like. and on the sat evening it was really bad. i dont know why you cry and all that. i sometimes wanna talk sense into you too. but how, you tell me?

we all already feel like washing our hands off you. so its only up to u to think whether u stil deserve our concern anot.

AND SERIOUSLY ASK YOURSELF, did you ever confide in anyone of the 3 of us? you dont even wanna say anything to us. for all you care for are not us.

♥ 8:59 AM