OMG. AHH!! im going crazy. Anyone cn lend me a listening ear straight right now? it seems like everyone is busy right now, and i have no one to talk to.
HAI. i was very happy this morning. Woke up early, light-heartedly, fresh mind, saw the Fiona pig at busstop, used my Econs text to hit her head, had a small chat, was early for school, happy to see Mr ong and vice versa, and Econs paper was easy, my friend and i come out early and had a small chat, i went off and then had Macdonalds breakfast.. and then the upsetting thing comes..
Why it always seemed to be like my fault? Being Late - bad attitude, no call, no apology, explanation came late. Isit a sign of feeling that hes not wrong? Perhaps i had been overbearing but i was definitely very unhappy that i missed the tv drama yesterday night.
Today skipped exam - bad attitude, feel that he has nothing wrong. and i was merely nagging at him at KAP, and it seemed like it is such an embarrassing thing that i cannot say out, and showed me attitude. AHH! Sometimes i really wonder, who is the one taking the diploma? Later hes gonna take MC and then when his school dont approve, and the doctor never indicate that the MC was to be written "unfit for exam", he'll be bloody pissed off and starts cursing again. AH AH AH!
Im not gonna care if hes gonna kill me that im posting this online, for im really damn pissed off lar. I feel that im talking alot more to my friends then to him. I barely said 10lines to him recently, because calls and smses to him were neither answered nor replied.
Perhaps i should stop nagging, then it wont reflect like its all my fault for being too kpo. Suddenly, today is a sunny day, finally, for once.